11/04/2002

So, apparently giving a person a thumb up is the equivalent of giving a person the finger. I was jumpin' round the cafe today, doing the usual stupid shit, yellin' out stuff like

So I turn around, look at the David Turcan (a guy that repeatedly called my girlfriend a slut) from Massey's friend, and give him the thumbs up. Ether he wanted to use this as an excuse to start shit, or because he (Tiago) actually took offence this this. In that event he's just a moron. So Tiago gets up from his chair, walks across the table [surprising it didn't break] steps in front of me and says, "I'm really not having a good day, so I don't have allot of patience, so I'm going to ask you to stop".
I reply, "Stop what? I'm giving you a thumbs up! What's so wrong about that?"
"Well just don't do it in my general direction!"
So I pop my hand up beside his head, and give a thumb up to the Coke machine behind him.
"What? It's not in your direction!"
He glares at me, "Yes it is".
I smile, "No, I'm just giving a thumb up to the Coke machine behind you"
"Yeah, well maybe ill break your nose and give you two black eyes", he growled.
I replied with showing him my X, and saying, "I can't hurt myself, good luck hurting me!"

At this point in time, my people down in the cafe (Kevin, Chris, Derek) start standing up and coming closer. He started to walk away when Kevin [with a broken collar bone, wearing a sling] taunted, "Oh, fat boys walkin' away."
The Tiago then spun around, grabbed a chair, lifted it up, as my friend again taunted, "Oh, fat boy can lift a chair." And then whipped it at my friend, hitting the floor right in front of him.

I walked over to the chair, picked it up, looked at it then back to the bitch, as he is walking away, "Why are you hurting the chair? What did it do to you?"
Then he repeats to me, for the 50th fuckin' time, "What's your problem with my friend", so I'm sick of giving the same answer, I just say, "It's because he's a fucking faggot".

"Oh so you have a problem with faggots, oh that a good reason"
"Yeah, because I'm a fuckin' Nazi", after this comment there was silence for a moment, I start to walk away. Then his commie friend Rob speaks up, or more of a mutter.

I turn around, "What? What the fuck did you just say?"
"What do you think I said?", He spat back.
"I didn't hear you that's why I'm asking!"
"Well what do you think I said?" He repeated.
"Sounds like you said something about my girl. Sounds like you called her a whore!"
"Well maybe I did", He said smugly
"Well maybe I'll kick your fuckin' ass".

At this point in time they all started getting up and departing, I fallowed, taunting, teasing. Then the Tiago says, "Well if you choose to be a Nazi that's truly pathetic, I had some family that were Nazi's but not by choice. I truly hope you burn in hell and have Hitler fuck you in the ass", from the sounds of this its as if he's trying to make me feel sorry about what I said, or sympathetic because he's a Jew. Fuck that. I don't have much sympathy for anything.

falling I'm falling
falling I'm falling
falling I'm falling

have you ever walked through a room
but it was more like the room passed around you
like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

have you ever been at someplace
recognizing everybody's face
until you realized that there was no one there you knew
well I know

some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
sleep forever
some days I'm so outshined and out of time
have you ever

falling I'm falling
falling I'm falling
falling I'm falling

have you ever buried your face in your hands
cause no one around you understands
or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be

have you ever felt like there was more
like someone else was keeping score
and what could make you whole was simply out of reach
well I know

someday I'll try again and not pretend
this time forever
someday I'll get it straight but not today
have you ever

falling I'm falling
falling I'm falling
falling I'm falling

some days my soul's confined and out of mind
sleep forever
some days my darkest friend is me again
have you ever
someday I'll try again and not pretend
this time forever
someday I'll get it straight but not today
have you ever

when the truth walks away
everybody stays
cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

so if you walk away
who is gonna stay
cause I'd like to think the world is a better place

when the truth walks away
everybody stays
cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

so if you walk away
who is gonna stay
cause I'd like to make the world be a better place

when the truth walks away
everybody stays
cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

so if you walk away
who is gonna stay
cause I'd like to think the world is a better place
I'd like to leave the world as a better place
I'd like to think the world