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DID YOU KNOW...??? I have more up-to-date blogs on my MYSPACE... NOW YOU KNOW. So, since the Hawaii trip... Been SUPER focused on the school thing. I'm pretty surprised on how I'm doing. I've ACED every Medical Terminology Test in my medical insurance billing and coding class. WHOOP WHOOP! I catch up VERY well with the computers... even when we were forced to start all over because we were using the wrong program before. ^.^ Just started my pre req class for the LVN program. Looking for a medical office job so I can earn some money. i need new jeans and gym membership and car insurance. I've been cooking like CRAZY lately. My FOOD IS SOOOO BOMB. =P haha haven't used that word in awhile. As for relationships, in the love area, not much a important factor anymore. I kinda want to be more independent. I've had a LOT of realizations today. I don't want this ONE person to get me all crazy thinking too much and losing my focus and drive... This is probably the BEST point of my life right now... and he really isn't involved. I gave love a second... third... fourth... et cetera et cetera... TOO MANY chances to count anymore. And STILL I get disrespected... broken... disappointed... HE did the WORST thing ever... HE WANTED to stay with me... but then he can't let go of all the shit he's done??? And one day I just all of a sudden I accidentally stumble on to it... Doesn't he THINK? Freakin' DUMB man... EVERYTIME I find something... that SAME feeling comes back... First, the emptiness... Second, the punch in the stomach that makes me feel like I stopped breathing... Third, the nausea... and Lastly, the sensation of my head about to explode. That's what a cheated broken heart feels like. I know I did nothing to deserve this... Why I put up with it? I don't really know... What I do know is... I don't really care anymore... he'll know when it's OFFICIALLY over. the day when my life is so high... he can't reach me anymore. right now... i feel like im half way there...

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OMG! I LOVED MY WEEK!!!

Last Saturday went to Mel`s house to get her a lil tipsy(i brought a bottle of citron vodka and mixed it wit sprite) and get her to come out to the club with loida, sara, denis, pat, lupe, and jackie... hehe WHOO HOO MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! We all rode in denis` car to the club from there... i bought a long island iced tea... hehe... danced my ass off... been soooo long since i been to a club.. lol...loida has pictures.. hehe... i wanna see them... heheh Denis dropped us all off home cuz we were all alil too tipsy i guess... Such a gentleman doode =P*

Sunday I only had like 3 hours of sleep... then parents woke me up to get ready cuz we had to go to the airport.. me and my sis still didnt know where we were going cuz parents really had it a surprise this time... we got to the airport and was gettin checked in... my sister was all "ateh... isn`t that your friend" i look over... and its CAROLYN behind the check in... hehe fly beans... she hooked us up with good seats in the plane i believe.. hehe well we found out where we were going when parents were forced to give us our tickets at security check.. lol... so ya.. HAWAII! so fly! i had a feeling we were going there... Talked to carolyn til we got on the plane.. heeh i gotta pic.. i`ll post it here later...We got hella close seats on the plane.. hehe i still sleepy from the clubbing the night before.. i missed the sherbert and ALMOST missed the lunch... fell asleep and knocked out when they had on Madagascar.. haha... We got to the airport in honolulu... and i was all "dad.. are we gonna get lei`d... i wanna get lei`d" hahah got lei`d there... whoo hoo... then wen ton a shuttle to the hotel... Sheraton Waikiki... PRETTY place... We ate pizza by the beach there.. went to the tour booking place and planned most of our week and then went to the streets.. There was a parade of the American Legion (all 50 states of WWII vets)... we walked to international market and shopped a little bit... got outfits for the luau... got some dinner nearby and took it back to the hotel and ate it at the balcony... dad got me a Mai Tai... oh yea.. our ROOM... 3 queen size beds... a couch... 2 tvs... ocean view... heeh...

Monday Went to a breakfast with an information meeting about tours... after went to a tour @ a jewerly company... then went to hilo hattie... got lei`d by shells there... got a CART FULL of suveniours there... hehe GOOD PRICE MAYN... Came out of the store with 6 bags of stuff.. hehe... Went back to the hotel ate at Lau Lau (another place with a beach view) and got ready for the Luau at the Royal Hawaiian Hotel... Took a pic of the doode the lei`d me with my sister.. lol... the kalua pork and taro chips is the ISHNIT... I recognized some of the background music from hula club days...hehe.. fly beans... drank some blue hawaiian and mai tais... the blue hawaiian is HELLA strong.. i didnt like it much...

Tuesday mom bought breakfast and brought it up to the room after waking us up... we went to Pearl Harbor that day... ate a lil bit... and went to the beach and finally won on choosing wat to do the next day... went to the tour booking and booked it...  and then had dinner at Bejing Restaruant... After me and jen got ice cream at Baskin Robins..^.^

Wednesday Mom got breakfast for us again... then we went to sea life park... me and my sis GOT TO SWIM WITH A DOLPHIN!!! =D that was sooo fly... our dolphin was Miki`Oi... He was in 50 first dates with Adam Sandler.. hehehe we posed for a kiss on his head cuz he had an ouchy on his mouth...=\ we ate lunch there and went back to the hotel and went to the beach... i saw 2 rainbows... had dinner at Paradiso Seafood and Grill...

Thursday we went snorkeling at Hanama Bay...Once we got off the bus there... it started to rain.. .ahha dad was all "who cares.. we`re gonan get wet anyways... we saw fishes like RIGHT underneath us in the water.. HUGE ones too... and they didnt care at all... haha... we got HELLA pictures underneath the water but we gotta delevope it still.. ate some hamburger there... mom TRIED to snorkel... but she barely got off the coast.. lol... a fish got tangled in my hair.. jen and i kept freaking out a lil when we saw tooo many rocks under us cuz we were thinkin we were too far.. haha... but we werent... didn`t know we can just float like that... haha we got blow pops on the ride back to the hotel... once i started ate the gum part... i look over to mom... i was all "didnt u get one" she was all "ya... i ate it all" "where`s the gum??" "there was gum?? i swallowed it.. oh well... i`ll poo it out anyways.."hahah mommy ate the gum... lol we got back at the hotel and ate some pizza... after me andjen went to international market to buy the rest of our suveniours... Went ot Hano hano for dinner... dad took two shots of hard liquor and was a lil tipsy cuz the meal was like 100 bucks a head.. .lol so after dinner he was all smiling and cracking jokes and shit.. lol...

Friday went back home... as my parents would say "Back to reality" haha... still fly though.. cuz my CHOOCA is back home... YIPPY.. and he actually doing his thing to get back on track...  he been studying.. .and he got an on call job... =)

::081905:: Last night, I went to dinner with my elementary school classmates. We went to a Japanese Restaraunt near by. I`ve been craving Japanese Food for MONTHS. I had me a bento box with salmon teriyaki and the chef selection (which was like striaght up raw fish)... Never ate fish straight up like that. Not bad at all. It`s bee SEVEN years since most of us have seen each other all together. There was only seven of us that showed up... but still... felt GOOD seeing all of them. I`ve known most of them since KINDERGARTEN. It`s crazy that we didn`t really stay as close as we were before. We talked about silly memories about elementary school, talked about what everyone has been up to... I felt SO comfortable being with them despite how long it`s been. When we get together it still feels like I see them almost everyday. THEY ALL must be some life long friends. hehe. Dang... Kathy was all saying how old we are now... all finishing up our education and soon to get our adult life started... saying that like 5 years fromnow we`ll all probably be getting married and having kids. CRAZY MAN.
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