FAITH WAS DENIAL, FATE HAS FAILED ME.

SUBTITLE: MY REASON FOR MY SILENCE, MY SENSES.

FAITH HAS NEVER QUITE GOTTEN TO MY HEAD AS THE SENTIMENTAL VALUE OF THIS BOND I ONCE TREASURE HAS LOST ITS MEANING. THE WICKEDNESS INSIDE ME HAS GROWETH, TO A STATE WHERE YOU CANNOT REACH, NOT A GOD CAN SAVE ME NOW.

TRESPASS MY TERRITORY, REMOVE MY POSSESSION, COMMAND ME TO OBEY;
THOU DID WELL, MY MIND WAS MEEK.

LEAD MY MIND TO NEGATIVITY, TEACH ME INSUBORDINATION, HAVE MY SOUL TAKEN AWAY;
THOU DID NOT, MY MIND IS WEAK.

LITTLE DID THOU KNOW ME, YET I SEEK THE IRRITATION THAT ONCE I LABELED HATED, YET THE HATRED AND RAGE INSIDE HAS TOLD ANOTHER STORY ABOUT HOW I SHOULD FEEL, TEACHING ME HOW.

FINE, I HAVE NOT A SOUL, FINE I HAVE NOT A NOBLE HAVEN TO DEFEND. HOWEVER A LOUD CRACK OF MY SKULL HAS LEAK OUT MY TINY AMOUNT OF CONSCIENCE, LEAVING BEHIND A SICK, TWISTED AND OXIDISED RUSTING MIND. I SPEAK NOT THE TRUTH, YET NOT ALL FALSE. HEAR ME OUT, NEXT TIME, WHEN I SPILL MY HEART OUT. I MIGHT BE LYING, I MIGHT BE WICKED, BUT LEND ME THY EARS FOR I AM SICK. MENTALLY. I HAVE NOT A SOUL AND NEVER HAD I A PROPER FUNCTION.

I SEE MYSELF AN INSTRUMENT, FROM GOD OR FROM DEVIL.

I SEE MYSELF AN INSTRUCTION, FOR GOD OR FOR DEVIL.

A REMINDER, NOT TO FOLLOW, NOT TO CLOSER THYSELF FROM.

I AM A DEVIL FOR THE GOD-BELIEVERS.

I AM AN ANGEL FOR DEVIL-WORSHIPPERS.

TOUCH ME NOT, KISS ME NOT. TENDERNESS DRIVES ME MADDER, LOVE KILLS ME.

INSULT ME NOT, ASSAULT ME NOT. SICKNESS DRIVES ME INSANE, HATE HURTS ME.

SEE A CONTRADICTION, A WICKED MIND, AN INSTRUMENT FROM GOD. WHAT HAS A MIND TO SAY ABOUT THE EVENT.

NOW FLEE, FLEE FROM MY WINGS. THERE WILL BE NO PROTECTION UNDER IT, BUT THE CONSEQUENCES OF LOVING A DEVIL, OF LOVING AN ANGEL, THAT HAS LOST ITS WINGS.

I LEAVE MYSELF NO CHOICE, BUT TO EMERGE MY CELLS, AND PICK UP MY SCYTHE.

GIVE ME THY SOUL, I NEED NOT THY PITY, NEVER DID I CARE FOR THEE EITHER. BURN IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE, I HAVE NO INTENTION TO SAVE THEE, LEAVE MY MIND, LEAVE MY WORDS.

READ ON TO A WORLD OF DAMNATION, LEAVE NOW OR FOREVER SHALL BE KEPT, I PROMISE THY SOUL SHALL NEVER ESCAPE. IN HELL, THEY SHALL WORK; IN HELL THEY SHALL MELT. LEAVE MY MIND. LEAVE MY MIND.

LEAVE NOW.

I NOW SEAL MYSELF IN.