DEATH IN JUNE   1992
But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter



1. Death is the Martyr of Beauty

Drunk with the nectar of submission, of submission
I feel nothing more, I feel nothing more than existence, than existence
A loneliness that will not come off
In the narcissism of the harbour we are lost
Vaster than night, my pride, my threat, my thrust
This is beyond, very fond. This is beyond. This is beyond.
This is beyond, very fond. This is beyond. This is beyond
Is this the final exorcism of an obsession, in the obsession?
Swept clean of the past and its errors, shall we take new roads?
We shall take new roads.
Look, lost vast night, tearing and loathing, thrashing without you
To the church of tomorrow, death is the martyr of beauty
Look, here is our runic wreath [I thought he said: "room in grief with fear"]...Look here!



2. He�s Disabled
APAPTED FROM JIM JONES SONG �HE�S ABLE�

As pilgrims here, we sometimes journey to who knows what, to who knows what?
Come and see this simple story that God forgot, that life forgot

He�s no friend to the friendless and he�s the mother of grief
There is only sorrow for tomorrow. Surely, life is too brief (surely, love is too brief)


3. The Mourner�s Bench
I went to a meeting last night, but my heart wasn�t right
I went to a meeting last night, but the soul wasn�t right Early one morning, on the mourner�s bench
My heart it was filled with misery
My heart it was filled with misery
My heart it was filled with misery
The same god that touched you one day
He laid his hands on me!



4. Because of Him

Because of him this world has hope again
Because of him this world has got a friend
A friend that will eradicate all life�s false humanity
Helping one race, one creed to meet their need

So back all may see
That it�s all so wonderful to care
To love, to cull, to share
To love, to cull, to share




5. Daedalus Rising
Vocals: David Tibet

There, over there has gone
Goes and will go

The copper sun tarnishes with the years� tears
The golden, golden copper sun. Old eldest dead.
Over the blue, milky sea sky loss and lost, and losing

Do not weep, all of this is passing
All the birds wing and fall
Through the heavens
The cloudy clouds of snow and dew, and of smoke
Are shuddering reflection, vanishing with the dropped stone
Oh, I wait under the spaces, under the molten, under the star rain
The flashing, falling planets.

So high I could come, so far I shall fall
Daedalus broken
Daedalus falling by the toothstones
His shapes bends and makes smiling bow
He careers and spirals down
Falls
He waves words of farewell

�Oh, do not weep, all of this is passing
To fail is human, to fall is human, to hope is human
Do not weep, as the sound disappears, as the rain falls, as the sky parts, as my tears fall
Do not weep, I shall wait for you�
Daedalus broken
Daedalus falling




6. Little Black Angel
THE BLACK ANGELS: A HISTORY OF THE WAFFEN-SS BY RUPERT BUTLER
"BLACK BABY" BY JIM JONES

Black angel, black angel
As you grow up
I want you to drink
From the plenty cup

My little black angel as years roll by
I want you to fly with wings held high
I want you to live by the justice code
I want you to burn down freedom's road Oh lie away, oh lie away sleeping
Lie away safe in my arms
Your father, you future protects you
And locks you safe from all harm
Little black angel I feel so glad
You'll never have things I never had
When out of men's hearts all hate has gone
It's better to die than forever live on


7. The Golden Weeding of Sorrow

Wrap your face in prayers
The ones you sent in dust
And know they never reached me
You know they never reached me
Every blemish helps my endear
Of this earthbound axis
Of stifling air, the stifling air

Blind and bleeding Or, merely spent
We�ll return to the source
To wait on our dream
And the function disappears
And the reason disappears
And the meaning disappears
All memories scream Black tears caress male things But my caress is only sour things
At the dawn of the dusk of hope
Remember me as pain
Remember me as pain
Remember me again and again
Wrap your face in prayers
The ones you never sent
And, know they never reaching me
You know they never reaching me



8. The Giddy Edge of Light

Through the winter�s woods
To the giddy edge of light
We shut the door on pain
Those tales are dead � dead forever
A wind must agree
To blow us on course
It can be quick to come
But, once it's gone � it�s gone forever
Through the winter�s woods
To the giddy edge of light
We are all in the vein
It is already too late
What do we witness?
What do we negate?
In this world of shadows
And sordid allusion
Through the winter�s woods
To the giddy edge of light
All this arrogance and ignorance will be washed away
Craving for tomorrow
Craving for today
By association I want, want everything
Through the winter�s woods
To the giddy edge of light



9. Ku Ku Ku

Open up you mind
And ku ku ku, baby
And time will stand still for you
Seize the end of time
And ku ku ku, baby
See, it will be mine
And ku ku ku, baby
I will bleed into the blind
So ku ku ku, baby
And time will stand still for you
Open up you mind
And ku ku ku, baby...



10. This is Not Paradise
Vocals: David Tibet

Many blurred dead king�s faces
Move photolike through time�s gape and gauge
The dull drum�s thud and drone
Is not heroic battlebeat
This is the grey clock�s cog
There are not the banners of heroes
Or flags we should fly
These are not proud pennants
These are the clothes of prisoned mind
These stumps of man on boxes
Are not the vox or voices
Of god or gods
They are the forms of the breaths of dust
This is the great ocean of birth and death
Kye ma kya ma
Oh paradise
Never lost and not to be gained here
These are not the heroes
These are not more than drenched earthtops
These are not more than you or I
Listen:
I swear by the blank of the moon
(Under the archen stars I stand alone)
I swear by the spiting streaming sun
These cups of fire, of watered scales
That cover our laughing round of spaces
Are nothing
Nothing
Like the mouse with horns
A fable full of lightless dark
You are now to me the lost queen
The new age and her train moves on
Behind the smiling lips concealed
The clacking jaws of gummy rictus
Not motionless but motionless
The savourless lines of open lies

Proclaim:

And our soul stalks empty hearted
Empty-handed
As it hangs its light
On hooks of symbols
Hooks of gods and goath and hooks of crooks
You must know: this is not paradise
Father time spins on and grins and skips his
Scythe
Over our flowered heads
And takes us to the muddy house
Of dreamless sleep
Oh this is not paradise
All the empty buildings clutching
Bags of pain and bone and skin
Masks of despair and water burns
The bells ring out and make no sense
They make the skies bend
Through you wait for me
This is not paradise
(Through you wait for me)
This is not paradise...



11. Hollows of Devotion

And I shall turn your eyes into tears
When all that�s left are the hollows of devotion
And out of vision we shall bring the void
Crowned with hoods, crying with hope
Eagle on arm and terror in eye
Resist and struggle your faith is a lie
And the death of dreams shall be a beautiful end
With the flowers of filth, wine, and fine men

Certain slips of the tongue
Are mixed with disappointment
With disappoint from start to end
Confront me with your dream
Confront me with your dream
Confront me with your dream
And love (lives?) so cruel, I curse

And I shall turn your eyes into tears
When all that�s left are the hollows of devotion
And out of vision we shall bring the void
Crowned with hoods, crying with hope
And the death of dreams shall be a beautiful end
With the flowers of filth, wine, and fine men



12. But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?

When life is but disappointment
And nothing is amusing
The one, wild hunt
For loneliness
Is a life without God
Is an end without love
Solace (soulless?) today
Solace (soulless?) tomorrow

We struggle for the joy
Oh, we struggle for the joy
That life is haunted by
That life is haunted by

It�s memories
It�s meaningless
Yearn to be gathered, cracked, and saved
A thought for a lifetime
A thought for a nighttime

But, what ends when the symbols shatter?
And who knows what happens to hearts
But, what ends when the symbols shatter?
And who knows what happens to hearts








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