| November ???? 2004 This is supposed to be a dairy, but i can barely handle my own thoughts, let alone have you monsters hear them to use against me and then later pick me apart when i am down! oh yes i know your evil schemes! i know what you are up to, so don't even think it. i have a pebble in my shoe, so where was i ? oh yes i remember, and that my friends (and enemies) is the creation of shoe laces in the year 1999. and might i add that was a good year, like a good wine. even though i cannot say that i ever tasted wine. . . what have i been missing? my life is worthless, never tasted wine! sixteen years old, and while everyone around me is getting drunk, i have never tasted wine. then again, i think don't think that they have either, i mean, they can only afford the cheap canadian beer. . . i think. . . but ha atleast i will remember these years and look back to laugh at everyone. *sigh* yup, gonna be a bear.i mean i do need someone to pump my gas, why on god's green earth would i do that? oh i am also going to have a personal assistant that will follow me every where, open doors, drive me places, and push in my chair so i don't fall onto my ass. . . oh good times good times, remember five minutes ago, when i was talking about wine, you where there and i was there, good times, good times. i'm an albatrose, flap flap falpping my albatrose wings (that was for you robyn :P) i think i will call him jeeves. Juli |
| November 19th 2004 Well this is my first entry (by the way this is Amanda). Hmm lets see I think I shall ramble on about my thoughts and life and junk! Well I just got home from work an hour and a half ago, work is evil...kinda like physics but on less of a brain killing level (most of the time anyways). I'm really starting to dislike school...I rarely ever do my homework, I am soo anxious to be done school and I still have lots left...ahh grad can't come soon enough...but then I have to go to university and I have to get a real, real job, one that will give me money for the rest of my life until I am old and dying...ahh scary. Hmmm anyways...I want to go see Kalan Porter...I think I might...cuz I love him and I am gonna marry him...yep...I think so anyways, and no I do not care what you think at all! Man I love to make run on sentences...ahh shoot now Im thinking english and I don't even have english...ahhh my brain is dying and I don't even do real drugs or anything! Ahhh well I am tired...buts its like 10:30...ohhh man my brain is dead. Yep...I should just give up now while I am ahead...damn you school!!!! Damn you work!!! Damn you everything!!! The anger in Amanda is finally coming out, bet you didn't see that coming... -Amanda |