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Subject: hey sis

CC,
You are so loving sis and i understand why you are so upset over what happend in that room. It is so heartbreaking to know that still today their is still such hate ... That is why i alway's say one of my biggest heartbreaks is to see that there are people who just don't care,,I would love so much to beleive i will live to see the day there will be no more racism, but i know that is not realistic...It breaks my heart to see how this world is, It scares me to death for my kids to know they will some day go out there alone. That is why I always try and keep my cool when i experience prejudist...I have had several experiences with my son and even though I would love to inflict pain to anyone who hurt's one of my children, I have to take a breath and remember they will only learn from my example,,I do agree however with Eric, that people can change most of these hate groups recruit kids or young adults who have lost their way and looking for a place to fit,,They get them young and vulnerable..I guess you could say they brain wash them, or like Eric said some people have a bad experience and choose to let the anger take them over and takes it out on a entire race,,,That is why Moe is so right we need to take the time to show children, not just our own but maybe a child who we see is lost for whatever reason. Let them know life is so much more than to use it hating, Hate can only eat away your soul,,,

I see other form's of prejudist that break my heart as well. It kills me to see a beautful, loving person with so much love to give and a beautful heart be put down and made to feel unworthy of being loved just because they are overweight,,It breaks my heart,,, So many people are made to believe they aren't as worthy of love/a good life/ happiness/ because they are a certain size.I just had a conversation with someone on here and could not convince her that she is just as beautiful and as worthy of love as any other woman.., She has just been beat down by so many people on her weight,by the time we were done i was in tears. I could feel her pain.. I feel and alway's have felt a great deal of love and compassion for every breathing thing on this earth,,,and I hate to see people hurt,,,So CC, I know sis how your heart is breaking thing's effect me hard as well, just alway's remain the loving person you are and remember it doesn't mean you have failed if you can't get through to people, They have to be ready to receive peace and the special kind of love it takes to be a person like you,,,,I love you girl, and I am here if u need to talk...Muahhh Love Taya




Subject: Re: I AM SO SAD

Welcome to the cruel world CC lol

Some ppl can be so ugly I know...it is even worse felt on blacks and anyone non-white...we get it hard.

Most times you can't change those folks....hate is mostly learned..and sometimes you can't teach a dog new tricks. I just recommend that you pray that one day they will be able to get the understanding that you have.

It is foolish of me to think that hate will go away...because it won't. This place ain't heaven. So cheer up and don't waste your precious emotions an energy on ppl like those guys. Just gotta pray for them....

ps Oh and teach all children that you come in contact with to love everyone regardless of race and so on and so on...aight. Maybe one day we can make a difference..but is that wishful thinking? Muah........moe




Subject: Re: hey sis

ok my turn my turn lol naw im just playin. Taya, eric i totally agree with yall just like i have up on my profile in aol that if u are to judge someone for the weight color of there skin or anything else, appearance wise you will miss out on some of the most loving and caring people Just like u said taya. I am also scared to let my daughter go out into this world to see how hateful it is an have her experience all the hate that goes on but thats why now at such a young age as she is, i tell her that mommy loves her an no matter what people say. To judge them not to love them just like i told cc earlier in a email that when JESUS CHRIST walked this earth he was persecuted for the things that he did an people spit on the ground that he walked on but just like he said before he died on that cross when he looked up into the heavens,

FATHER FORGIVE THEM THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO!! I feel thats what we all need to do is just to ask GOD to show them in there hearts that it is wrong for people to judge someone like that an most people will always be like that but its us the ones that are not like that .We can make a difference in this world and to raise our children up to forgive and turn the otha cheek!!

I come across a lot of racist people i get mad about it but they are only racist because they are afraid of what they dont know so u have to forgive them just like yall know that i told you my daughter when she was three months old a black woman said, 'look at that white girl an that ugly yellow baby." It made me bitter inside and made me cry to think that someone could actually look at a child, one of GODS precious miracles and say things like that but then i took a look at her an said to myself that it dont matter what people say. My baby is beautiful inside as well as out!!

So for the ones that do get upset at this racist stuff,just take a moment out and think of what these people are sayin and that they are afraid. So keep them in your thoughts that GOD will show them a bettah way I love yall with all my heart an soul an CC keep ya head up girl u know we got mad love for you ok. Im about to close my long novel lol because i know ya'll are gettin bored and im rambling....... ONE LOVE YALL SMOOCHESSSSSSS

CRYSTAL AKA TOY




Subject: Re: I AM SO SAD

U KNOW..... � I HAVE SEEN, HEARD, AND BEEN THE TARGET OF RACISTS AND JUDGEMENTAL PPL FOR THE MAJORITY OF MY LIFE. BUT WHAT KEEPS ME GOING IS THE FAITH THAT I HAVE IN MYSELF AND IN THE PPL THAT I COME INTO CONTACT WITH THAT MAYBE.... JUST MAYBE.... I CAN TALK SOME SENSE INTO THEM.... NOT ALL PPL HAVE HARDENED THEIR HEARTS..... WE CAN ALL LEAVE AN IMPRESSION ON THE WORLD IF WE ALL SHOW LOVE TO EACH AND EVERY INDIVIDUAL.... AND TO THE ONES OF US WHO HAVE CHILDREN AS WELL AS THE ONES WHO PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN, IF WE RAISE THEM AND TEACH THEM THAT LOVE IS BLIND THEN WE CAN EVENTUALLY GET RID OF ALL HATRED..... EVEN IF IT DOES TAKE A MILLION YEARS, WE WILL KNOW THAT WE HAVE DONE OUR PART IN MAKING THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE...... SO TO ALL OF U, THANK U AND BLESSINGS TO U AND URS!!! MUAHHH

Much Love Always....
~~ Amy ~~




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