We had the talk last night, you and I I knew it was wrong, but it felt so right I talked to you about things that I felt We admitted things truly to each other for the first time And it felt amazing But at the same time, it felt like the biggest crime It took a lot out of me, for now I feel drained and weak My head pounds with all these thoughts I just need you here to hold me and tell me everything's going to be fine I worry so much about what the future holds I do not wish to hurt those who only stand to feel pain because of this I only wish that I had never been born