I know my beloved may be at work now. Pray he has a safe return home. Pray that he finds the time to come online and read this Journal. Lord, as he reads this speak to his heart what my words are unable to. Let him see inside of me. Let him desire to know me more.
As my mate sits down to dinner this evening. Please bless the meal with all his favorite foods, whatever they might be. Give him nourishment to his bones and to his soul.
I pray that he has enough time this week to sit down and devote some quiet time with You...open to Your will...open to change...open to the future. Pray that everyone who encounters him is blessed with the beauty of his beautiful smile and sparkling eyes and that they see God residing in his soul.
October 2nd, 2008
Before I bid you adieu, I have a few prayers. Lord, Please caress my beloved's spirit with love and wisdom. I pray that he will submit himself to You...surrendering all...seeking Your face...Your guidance...listening to that small voice You have instilled in his heart...asking for Your wonderful wisdom in regards to me. I am praying that he will at least do that. Lord, please talk to him and tell him Your will. My heart's desire is for him to be happy. Bless him with a cheerful spirit. Encourage him. Make his chosen profession a success...beyond his wildest dreams. Any and everything is possible for him because I know he has you on his side.
October 3rd, 2008
Lord, when my dearest soulmate is weary, soothe his soul. When he is exhausted, give him rest. When perplexed grant him wisdom. When asking for help, grant him the knowledge to do whatever he asks. When he is down, lift him up. When he is happy, make me even more joyful. When he is sad, send him whatever it is takes to perk him up. When he does not know which way to turn, push him the way you want him to go. Pray that he seeks knowledge. Pray that he is a blessing to all who comes in contact with him.
October 4th, 2008
Pray that my beloved�s spirit soars to new heights this night. I know he knows about me, Lord. Please instruct him on what Your next step is. Also, guide me in regards to him. Lord let him know that I am just following what I think Your will is for me. IF I am off track get me back to the path you wish for me to travel. Bless all of his family, his friends, his peers, and all who love him. Make him more outgoing. Give him the words he needs. The peace he needs. Take away all fear and grant him a serene spirit.
October 5th, 2008
Give my appointed husband perfect health, perfect mind, and perfect spirit�perfect peace, perfect life, and perfect family. Make everything he touches Perfect.
Matthew 5:48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.
October 6th, 2008
It is almost 1:45 am and I am going to bed. Sending angelic whispers of tenderness to my future mate�s heart. Anoint his spirit to show him the stairway to heaven. Reveal Your will to him and give him the assurance of Jesus' Love and Salvation.
October 7th, 2008
My prayers for my predestined lover this night. I pray that as he lays his sweet head on the pillow that it cradles and envelopes him softly. Surround his entire body with relaxation. Grant him rest. Refresh his mind and soul. Rest his tired body. Help him to curl up his towering body in such a position that it feels like a million magical fingers traipsing along his back. Remove all the knots from his neck. Help him stretch out his legs if they are cramped. Send angels to knead his scalp. Just allow him some good R & R this night. Bless him with a miraculous slumber. As he says his prayers this night I pray he has much to be Thankful for. I pray that you, Lord, will illuminate his soul�shining him straight to the pathways as you so such desire him to follow. I pray that he will read these words in this Journal and realized that they are God-inspired and directed at his soul to reassure and cheer him on to the goal at the finish line.
God, I pray that you will contact my future mate's spirit right at this moment. Talk to him as he prays. Bless him and illustrate to him the way to the path you wish the rest of his life to follow. Sing to his soul. Caress his mind. Embrace his heart to the future that lies ahead.
Lord, please grant me reason and purpose in all I say or do. Show me the direction my feet shall travel and I will follow you. I promise to be a better person...a better friend, a better sister, a better daughter, a better cousin, a better niece, a better worker, and hopefully one-day a good wife and mother. All my desire is to please you my Lord. Forgive me of all my sins and shortcomings. I know I should do better. Show me what I need to correct in my life. Help me turn away from all sin. Keep my eyes on You and the hope of eternal Heaven with You. I just feel like there is more I could be doing for You. Lord, show me, tell me, direct me to what it is that You want from me and I will follow you. What can I do right this minute?
October 8th, 2008
Fulfill his needs and mine as well -- spiritually, physically and mentally. Bless him Lord. Send him a great love...one that will last forever. Bless him with all the goodness in the world. Keep him safe from harm. Protect his heart. Keep pain and anxiety far from him. Lord, he is a good man. I feel it in my heart. Make him happy. IF I am the one you want to share his life with, please keep on encouraging him and me. Let him discover more about me...give him a thirst that only I can quench.
Sending Cherubs to dance melodically around his heart...delighting in his pure soul. Touch him as he has never been touched. Reach deep down in his soul and whisper that God loves him. Grant him serenity.
Save and guide us both now and throughout eternity with You in Heaven.
October 10th, 2008
Lord, Before I go to my bed to slumber, I ask that you send angels to my mate tonight. Let their wings flutter against his cheeks. Let him delight in their magical dances. Fill him with Joy. Grant him Hope that I am here. Waiting to enter his heart and fill his life with companionship. Protect him. Let each of us dream of the other and awaken with our heavenly faces engraved in one other�s hearts, minds and souls. This I pray in Jesus Name. Amen.
October 11th, 2008
Sending my future mate my love. Lord please encase his heart, mind, body, soul, and spirit with all the good blessings from above.
October 12th, 2008
All I ask is to meet a good kind loving compassionate man whom I can share my life with. Lord you know the type of man I am attracted to. Lord, you know me better than I know myself. Just send me the type of man you wish me to have. It has been about 10 years since I started dating. Yes, ten years of relationships, hopes, dreams, work, risks, and hurts. Have I grown during this time? Yes. I have matured greatly. Not as naive as I use to be. I am more aware of myself and my wants and needs. I have gotten to know myself and understand life better. Thanks for this time. I just pray that it is not another 10 years alone and with so much pain and heart crushing disappointments.
I am trying to follow God's will. Does God want me to be alone? Always? How much Longer? Help me Lord. Help me deal and cope with the lonesomeness that I experience. Every Night I lie in bed praying for a man to hold me and to hold a man. Companionship is what my heart begs for. Will that day ever arrive? God, I want to do Your will and I submit to You.
October 13th, 2008
Well I have to rise and shine early tomorrow so off to bed.
Reaching my hands to the Lord,
Asking that He will send sweet dreams to the One God Create me for,
Let he and I see one another's countenance in our visions,
As we close our eyes and pray this night and,
Every night henceforth from this moment.
Bless him.
Use he and I.
Show us both Your plans.
Pray that he Knows I am here waiting on him.
Draw us both closer to thee.
Protect our Journey until we meet and forever more.
He and I have gazed at one another.
Next time please let him approach me.
Let him pray about me.
Let him know I am what you want.
Your Will Not Mine.
Lord after I do find my mate, please allow me the time to communicate with you like I have the past month or so. I want to be devoted to You. Keep me on that Pathway. I surrender to thee and thy will for me and For him. Let me know that he is safe and happy until we meet again. Let me know what he has been doing. Hold our hands in Yours. AMEN
October 14th, 2008
Feeling like my beloved is distressed tonight. I pray to lift his spirits up and show him the future. Send a multitude of cherubs to surround his heart and soul. Show him the way. IF he is out of the pathway, You want him to follow tug at his heart and drag him to the best road for him. The one you intend for him to follow since the world began. I truly believe that before you are born that God has designed the highway of your life and that IF you seek God's will, He will direct your steps motoring along that road. First, you must submit and trust the Lord for that to happen. I also believe God wants me to have a helpmate and that is whom I am desperately seeking and praying for with all my heart and soul.
October 15th, 2008
Prayers sent from here to wherever my beloved lays his head. Praying for his, protection, health, happiness, security, and assurance. Pray that he first seeks Your will.
I pray that everything I say or do will be in accordance with Your will. Forgive me when I do not. I am trying. I am living in Your grace.
I am having doubts today. Not of God, but of other things transpiring in my life or lack of life. I pray for Faith. I have just been up and down a lot in my life. Need your guidance.
Just wonder IF I will ever have a husband. An honest to God committed man to me for the rest of our lives. I pray that changes. I have had relationships. I have had engagements. However, the commitment always falls short. The guy always pulls away and leaves me alone.
God, I am having a difficult time right now. Tears are welling up in my eyes. Please help me. Please show me mercy. Show me the way. I do not know how much more loneliness and anxiety I can handle, but I know you would never give me too much too bare. It is me, Lord. Only me who does not have enough faith in you. Why Lord, why? I am going to go pray and seek answers. Guide me. You know all my concerns. Please show me what to do and how to go about it. Praying for Peace and contentment in my heart, body and soul. Amen
October 16th, 2008
My prayer for my beloved tonight consists of a few factors. First love, health and protection for him and his family and friends. Next, I wish that he could feel my yearning for him. Prayer that he also yearns for me. Surround his soul with the light and goodness of the Lord. Tonight as he sleeps, I pray he will dream of me and know I am the one predestined by God to be with him, now and throughout eternity. Let him see my face, the curve of my neck, the shine from my eyes; feel the warmth of my body and soul surrounding him. Feel my heart beating close to his, intertwined, connecting, combining, and completing one another. Lift up his spirit. Let him know I am here waiting to meet him. Show him that I am the one. Let our eyes meet and immediately know we were created for each other. Send my whispers to soothe his mind. Send my kisses to wipe away his tears, and to erase his fears. Comfort him in all he says and does. Touch his heart and soul, dear Lord, as you have touched mine. I would never wish loneliness like I have experienced even on my worst enemy. Lord, when I am down please encourage me. Guide me. Show me the one. For at least 29 years, this has been my prayers. I will continue to pray until the prayer is answered -- yes or no. Lord, my only desire is to please you. I want to make you happy. I have to do that or I know that I myself will not be contented. Please forgive my sins and shortcomings. Make me a better person. Show me the pathway and I will follow you, Lord. I desire maturity in the Lord. Right this minute, Lord, touch his heart. Let him know it is me. Please God, please somehow let me know he knows and let him know I know. Lord, thanks for listening and caring for all my life. Beloved when I breathe I breathe in anticipation of you. All I do is in regards to our future. We both are growing, getting ready for one another. I never knew it would be such a long journey and maybe neither did you but I truly feel you and I are right around the corner waiting to meet and fall in love. God, help both me, and my beloved grow in You and do everything for You. As he sleeps this night, grant him refreshing peaceful sleep and gently awaken him with the Angel light from above telling him to contact me. I assume that by now he knows who I am and knows how to get a hold of me. I give it to God. I love you, Lord, and place my life into Your precious ever-loving hands.
October 19th, 2008
Jesus Christ, please send a legion of angels to surround my beloved to protect him, to save him, to encourage him....
Grant him health, happiness, direction, discernment, and strength. Show him the pathway that leads to me. Take away any pain, any heartbreak, any misery...Grant him peace and serenity.
This I pray not only for my appointed mate. I pray it for my family, and for everyone on the beautiful Earth that the precious Lord created for us. Please take the time and admire the beauty of nature, of the sky, sunsets, sunrises, animals. God created everything on this Earth. Admire and appreciate His beautiful glorious creation in all that you say and do.
October 20th, 2008
I pray for my mate, his family and friends. Watch over him, and protect him. Guide him to me and me to him. Bless him with health and faith. Let him know I am out here waiting for him. Encourage him that I am indeed the one that You created for him. Lead us to one another and help us become more holy as we wait and seek God's face in this matter. Help us have faith and assurance when we are lonely. Hold us, and cradle us. Help us wait. Help us grow and mature in the Lord.
My desire is so strong for a husband that I am certain that in my future he awaits me. God You would not have given such a desire IF it were not to come would You.
October 21st, 2008
God, grant me strength so that I do not give in to loneliness and temptation. I know it is so easy to give in to them. I do not want to settle for less than the suitable match you have picked for me. It is so easy to settle for anyone and any kind of relationship because it is better than being alone. I start thinking that maybe this is the best I can do and the best I will ever have and this might be my last chance at some kind of happiness. Please, God, take these thoughts away from me. Give me patience and the knowledge and sense that I am not truly alone in this world--even when I have not met my mate yet. When I do meet my suitable mate, please let us know that we were meant to be together. That You made us for each other, and that our lives together and our love for each other will come in Your time.
October 25th, 2008
Dear God, please look after my future mate and surround him with love and light. Give him angels to see to all his worries and stresses. Let him know that there is someone out here loving him and praying for him. I am trying not to compromise my beliefs or hurt myself in finding the right and suitable mate for me. I hope that he does not compromise or hurt himself. If he does please heal him and see that, he gets on the right path.
Love and loneliness is so hard. I want love and I do not want to be lonely anymore. Sometimes it is hard to trust that I am doing this the right way. The right way to find love and the right way to get rid of loneliness. However, I give my trust to you. I trust that you know what is good and right for me. I trust that you know who the most suitable man is for me and the most suitable time for us to be together. I trust. I want to trust. Please look after my mate and me. Give us your love and your guidance. Amen.
October 26th, 2008
God please send me to sleep with dreams of my future mate. Please let him dream of me. Let us feel the embrace of your love and light while we sleep.
October 27th, 2008
God, look after the health and welfare of my future mate and his family. Also, look after my family and me. Let all the stresses of the day just wash away. If there are, big changes happening in our lives please walk with us and let us know that we are not alone. I trust in you and rejoice in your love.
October 28th, 2008
God, I am so lonely. I yearn so much to be held, to have someone sleep beside me in bed, to be touched, caressed, kissed�I want it so much that I cry sometimes at night. I do not want to give into lesser relationships just to alleviate this loneliness. I want the whole package. I want to love and be loved in return. I yearn for a mate. Please God, help me be patient. Help me with this loneliness. Please let my future husband know that I am out here loving him and wanting him so much.
October 29th, 2008
I have been thinking a lot about my past relationships. I still feel the pain very acutely. I yearn for what I had and what we had dreamed of having together, but never got. Please God, take those thoughts away. Take the pain again. Heal me for my future mate, but especially for myself. He deserves me healthy and whole, without anything holding me back from loving him and happiness. I deserve to be healthy and whole, without anything holding me back from living a whole and complete life, filled with love and happiness. Please help me thru this and when things get the hardest, please hold me and carry me in your arms. I trust in you God and love you. I give myself over to your care. Amen.