I sat asleep

My troubled mind

I said it would be

All sane from now on

I woke up

Only the sun-rays

Kissing my face

Without a meaning

Without sensing all the pain

Beneath the skin

Of my head

Well, I said it would be OK

But all just crushed between me

And all that's real in my bed,

Outside the door of my head

All this came to me

Instead of being good

I just felt it like I could.

meaningless trees outside

Saying me goodbye

Saying that I will survive

Another day of uncertainly thoughts

Walked out the door

The floor had stuck to my shoes

I touched my lips

But now they felt sore

And I could see all the birds,

All of they, talking without a word;

Just all those simple-minds

The simple ness that was there world

Felt perfect to my envious  head...

The people instead

Of sensing there head

Just stayed there

Losing time

Doing nothing

Caring none with the others

A permanent state of mental health

I seamed like someone else

Staying there, in front of trees

In front of all those simple things...

I sat down, felling all of the ground

I kissed the moment and said I was...

Nothing, cuz no one cares, so why to care...

Why to feel the pain, cuz I don't exist

Cuz the world would be the same

If my fist wasn't here

So I don't care about

Me.