notabeatlessong (23:02:22): boo
irishoasisfreak (23:02:31): i just got yer msgs :)
notabeatlessong (23:02:49): u not have yer fone near ye?
irishoasisfreak (23:03:13): no, it was in my room
notabeatlessong (23:03:33): ah welllllll
irishoasisfreak (23:04:01): i went upstairs to get my fone and my r kelly cd cos i was comin online
irishoasisfreak (23:04:11): the same time u were comin online
irishoasisfreak (23:04:17): pefect timing
notabeatlessong (23:04:33): lol
notabeatlessong (23:04:39): i beat you about 5 mins
irishoasisfreak (23:05:02): yer aol thing says 4 mins and mine says 3
notabeatlessong (23:05:53): lol.. i was on longer than that before ye
irishoasisfreak (23:06:07): well im goin by the aol thingy so :p
notabeatlessong (23:07:12): lol
notabeatlessong (23:07:14): i still beat you
irishoasisfreak (23:07:39): shush yer face :p
notabeatlessong (23:07:45): :p
irishoasisfreak (23:07:56): *big huggy*
notabeatlessong (23:08:04): *hugs*
notabeatlessong (23:08:09): i got to see Colin! yay
irishoasisfreak (23:08:27): yeah, thats cool
notabeatlessong (23:08:38): he ses the marines are worse than jail... cus family arnt allowed in to see him, and hes NEVER allowed home, even though he's less than 30miles away
irishoasisfreak (23:08:49): :(
notabeatlessong (23:08:54): he wasnt meant to get home, but certian people decided to be really nice to him
irishoasisfreak (23:09:02): well thats really good
notabeatlessong (23:09:25): so he got home some of yesterday and til 3pm today... so the family got to see him..
notabeatlessong (23:09:34): hes so strong lookin, all muscly
notabeatlessong (23:09:39): but in a reeeeally nice way
irishoasisfreak (23:09:47): thats the marines for ye
notabeatlessong (23:10:04): mhmm
notabeatlessong (23:10:13): hes protrolling the border
irishoasisfreak (23:10:55): nice
notabeatlessong (23:11:29): lookin for smugglers! hehe
irishoasisfreak (23:11:42): exciting stuff really then
notabeatlessong (23:11:52): lol,, oh yea
notabeatlessong (23:12:25): anyway il stop talkin about my cousin
irishoasisfreak (23:12:30): :)
irishoasisfreak (23:14:10): i need to pee, but i cant be arsed
notabeatlessong (23:14:18): lol
notabeatlessong (23:14:19): Gooooooooooo
irishoasisfreak (23:14:26): hehe
irishoasisfreak (23:14:49): wots the plans for 2mora?
notabeatlessong (23:14:56): i was drinking champagne most of the day... so loo is gooooooood
notabeatlessong (23:15:00): oh yea, on that note. brb
notabeatlessong (23:16:03): so yea
notabeatlessong (23:16:32): well... i need to leave Hugh up to gretta's.. so hopefully il get him to go a lil early.. so il be able to get you at around 12ish
notabeatlessong (23:16:39): he wants to go at lunch time though
irishoasisfreak (23:16:54): im a tad confused
notabeatlessong (23:17:40): about?
irishoasisfreak (23:18:03): yer gettin me at 12, but i dont understand why u said that next bit
irishoasisfreak (23:18:13): does that mean im goin along with u and hugh?
notabeatlessong (23:19:01): no
notabeatlessong (23:19:12): cus coleraine is in a very differnt direction from my aunts
notabeatlessong (23:19:33): he wants to go at lunch time.. i want to take him early so i can collect you before lunch time
notabeatlessong (23:19:44): so its a case of.. il have to tell you tomorow
irishoasisfreak (23:19:49): ah i think im followin ye now
irishoasisfreak (23:20:16): so u have to talk hugh into goin a bit earlier, and u'll let me know wot happens? did i get it right?
notabeatlessong (23:20:44): yes
irishoasisfreak (23:21:10): ok cool
notabeatlessong (23:24:32): i really feel like txtin Aodhan and askin him if he can get online.. but i know i wont.. cus i dont wana be pesterin
irishoasisfreak (23:24:43): i really gotta pee now
irishoasisfreak (23:24:45): i think i shall
irishoasisfreak (23:24:47): brb
notabeatlessong (23:24:49): ok
irishoasisfreak (23:27:49): back again
notabeatlessong (23:28:11): cools
irishoasisfreak (23:28:22): im gonna scan the picture for nathan
irishoasisfreak (23:29:28): ok it says ive run out of memory
irishoasisfreak (23:29:30): meet peter
irishoasisfreak (23:29:37): and look at his picture thingy
notabeatlessong (23:29:58): i cant see it unless i add him
notabeatlessong (23:30:20): this is your ex-peter?
irishoasisfreak (23:30:26): is there any way ye can big-ify the pic
irishoasisfreak (23:30:27): yes it is
notabeatlessong (23:30:58): uhm.. no.. but i still cant see it unless i add him.. 
irishoasisfreak (23:31:08): hmm...... ah well
irishoasisfreak (23:39:01): well can ye see wot im talkin about..... the way he's such a horn dog etc
notabeatlessong (23:39:10): lol
notabeatlessong (23:39:44): i i remember from the fone call
irishoasisfreak (23:39:56): i dont remember that call..... refresh me
notabeatlessong (23:40:09): i stood in your kitchen
notabeatlessong (23:40:15): u were in the living room
notabeatlessong (23:40:17): we talked
notabeatlessong (23:40:25): no1 else was in the house
notabeatlessong (23:40:35): i think it was the 1st time we house sat together
irishoasisfreak (23:40:52): i dont remember :(
notabeatlessong (23:41:16): it was about 2 days before Sebastian and Rosa arrived.. maybe 1
notabeatlessong (23:41:28): i barely remember too, jus know it happened, cus he a stranger
notabeatlessong (23:41:34): and it was scarey
irishoasisfreak (23:41:50): i believe ye and stuff, i just dont remember.... i aint got that 'trigger' that brings it back
notabeatlessong (23:43:06): yea, i know.. i was tryin to give ye one
irishoasisfreak (23:43:24): yeah
notabeatlessong (23:50:18): he's a twat
notabeatlessong (23:50:24): a real big twat
irishoasisfreak (23:50:29): yeha
notabeatlessong (23:50:46): how on earth did u ever like em
irishoasisfreak (23:50:58): he's changed a lot since i liked him
notabeatlessong (23:51:10): id hope so
irishoasisfreak (23:51:27): to be honest, im surprised caroline's lasted this long with him
notabeatlessong (23:51:32): lol
notabeatlessong (23:51:39): maybe hes not so much of an arse
irishoasisfreak (23:51:40): she must be very tolerant
notabeatlessong (23:51:42): when he with her
irishoasisfreak (23:51:54): or she knows how to keep control of him
notabeatlessong (23:52:09): maybe
notabeatlessong (00:00:32): i hope so anyway
notabeatlessong (00:00:34): poor girl
irishoasisfreak (00:01:10): *hug*
notabeatlessong (00:01:20): *hugs*
irishoasisfreak (00:02:21): im reflecting and being sensible
irishoasisfreak (00:02:27): it cud be an interesting read
notabeatlessong (00:02:28): kool
notabeatlessong (00:02:45): im sitting here wanting to talk to Seb
irishoasisfreak (00:03:04): *hug*
notabeatlessong (00:03:08): *hugs*
notabeatlessong (00:05:39): sorry im quiet
irishoasisfreak (00:05:48): s'ok
notabeatlessong (00:06:07): im really lookin forward to our shoppin tomorow
irishoasisfreak (00:06:27): me too
irishoasisfreak (00:06:32): entry done
notabeatlessong (00:07:01): we're getting on a lot better than we have in a while, i think.. so im lookin forward to seeing you a lot more than i have in a while
irishoasisfreak (00:07:15): :)
irishoasisfreak (00:07:50): im sad that we're not getting to see in New Years together
notabeatlessong (00:08:40): well.. the oppertunity was there, but.. things didnt happen
irishoasisfreak (00:09:10): i wudnt have been allowed to go to belfast on new years
notabeatlessong (00:10:38): its not as if ud have been goin on your own... like im currently doin
notabeatlessong (00:11:00): note
irishoasisfreak (00:11:05): me folks wudve severely objected anyway
notabeatlessong (00:11:28): hmm
notabeatlessong (00:12:30): oh well
irishoasisfreak (00:12:36): *hug*
notabeatlessong (00:12:42): *hug*
irishoasisfreak (00:12:53): :)
irishoasisfreak (00:13:27): replied to note
notabeatlessong (00:16:58): lol
notabeatlessong (00:18:42): note
irishoasisfreak (00:19:10): replying
notabeatlessong (00:21:57): tehehehehehehe
notabeatlessong (00:22:08): ye see the pic Peter has as his icon
notabeatlessong (00:22:13): i asked if it was caroline
irishoasisfreak (00:22:22): yep
notabeatlessong (00:22:22): and then told him it looks really like an old pic of you
irishoasisfreak (00:22:25): hehe
notabeatlessong (00:22:51): i hope you realise jus how much that looks like an old picture of Laura
pete knws his place.... its in the arms of Caroline Susan Gilder   says:
your kdding right I have old pcs of laura sge dnt look like laura  
I'm a currant short of the cake says:
no, TRUST me.. that looks like Laura
notabeatlessong (00:23:31): sorry if ya trying to say something but I dnt pick my gf on what laura use to look like  
I'm a currant short of the cake says:
lol.. im not saying anything like that.. just making a statement
irishoasisfreak (00:23:38): lol
notabeatlessong (00:23:41): *whispers* i am though
irishoasisfreak (00:23:48): hehe
notabeatlessong (00:24:00): lol
notabeatlessong (00:24:03): i could resit sayin it
irishoasisfreak (00:24:14): :p
notabeatlessong (00:25:18): did u see Aodhans note?
irishoasisfreak (00:26:21): he left a note?
irishoasisfreak (00:26:33): i didnt even notice he was online
notabeatlessong (00:27:27): Friday, December 26, 2003 6:22:48 PM Public Note  
I'm proud too. I know it probably won't mean much to you, but I really am.
Ecoboy
 

irishoasisfreak (00:27:46): tell him thanx
notabeatlessong (00:29:03): leave it in a note.. he might check for a reply
irishoasisfreak (00:29:40): ok
notabeatlessong (00:31:38): *hug*
irishoasisfreak (00:31:58): im giving up red dwarf to be online
notabeatlessong (00:32:13): awww
notabeatlessong (00:32:21): yay for me!
irishoasisfreak (00:32:26): :)
notabeatlessong (00:34:12): oh oh *dances* oh oh
irishoasisfreak (00:34:29): wot
notabeatlessong (00:34:31): *sings* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee goiiiiiiiiiiiiin shoooooooooooppppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnn toommmoooooooooroooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwww!
irishoasisfreak (00:34:37): breathe!
notabeatlessong (00:34:47): lol
notabeatlessong (00:35:24): i am breathin
irishoasisfreak (00:35:50): good
notabeatlessong (00:36:33): i mean.. i gotta breathe to SIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGG]
irishoasisfreak (00:36:57): lol
notabeatlessong (00:40:28): "allllllll you girls, look at you hair while im here.. your superficial, im a misfit"
notabeatlessong (00:40:35): lookin*
irishoasisfreak (00:40:37): yay for her
irishoasisfreak (00:41:30): amy studt :D
notabeatlessong (00:42:25): :-d
irishoasisfreak (00:42:42): *huggy*
notabeatlessong (00:46:12): *huuuuugs*
irishoasisfreak (00:46:24): wheeeeeee
notabeatlessong (00:47:33): *does a lil dance*
irishoasisfreak (00:47:47): peter's pissing me off
irishoasisfreak (00:47:53): aodhan and me are talking :D
notabeatlessong (00:48:37): Peters a twat
notabeatlessong (00:48:41): and yay
notabeatlessong (00:48:50): what ye's talkin about?
irishoasisfreak (00:49:27): im helping him
notabeatlessong (00:50:38): :)
notabeatlessong (00:54:58): *sways to music*
irishoasisfreak (00:55:27): im making headway with these 2
notabeatlessong (00:56:50): 2?
irishoasisfreak (00:56:58): peter and aodhan
notabeatlessong (00:57:09): cool
notabeatlessong (00:57:23): maybe things between you and Aodhan arnt completely and utter lost.. 
irishoasisfreak (00:58:50): thats wot im hopin
notabeatlessong (01:01:53): PEter is a fleffer
irishoasisfreak (01:02:25): yep
notabeatlessong (01:03:08): can u tell i dont like him much?
irishoasisfreak (01:03:47): i can tell
notabeatlessong (01:04:37): goooooooooood
irishoasisfreak (01:07:14): im tryin to get aodhan to come see the wains
notabeatlessong (01:07:35): fair enough
notabeatlessong (01:07:40): whys he needing convinced?
irishoasisfreak (01:07:51): cos he's upset that they call Kain 'dada'
irishoasisfreak (01:07:56): i didnt know they did :(
notabeatlessong (01:08:08): they do?
irishoasisfreak (01:08:14): apparently so
irishoasisfreak (01:08:23): but ive never heard them
notabeatlessong (01:09:21): aybe your just not expecting to hear it, and therefore just your mind blocks it and doesnt register it
irishoasisfreak (01:09:43): i dunno
irishoasisfreak (01:11:33): he's goin to see them now
irishoasisfreak (01:11:34): on his own
irishoasisfreak (01:11:46): i hope he sees what he really wants to see *hopes*
notabeatlessong (01:12:29): i hope he see's whats really happening.. and that its what he wants/needs to see
irishoasisfreak (01:12:41): yeah
irishoasisfreak (01:20:57): im sorry for neglecting u petal
notabeatlessong (01:22:47): its alright
notabeatlessong (01:22:59): everyones kinda come online at once here.. and im talkin to many people... so you're ok
irishoasisfreak (01:23:19): :)
notabeatlessong (01:29:11): well.. has he arrived with the kids?
irishoasisfreak (01:29:32): as far as i know, he's still with them
irishoasisfreak (01:29:36): he wanted to be on his own with them
notabeatlessong (01:29:50): yea.. but is he tellin u anything about wots happenin
irishoasisfreak (01:30:06): no, he said he didnt want to talk me thru it
irishoasisfreak (01:30:16): he wanted just 'him and them time'
notabeatlessong (01:30:40): ah well thats understandable
irishoasisfreak (01:30:54): he just told me its goin ok
notabeatlessong (01:30:59): :)
notabeatlessong (01:34:39): gywn was online.. she left people notes on dj... *sighs* she never replied anything to me e-mail about the twins.. or possibility of pictures.. or anything
irishoasisfreak (01:34:51): hmm
notabeatlessong (01:35:05): so i can be confident that shes blanking me
irishoasisfreak (01:35:14): ok
irishoasisfreak (01:35:21): nasty wummin
notabeatlessong (01:35:32): lol
notabeatlessong (01:39:05): im lookin on attitude to see if i wana buy any tops to wear with my skirt
irishoasisfreak (01:39:15): ok
notabeatlessong (01:39:39): u decided wot yer gettng and how much ye needed to put on my splash?
irishoasisfreak (01:39:46): im gettin the stomach nerves now :(
notabeatlessong (01:39:54): y
irishoasisfreak (01:40:32): i dunno..... i think it was cos i was reading a phrase directed at diane that i hadnt read in a long time
irishoasisfreak (01:40:35): a stor a chuisle
irishoasisfreak (01:40:47): my instant reaction was a screwed up face
notabeatlessong (01:41:39): ah
notabeatlessong (01:41:57): well... he NEVER said that to me.. so think how i felt when i heard what it REALLY meant
notabeatlessong (01:42:12): he always sed it to you even when him and I were together, and never to me
notabeatlessong (01:42:28): so i can empathise
irishoasisfreak (01:42:32): yeah, i still have the text where he said it to me for the first time...... 10th june
irishoasisfreak (01:42:40): 2002
notabeatlessong (01:42:40): exactly.. 
notabeatlessong (01:42:48): *sighs*
irishoasisfreak (01:42:54): *huggy*
notabeatlessong (01:43:08): he never loved me, i dont think.. not really.. it just said it often enough to make him think he did
notabeatlessong (01:43:10): but ah well
notabeatlessong (01:43:14): i have Sebastian
irishoasisfreak (01:43:18): yes u have sebastian
notabeatlessong (01:43:19): and I know for sure he loves me
irishoasisfreak (01:43:22): yes
notabeatlessong (01:44:23): http://www.attitude.uk.com/more_info.php?code=429PLT&s=23dd86b3426d68cf0e2104ac9cb1fb07&cat= oh my word.. thats funny but disturbing
irishoasisfreak (01:46:07): eeeeeewwwww
notabeatlessong (01:46:53): lol
notabeatlessong (01:47:43): theres some funny ones
notabeatlessong (01:47:52): like "wine me, dine me, 69 me"
irishoasisfreak (01:47:59): yeah
notabeatlessong (01:48:33): hehehe
notabeatlessong (01:58:19): and the doll made out of cheese melted cus she danced too much
irishoasisfreak (01:58:31): yer weeeeeeeird
notabeatlessong (01:58:41): and yer quiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieet
irishoasisfreak (01:59:16): im pondering
irishoasisfreak (02:06:16): no one's looked at my new theme song
notabeatlessong (02:06:31): *raises eyebrow* uh?
irishoasisfreak (02:06:41): i have 2 new entries on wire
irishoasisfreak (02:06:52): one is my new theme song
notabeatlessong (02:06:53): i didnt know ye were writing
notabeatlessong (02:07:00): didnt think to keep checkin
irishoasisfreak (02:07:06): ye do now :p
notabeatlessong (02:10:18): :P
irishoasisfreak (02:12:29): replied to ye
irishoasisfreak (02:15:13): Hello!
notabeatlessong (02:15:21): heya
irishoasisfreak (02:15:24): :)
notabeatlessong (02:16:53): tell yer mammy i replied
irishoasisfreak (02:17:02): Ok!
irishoasisfreak (02:19:23): I giggle lots!
notabeatlessong (02:20:12): whys
irishoasisfreak (02:20:48): The reply
notabeatlessong (02:20:53): again
notabeatlessong (02:20:56): done
notabeatlessong (02:20:58): repleied
notabeatlessong (02:21:33): http://www.attitude.uk.com/more_info.php?code=118RAV&s=23dd86b3426d68cf0e2104ac9cb1fb07&cat=
notabeatlessong (02:21:42): would that top suit me + go with the skirt
notabeatlessong (02:21:44): ?
notabeatlessong (02:21:50): askin u and yer ma
irishoasisfreak (02:23:26): I don't know
notabeatlessong (02:23:44): i asked Aodhan and he ses a definate no
notabeatlessong (02:23:55): too many stuffs on the top to go with the skirt
notabeatlessong (02:34:39): ah welll
notabeatlessong (02:34:47): maybe il jus have to look tomorow in Hanks :-d
irishoasisfreak (02:34:52): yep
notabeatlessong (02:35:05): wots wrong
notabeatlessong (02:35:06): yer too quiet
irishoasisfreak (02:35:23): nowt wrong...... just sorta worried about aodhan and the wains
notabeatlessong (02:35:37): why worried?
irishoasisfreak (02:36:03): just in case he's in there crying cos theyre bein distant
notabeatlessong (02:36:48): well.. there isnt anything ye can do hun.. jus let him have his time.. 
irishoasisfreak (02:36:54): yeah
notabeatlessong (02:37:01): im sure he'll tell you how they were when its over
irishoasisfreak (02:37:05): yeah
notabeatlessong (02:38:40): :)
notabeatlessong (02:38:40): *hug*
irishoasisfreak (02:39:20): tankoo
notabeatlessong (02:39:55): np
irishoasisfreak (02:53:56): ra ra
notabeatlessong (02:54:00): if
notabeatlessong (02:54:12): sorry there was a girl on ant and dec thing
notabeatlessong (02:54:25): called herself ra ra if
irishoasisfreak (02:54:33): ok
notabeatlessong (02:54:34): cus there was sooooo many Sarahs
irishoasisfreak (02:54:40): ok
notabeatlessong (02:54:54): lol
irishoasisfreak (02:59:48): brain....... goin...... meltdown...... tryin to unfry it...... eeegggghhhhhhh
notabeatlessong (03:00:22): got d/c
irishoasisfreak (03:00:28): The Duck (02:59:48): brain....... goin...... meltdown...... tryin to unfry it...... eeegggghhhhhhh
irishoasisfreak (03:06:19): unmelted now
notabeatlessong (03:06:26): huh?
irishoasisfreak (03:06:34): m brain has unmelted
notabeatlessong (03:06:35): i didnt know you were melted
irishoasisfreak (03:06:41): The Duck (03:00:28): The Duck (02:59:48): brain....... goin...... meltdown...... tryin to unfry it...... eeegggghhhhhhh
notabeatlessong (03:06:59): Quack (02:55:23): ok
Monkey (02:55:37): lol
Monkey (03:01:05): got d/c
Quack (03:07:05): unmelted now
Monkey (03:07:11): huh?
Quack (03:07:20): m brain has unmelted
Monkey (03:07:20): i didnt know you were melted
irishoasisfreak (03:07:19): did ye get my cp now?
notabeatlessong (03:07:24): yes
notabeatlessong (03:07:28): hense the c/ping
irishoasisfreak (03:07:35): yep
notabeatlessong (03:09:55): so y were u melted
irishoasisfreak (03:10:34): cos ooo said that part of him was with diane to look after her
irishoasisfreak (03:10:55): i was askin him to come a walk with me in the glade and that was his reason why he wasnt comin
notabeatlessong (03:11:29): ah
notabeatlessong (03:13:14): im still waiting on Seb getting home
notabeatlessong (03:13:21): thats the only reason im still up
irishoasisfreak (03:13:37): ok
notabeatlessong (03:14:01): i was told like an hour and a half ago he was almost home
irishoasisfreak (03:14:08): ah right
notabeatlessong (03:14:18): :(
irishoasisfreak (03:14:29): *huggy*
notabeatlessong (03:14:39): *hug*
notabeatlessong (03:18:36): is Seb any nearer home?
You are sentenced to be hung by the neck until slightly aroused... if you're into that sort of thing says:
He's here... am just working up letting hiout
You know I'll love you to the end of time.. you know i'll always care says:
ok... thank-you
notabeatlessong (03:18:50): so maybe it be soon
irishoasisfreak (03:18:52): ok
notabeatlessong (03:19:24): wots wrong
irishoasisfreak (03:19:53): nothin
notabeatlessong (03:20:41): yer not usually so... "ok, ah right, ok" about stuff
irishoasisfreak (03:21:04): pondering
notabeatlessong (03:21:40): hmm k
notabeatlessong (03:23:39): timmy is on me knee and hes usin my arm as a chin rest.. course this is after he washed it
irishoasisfreak (03:23:47): aww
notabeatlessong (03:24:07): it is sweet
notabeatlessong (03:24:15): but makes typin hard
irishoasisfreak (03:31:15): i just got a msg on ooo's aol askin if i was still here and then it signed off
irishoasisfreak (03:31:16): pants
notabeatlessong (03:31:27): he feckin well not have gone..
notabeatlessong (03:31:33): :((
notabeatlessong (03:31:42): he's prolly jus got d/c
notabeatlessong (03:31:54): cus last time it happened he didnt sign off anything just signed back in
irishoasisfreak (03:32:35): yeah
notabeatlessong (03:34:33): blahgh
irishoasisfreak (03:34:44): i second that
notabeatlessong (03:35:05): and there hes coming back online
notabeatlessong (03:35:11): jus signed into ICQ again
irishoasisfreak (03:35:20): i shall watch for aol
notabeatlessong (03:35:22): i ALWAYs use it as a sign hes coming back
notabeatlessong (03:35:30): cus it seems to go on 1st
notabeatlessong (03:35:34): and i hear the knock
irishoasisfreak (03:36:42): yahoo is gonna get d/c in 15 mins
irishoasisfreak (03:36:47): did ye get the system msg