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The Crash
Augest 2003

I drove my Yamaha 1989 XL-250 Dirt bike over to B.J's place one day. WE hung out there for the night drinking, the next day we started up with it again, but around 6 p.m. I felt i should head home. B.J's dad, Mr. Funk, gave me a ride home. B.J took the bike out a little, he broke the tail lights and the license plate off of it.

Early in the summer a kid, Dan, road my bike and crashed it hard. He pulled out the odometer cord, I just didn't notis at first. When I went to B.J's place he showed me that it had fallen off, he asked if I wanted to fix it, but I told him that I would fix it at home.

I said good-bye to Leo, B.J and Allen at about 3:35 p.m. and by appx. 3:42 I was crossing pembina Highway when i notised the odometer cord fell off, I looked down to see it dragging then right back up.

Everything slowed down. I saw a curb and a tree, i know im going to hit it *bump* I'm on the grass, i had missed the turn and was paying for it. Shit, TURN LEFT! It wont turn. It's getting close, and I'm doing about 40 km/h.

I then heard a shatering sound, and the tumbling sounds of me hitting the tree. I was on the ground, stopped by the tree, my bike was about 15 feet away.... and so was my helmet. It flue off when i hit the tree. I felt numb in my right knee and was really bleeding bad from my left arm, a woman and her child came to me first. they asked if i was ok, if i wanted them to call for help. I said no. Then a man on a bike came up to us. I got onto my feet and tried to walk, i made 3 steps and decided to just lay down. the lady asked if i wanted her to call anyone. i told her to call B.J.

He arived two minuts later, I thanked them for their help and B.J got me into the van. I was holding my leg up to my chest the whole time after i got up. Now, in the ban i moved my leg into the window and it started bending in ways it shouldn't. B.J said it must be broken. Ends up I destroyed my ACL and PCL ligaments in your knees that let you do all the great things in life, like run, jump, kick, stomp, kneel. All that fun stuff.

Sober

there’s a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take
making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me
waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests
murder now the path of ’must we’ just because the son has come

jesus won’t you fucking whistle something but the past and done
jesus won’t you fucking whistle something but the past and done

why can’t we not be sober? I just want to start this over
why can’t we drink forever? I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down

mother Mary won’t you whisper something but the past is done
mother Mary won’t you whisper something but the past is done

why can’t we not be sober? I just want to start this over
why can’t we sleep forever? I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave
trust me trust me trust me trust me trust me

why can’t we not be sober I just want to start things over
why can’t we sleep forever I just want to start this over

I want what I want...
I want what I want...
I want what I want...
I want what I want...

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