The incomprehensible feeling of remorse For letting you feel it For putting it on your shoulders I'm sorry, I snapped I needed some kind of release I'm sorry it was you I'm sorry you had to leave But I'm lost without you I can't run away I can't hide I have to face it myself But I can't do it I can't be by myself I can't cope with it all There's only so much a human can bear I broke that barrier a long time ago Knives piercing my delicate skin I can't take anymore of the attacks They eat away at my insides But I guess I must need them To become a stronger person To become a better person I must need it for some reason Or maybe I deserve it For past wrong doings I'm not sure But I don't want it anymore I can't cope I don't want it anymore