Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: she was upset because she thinks her daddy doesnt love her
fortune teller guy says: now, that's not true.
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: it may not be true to u, but its true to her 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: she's upset that her daddy doesnt appear to want to talk to her
fortune teller guy says: larua..i hardly talk to anyone online, really..
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: it hurts her 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: and if u dont talk to ppl much online, why bother signing in?
fortune teller guy says: so that, if something important comes up, people can reach *me* 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: but still, we shud be getting contact with u because of julie-anna
fortune teller guy says: you get more contact with me than over half of the people who've known me for as long as you have. fortune teller guy says: I'm dead serious.....i don't even call my parents. 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: u havent even lived with yer parents in years so thats not really a valid argument 
fortune teller guy says: Ron and Lisa? The people I lived with the entire time I was in el paso? I called them on christmas..and I mighta called them one other time since I got here to minnesota 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: julie-anna = daughter
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: she may not be the blood of either of us, but she loves and respects us enough to call us her parents 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: i dont want to get into an argument with you nathan, i love you too much, i dont want to hurt u, but i cant just sit back and watch while you hurt that wee girl 
fortune teller guy says: Look, Laura, there's nothing you can say that'll hurt me.
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: good, that'll make it easier for me to shout at ye 
fortune teller guy says: To be entirely honest...part of the reason I'm not very talkative online is because I'm never quite certain what new major, life shaking problem of yours that you're going to present me with.
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: i cant believe u just threw that at me 
fortune teller guy says: Every second I talk to you, I'm deadly afraid that you're going to present me with some *new* situation that only either attempted suicide or me is able to get you out of.
fortune teller guy says: And..it gets hard on me to deal with that. I'm sorry, but it had to be said.
fortune teller guy says: Laura, this doesn't mean I love you any less. 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: does this mean im pushing u away as well?
fortune teller guy says: But i'm not a machine...I'm not able to just sit and deal with everything you present to me. 
fortune teller guy says: Slowly but surely, yes. And trust me, I do'nt want it to happen. That's why I don't talk much. I figger, the less I talk, the less likely you are to give me some *new* problem that you seem to expect me to be able to fix  
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: i admit, i have had a lot of rough experiences this year...... i have tried to talk to u about it because u always make me feel better..... just by hearing your voice or u saying "dont worry" 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: i've pushed far too many ppl away with my problems....... im in counselling now, and we've discovered that its my fear of rejection that somehow turns round and leaves me rejected 
Unfinished Madness/Unexplained Sadness [I was a skull in the ground, now I'm a star in the sky... decorated in flames] says: people dont want to be close to me anymore
fortune teller guy says: I think I may have told you as much before, Laura. 
fortune teller guy says: And I understand that all you want is for people to be close to you. That's why I'm fighting to not be pushed away...but by now, this is the only way i've seen to be able to do it. By hardly talking