::: D e e L e i a n n :::

"I can only wonder how..Touching you would make me feel..But if I take that chance right now..Tomorrow will you want me still?..So I should keep this to myself..And never let you know..I could fall in love with you" - Selena`s I Could Fall In Love

Love is like a friendship caught on fire.
In the beginning a flame, very pretty,
Often hot and fierce,
But still only light and flickering.
As love grows older,
Our hearts mature
And our love becomes as coals,
Deep-burning and unquenchable.
~by Bruce Lee ~

thefollowing are MY OWN words! please don`t stealthemyou can`t expect to feel true love automatically. love takes time. i have a tendency to fall in luv easily. i take time to see the person inside, and give them a chance, to see if there motives are true and clear. one day i was have a heated conversation with one of my homeboiz about v-day. i was saying the holiday was too materalistic, etc. he was all it`s like that everyday for couples and brought up all this shit. basically, he believed that relationships are all about "the stuff". and when he found that i never told mah boi to buy meehthis and that... he was all then what are you in it for? i came to this conclusion... THE FEELINGS of love. love is not about material posessions. love is about patience, understanding, trust, affection, communication, comfort, mutual feelings and faith. i`m not the type to cry. idon`t like letting others see me weak. the only ones who i allow to see me weak we`re my true friends. they were my backbone that kept me strong through everythingand they letme know thatthey wouldalways be there wheni needed them. i loveeveryoneno matter what they say or do. God is loving and forgiving. I am loving and forgiving. "everything happens for a reason... good or bad... later on in life you`ll see why it had to happen... everything in life will just make sense... understanding everything in life and why it isthe way it is..."
i have been thru a lot in my life... but i have learned from my experiences... both my wrongs and rights...
i was sent an AIM chain a one day "If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it." just knowing that, keeps me happy no matter what. i just have to have faith in God and everything he brings me in life. at first, i may not understand but i know iwill eventually.
kindness=joyfullness inlife
my purpose in life is tohelp others mentally, physically, andspiritually.

mah lil freestyle "mah nameisd/datswhoiam/i dont like eggs/and i dont like spam"

mah monkey mayn... i thank God for bringing us together (even though it was so brief) and letting us both see and feel what real love is like... you`ll always have a place in my heart... i`ll see you in heaven... MUAHZ! xoxo
R.I.P.
11.11.02

You`re Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You`re the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you`re rare or that you cheated :P You`re
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend`s friends and be silly. You don`t
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You`re just happy
being around your boyfriend.

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