I wanna inject pain into this But would it do any good? I don't know, doesn't affect my wishes though So, the reason for my wish is simply this I want a way to numb the pain By act of transfer Writing always does something Whether it be good or bad It does something And allowing my heart to pour Leaves me so vulnerable I have to close up again soon So that my heart is protected From anything which would attack But sometimes I feel so stupid And worthless and small Because all that is happening Is nothing less than I deserve What goes around, comes around It's the karma of the writing I inject pain into the paper But it makes the pain so much deeper in me