Sitting alone in my room, the curtains are closed
The sun is shining bright, but I don't care
Blocking the sight, I don't want it...
Thinking about life, how lonely and dark
Pull me deeper beneath the surface of this black ocean
So quit, truly beautiful but oh so cold and cruel
Eyes shine through the dark surrounding me
Watching my every move as I sway to the song
The song I wrote with my blood, my heart, my soul
I feel a knife cutting in my skin, scares all over my body, my every pain
The lyrics go on as I lay on the ground
Push me harder against the floor, break my bones
Feel hurt, never-ending and insecure
A scream passes my lips, soundless
Catched in the chamber, the glass, burning outside in the heat
Not shattering any tears, forgot how to cry
It's for the weak, but I'm not...am I?
My Eyes are dry, my face helds no expression
hiding in the space between me and myself, seeing my reflection
...Do you hear it? The soft voice singing my song?
Closing my lids, lost in a dream, hunted again
...running...ever so fast...through wood and green, lakes and seas
Flying up in the heavenly sky, dying, down in the burning hell
Can't take it anymore, the sharp stab in my side makes me stop...it's over.
Opening one eye, sun was setting down not long ago, clouds are violet
Pulling at the curtains, the moon shines its light upon my window
wind blows, stars sparkle
I look at my hands, they're covered in a sticky, red liquid and I know...
That's what it is supposed to be, my future, my fate, my destiny
But still I'll never go your way nor will I stay, not with you
And the music is playing...
"Could you?"
Made out of flesh and blood, just like you
but there's still a great difference between us
Could you laugh for me?
Could you cry and jump for me?
Same as before, so close, draw me near
Same as before, so far away, rip me apart
Red blood runs through our veins
A heart is beating in our chest
We have lungs to pull in fresh air
And still we are so different
Could you smile for me?
Could you yell and scream for me?
Same as before, so near, take me in your arms
Same as before, so long to get to your side, push me away
What is it that tries to keep us lonely?
Why can't we fight it? Do we even want to?
Could you hate me? Could you bring me down and take away my pride?
Would you die for me?
...Because I would do anything...to be with you...
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