Poems
I am with you, you are with me
Heart and soul, we are connected
I never knew I could, but I misunderstood
Of what, for me, God granted
Though short-term, he gave us you, you us
In the body form here on this earth
I still carry you with me, my dear baby boy
In my heart and in my blessings
I am so proud to be your mother
And I still struggle from time to time
Though I smile and I know I'm blessed
I still can't help but to longengly cry
I knew you were beautiful before I seen you
Still to actually see you face to face
You gave me a breath of air I never felt before
And I'm glad God chose you for that perfect place
Never Forever
This crying won't dry soon son
Though my eyes may hurt from time to time
For this feeling of loneliness, no laughter, no joy
Caused by no sound of my childs cry
Feelings going through my fingertips
A minds fullness of memories flying by
But even through the longings of holding you
There's never a goodbye
Never needing or wanting more to hold you so near
Or for the tender touch letting you know that I'm there
The fear when you fall or stumble so hard
Though I knew why you were cold, wanting to make you warm
My heart beats for two now son
Me and you, we're always together
I dream of you as I pray for you
Our parting will never be forever
For You Son
For you son, I finally accept
The choice that I was forced to make
For sadness conquered the hope instead
I didn't want to forget your face
I held you deep inside my womb
Feeling each kick, each move from you
For the unimaginable did occur
Not thinking this was the only way I'd hold you
For you son, I move on in life
Though I'll never forget my child
Though I sometimes feel empty, needing to cry
I still dream of the child that for me God holds
My dear angel, you're in the best place
Family and friends are taking care of you
And for you my son, I'm forever blessed
And I'll soon be joined with you