| [January 23, 2002] It's been a while since I've written down my thoughts. The truth is, I'm not the-diary-writing-sort-of-a-person. But then again, what the hell! (lol) [January 24, 2002] What's with faces? Or is it every thing? Why can't people look beyond a person's face? There is more to a person than that. Like, diamonds. Every one likes diamonds when they're polished and shaped. But even in that case, no one ever sees the depth, just the shine and sparkle! If a diamond is not shaped, it's just another stone, right? WRONG. It was always a diamond within, always had the depth, the purity, the solidness. But people are too blind to see that. [January 28, 2002] Seems I was a little bitter last time when I wrote. But then again, life is bitter-sweet, what can I say? lol. February 1, 2002] Life is too short to be spent in arguements or fights. We always keep running out on people we love for the sake of some little arguements or a few misunderstandings. But there comes a time when we have almost lived our lives, long or short, and we realise that we never really had to run away from our friends or our family. We never really were alone... all we had to do was to reach out a hand and they would have taken it. All we had to do was to let them know how much they meant to us, how much we cared. And there never would have been any fight. But, it might be too late then. So why spend these short lives like that? [February 9, 2002] So... it's been some days since I've written down anything in here. A couple of my friends have asked me the reasons behind my words. To be very honest, most things that I write in my diary are my observations. Some, ofcourse, are related to my own self as well. [March 6, 2002] I just deleted the note I had put here. It's no use hanging on to some thing that's not there any more and it never will be. So, I guess life goes on. hmmm... so... I know I don't write much in here. I've been thinking of removing the Diary page. But I kinda like this thing, I'm not sure if I should remove it. [March 8, 2002] Some times when we're lost in our daily hectic lives, we forget to take some time off and appreciate the beauty of simple little things around us. At other times, even if we have time, we still don't want to see these things 'cuz we're too tired or bored or some thing like that. I'm so grateful to God, for all the great things He's given to me, especially my family and my friends. May they always be the way they are now... lol. (they'll kill me if they read the last line!) [March 21, 2002] Once in a life time, we come across a person who begins to mean more than just a person to us. What is this attraction? And why do we have no control over it? Does any one of you people ever feel that we humans are more like puppets? that some higher power holds our strings...? that we can't make our choices but are left to face the consequences? I know it sounds crazy, but I also know it's true.... [September 25, 2002] I've been too busy to write in here. I'll be more busy because my classes have started. Anyways, I want to write some thing that I realized a few days ago. It's about being who we really are. We always worry about what people think about us or if people recognize our true selves. The thing is, even if they don't recognize us, it wont change any thing. We always will be what we are! Like, if a person closes his eyes and declairs that the Sun has no light, will that effect the Sun? NO! Will it take away the light of the Sun? NO! So why do we even bother what people say?! We should never let go of our good qualities because of some one else's bad ones. [October 27, 2002] 'Quest for life' Give me one day, one hour, one moment....... Pure life, so I can feel... what it's like to be alive... so I can feel the wind on my face, the sunshine around me, hear the quiet melodies of life, my soul... my love... so I can speak.... so I can tell what I felt, I'll go on for the rest of the eternity, Charishing the memories of that one little moment.... But don't give me that moment, if you give me one, I will long for more... to know what it would have been like if I had it forever... No, not for a day, not for an hour Not for a moment... |
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| NEW ENTRIES WILL BE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE. The stuff written in my diary is not directed at any one particular. These are just a few of the things I witness or face in my life. |