more poems
these poems aren't really new, i did just add them today but i wrote them about 8 months ago. i don't feel this way now, but i figured i'd share these with you so maybe you'd get how it feels to be lonely and depressed. these poems were my true feelings, i didn't add anything for dramatic effects. i truly felt alone and sad, so please think twice before making someone feel bad about their problems. you never know what kind of a person someone can be if you encourage them and treat them with the respect they deserve.
::CuTs::

so sharp and shiny
feeling it slice my skin
little pain so tiny
then deeper and bigger
more and more
until i can't stop
seeing blood pour
wounds heal fast
pale skin with scars
feeling set free
seeing the stars
hearing the angels
calling me home
feeling my pain
and being alone
::.Sometimes.::

sometimes i hate
and sometimes i'm sad
sometimes i love
and sometimes i'm mad
sometimes you care
and sometimes you don't
sometimes you love me
but sometimes you won't
sometimes you need me
and sometimes you lie
sometimes you hate me
sometimes i know why
sometimes i say things
sometimes i can't shut up
sometimes you get angry
sometimes you've had enough
sometimes i cry for you
and sometimes i cut
sometimes i do things
sometimes i don't know what
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE?

whats the difference if
i'm alive or dead
with a gunshot wound
to the head

whats the difference if
i'm not around
but lying somewhere
in the ground

whats the difference if
i'm not like you
if i don't like
the things you do

whats the difference if
you see me or not
you'll never see all
the pain i've got

whats the difference if
i want to be here
but i can't because
i'm what you fear
Blind Hatred

your words are like knives
cutting at my flesh
taunting me with death
never letting me rest
showing no mercy
and no forgiveness
i see you smile
you're shameless
cutting deeper with
every word you say
i feel my life and love
slowly fading away
you do not realize
until i am almost gone
that your reasons
were so very wrong
.::The Stella Disease::.

you are so perfect
yet so alone
such an inspiration
to all the other clones
the teachers pet
a parents dream
an honor student
a prom queen
so very popular and
so uncomically witty
but really all i have for
you is enormous pitty
i feel bad that you
have to lead the rest
that they gnaw at your
uniqueness like pests
you have contracted
the stella disease
i am so thankful
i got the vaccine
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