I've felt this way before I don't want it anymore I can't deal with the insecurity I need to know where I am Who I am What I am What my purpose is I can't stop writing There's so much in me to release I can't stop breathing There's so much life in me to live I don't want the war that's pending Just when I start to feel right I don't want to stop writing Because when I write, I feel whole No one can stop me from the feeling I get Only the one devine being That one calls my number when it is time I feel it is not upon me just yet And I am greatful For I have so much to give So much love to feel So much light to see And there is so much pain to ease My friends need me It causes me pain to know They need me so But I fail them time and time again I shall strive on, like the song that burns in my brain When they say I'm not that strong I'm not that weak It's not my fault But when I climb up to my hill Up to my place I hope you hope I'm well