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"First, the emptiness... Second, the punch in the stomach that makes me feel like I stopped breathing... Third, the nausea... and Lastly, the sensation of my head about to explode. That`s what a cheated broken heart feels like..." - DeeLeiAnn2005 - He cheated on me. He made memories with someone else. Everything was so good. I was so SPRUNG, devoted, loyal. I trusted him, respected him, loved him UNCONDITIONALLY. I KNEW the REAL him, he told the other girl all these LIES to be with her. I thought I knew what a broken heart felt like before... After THIS... I guess I never really knew at all. It's been about 10 monthes since it's happened now and STILL to this day I am hurt. I try to hide behind a smile around him, and everyone around me. Deep down inside, I feel that I am broken. My heart was a piece of glass... very fragile... that he dropped many times since the very start... Slowly, he'd tried to glue it all back together, not really knowing why he was doing so... But you know when you drop glass one too many times, it's going to be harder to put together each time. The day I found out he was cheating, this heart of glass of mine shattered to a million pieces. He chose to stay and attempt glue my heart back to new. But I feel that my heart will NEVER be the same. Every tiny aggrivation leads back to "Why'd you do that to me?" I am a good person and YOU KNEW THAT... Everyone would TELL you that. BUT YOU DID IT. Something I thought I would never experience. When I was little girl, I wondered why love hurt people. I figured that when I find love. I'd be the BESTEST girlfriend EVER. I'd give him trust... No jealousy... Make him happy... Show him everything that I believe no one else could... Love wouldn't hurt me like THAT. But love DID. I stay because I chose to love him above all others. I stay because he's the longest relationship I've been in. It's so HARD to leave. I don't know if I really want to leave. But I can't seem to get over what did.

"The One I Gave My Heart To"
Aaliyah

How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Was So True Too, Just Tell Me Lies?
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine?
Tell Me........
How Could You Be So Cold To Me? When I Gave You Everything.
All My Love, All I Had Inside.
How Could you Just Walk Out The Door?
How Could You Not Love Me Anymore?
I Thought We Had Forever.
I Cant Understand.
How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me?
How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please.
If You Love Me, How Could You Do That To Me?
Tell Me........
How Could you Just Walk Out The Door?
How Could You Not Love Me Anymore?
I Thought We Had Forever.
I Cant Understand.
*How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?*
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Was So True Too Just Tell Me Lies?
*How Could The One I Gave My Heart To.....
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To....
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To Break This Heart of Mine?
Tell Me........ 1