Anti-pop | Asura | Avalon | Babes in Abyss | Better Than You Know | Book of Black Dreams | Brand New Love | Carrying Over | Colossus | Commencement | Cruella | Dear | Dreamcrusher | The Elements | Flowing Glower | Fox On the Run | From Beyond | Future Years | Itty Bity Titty Girl | Health & Theory | Just Like Heaven | Key To Gramercy Park | Lake Waramug | The Last Story Ever | Le Cirque En Rose | Mansion World | My Only Friend | Phantasmagore | Razor Love | Seagulls (The Macroprosopus) | She Likes Big Words | Sleeping Angel | Strength of Mind | Teenage Wildlife | Texas Never Whispers | This Goodnight | Time | Tom Sawyer | Winners
Anti-pop
Originally by Kommunity FK
From: Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
I reach between the mind and burn
You've got a lot to learn
You believe everything you hear
You guys believe everything you hear
I try to tell you something new
But you dont wanna listen to it
Do anything I gotta do
You're not just the way to be
Everytime I see that little face
I know that you're going no place
And now you want to learn why
You hear the lies between the groove
Now we want to show you something new
But we don't waste our time either
Just give it just a listen to
Wake up your mind
You wanna be someone
Right here in the USA
Went out and bought a gun
And blow the world away
You've got the situation
You dont know what to do
You wanna start again
But who do you listen to
If you want to be someone
Right here in the USA
Went out and bought a gun
Blow the world away
You want to see the things
Believe your mind says
It's our right to die
With nothing in the way
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Asura
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
One time, a different point of view
Was all kinda killer
Brought something, something that was new
People blind, as they're slipping through
Is all kinda thriller
Red wraiths in another form of blue
You know it's just the beginning
Worlds keep spinning
Out of our control
Behold, the lights are dimming
And no one seems to know
Can't tell me
Just keep winning
You seem to have somebody
You see them right between the faces
In place of a head with scavenger eyes
Beneath the lust of bodies
Find how to end association
With the Asuras in the skies
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Avalon
Originally by Roxy Music
From: Demo (1995 Unreleased)
Now the party's over, I'm so tired
Then I see you coming out of nowhere
Much communication in a motion
Without conversation or a notion
Avalon
When the samba takes you out of nowhere
And the background's fading out of focus
Yes the picture's changing every moment
And your destination, you don't know it
Avalon
When you bossanova there's no holding
Would you have me dancing out of nowhere
Avalon
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Babes in Abyss
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
At first you're running, you're out of control
You think you're cunning, but you haven't a soul
It's time to leave, time to exit your hole
Right now, 'cause the ferryman is after his toll
Oh did you think you'd get into the fold?
Or did you think that you would never get old
With lines of the deepest tales yet to be told
Only time will be the barter if you're meant to be sold
'Cause down south there's a number of heroes
It makes you want it just a little bit more
Stuck in his mouth, there's a terrible trio
Where comes the knowledge, there comes
There comes
I've seen a lot of
I've taken part of
I've seen a lot of you
So who's to blame for the events of your life
With so much shame and always under the knife
One has to think you'd make a terrible wife
I know it's hard to function through the pain and the strife
So real, a world spent enveloped in vice
Now deal with the card dealth, and all of it's price
Your height is weighted to be proportion in size
Look down and see the underworld being to arise
'Cause down south there's a number of heroes
It makes you want it just a little bit more
It's shot down and reduced to a zero
Where comes the knowledge, there comes
There comes
So don't get me started
'Cause I've been to the bottom
I've seen it all fall through
And though I've seen right through
I've descended into deeper depths than you
I know it's sad, but it's so true
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Better Than You Know
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
Do you think I'm gonna find it in a traveling show
Between the legs of a woman that I hardly know
Deep in a place where the devil is as white as the snow
Or do you think I wouldn't mind it if I finally go
And change my life from a ribbon to a marvelous bow
The one to gaze at my insides
Will find me liable for these crimes
Of love I've been forced to hide
For some the strange in life's real fine
For some the strangest of lives is mine
Who's to say when they come about?
For when the very thing that caused this woe
Is sometimes better than you know
I try to find the answer as I look up above
For just the chance to figure it out, this love
To never wander through the room forever opens the door
And now I simply wish I were marooned upon a magical shore
Sometimes better than you know
The waste still makes your garden grow
Change from a ribbon to a marvelous bow
Sometimes better than you know
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Book of Black Dreams
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
Late night, in the sheets
As your body starts to sweat and seize
There comes a fright, a secret freeze
There comes an evil from an ancient tree
Burning bright with numbered leaves
You�re reminded of the things behind you
It�s every time you feel you�re getting by
It�s any time that the oceans will run dry
It�s every time you think you�re going to die
Your mind�s in misery
Someway on a distant sea
You kept track of a way to keep track of me
Somewhere through the thick debris
I feel back in the book of black dreams
In sight, the future gleams
And now your mind begins a desperate plea
The noose tight, you look and see
You�ve been blinded by the things that unwind you
Nest of the bad things
Gonna eat what new minds bring
Book of black dreams
Things are not what they seem
Cause every nightmare of the passionate breed
If playing back in your eternity
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Brand New Love
Originally by Sebadoh
From: Commencement (2002) &
Commencement (2002 Advance)
The desperate eyes that close
Maybe it goes away
Please rest tomorrow
And bring a satisfied day
The restless urge of love
That's worth the burning for
Surely it's that one comforting
Love to give you more
And this thought could be that begins
The brand new tangled web you're spinning
Anyone can be a brand new love
Anytime the force can be broken
To dare your bitter world to be open
Anyone can be your brand new love
Anyone can be your brand new
You won't be the first
Your twisted change is normal
Gossip dirt
Whispered to the nodding head
Thrilled you fell apart
Instead of them
But they will
Cause any hope for love could be killed
If you need a different face
It's definite time to destroy this place
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Carrying Over
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
I think about a lonely real world
But where my thoughts are bound,
Oh I just can't tell
And oh, there's nothing I wouldn't do to have you now
For only one more night spent into your magic dust
Don't you know that this is real love
Baby, I'm waitin' to go
Don't you know that this thing's real
Baby, I'm achin' to know
And oh, as far as I can see, love
Baby, I ain't ready to tow
Your heavy charms from broken deals
To steal those arms from the carousel
We hear those drums and we're setting sail
If the fear comes down, then you better start makin' it right
'Cause things might be carrying over
We hear those chimes from the wedding bell
And see that sign from the old hotel
The DJ's sayin' on your radio player tonight
Things might be carrying over
Now to settle down, well, that takes some real work
If you drown in the tides, oh will you wish from the well
We're holdin' out in a fortress of mirrors, you know
For only one more night spent into your magic lust
Don't you know that I still feel love
Baby I'm comin' to you
Don't you know that I still can feel
Baby are we startin' anew
And as long as I can breathe, love
Baby will you carry me through?
Oh it was never a question of your frozen heels
Tell me how does it feel that I'm carrying over
I think it's time that I'm carrying over
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Colossus (Demo)
From: None
Look into my eyes
And tell me, what do you find?
Does it come as some surprise?
Does it make you feel alive?
Does it make you feel amazing?
Now all the things aside
All that which may seem
Come clean with all the lies
And time ?????
Quick and ?????
Where everything is changing
If you need I�ll be the guide
If you need I'll be amazing
Let�s be wild
Let�s be crazy
No need to be mild
No need to be lazy
Wake up with a smile
Wake up in the daisies
So let�s be wild
Don�t need a yes, just a maybe
Now if it ?????
With out the reason or the rhyme
You hear the distant cries
Spelling out the ?????
Now all the things aside
All that which may seem
Come clean with all the lies
If you grip these hands of mine
Break through into the daydream
We�re fighting for the prize
Yeah were fighting for the same thing
Now just confess and amaze me
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Commencement
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
We gather today, will ill invitation
To commence here, under the sun, a black congregation
Some know me the hellion, the stranger among us
Some know me the maggid, in moments the malign alumnus
Throughout my tenure, my time in the mansion
A coven arose, decedents truly Urantian
Now please listen close, divide your attention
An honor presides; the Negus has yet failed to mention
We�ve altered the premise, and renounced the maxims
Low and behold, the first row, tears the Gog
At last, the sky falls
Rain the angels
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Cruella
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), Commencement (1999 Unreleased), Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
How the story rolls
Magick�s taught and histories told
A glory hole
Which through gazed her eyes of gold
Those veins run cold
Mystery�s wife evades her soul
Scaring to and fro
Tearing through the snow
As she makes her darling coat
Hoarding all the shoals
Now her evil heinous rose
Kind of like Shakespearean prose
Without the rose
Avid as she sows
Cruella grows
Horrus and jasper stole
So let the horror flow
Black and white in hair
Elegantly gaunt in frame
A bony flare
Which christened her with creepy grace
Always smoky air
Circling one Lurch/Hepburn face
In her head which filled the space
Was the one hellacious taste
As she aims her fate
Nothing flees her sore embrace
As the biggest mistake that Cruel ever made
Was when she left her cave and started to reign
As the love for her fades
Our feelings won�t change
So my darling Cruella
We see through the gray
In her cold glare
Loveliest and rare
Frightened you�ll soon wear
As this elegantly haunting is so fair
There�s no reason to part from her cold lair
She has all of the loveliest and rare
Things which frighten at first
But she�ll soon wear
And thinks elegant haunting is so fair
Taking strolls through the dark by the moons flare
As she listens for barks in the night�s air
Always searching for marks in the white hair
She�s a regional spark from this nowhere
Cruella, you�re so fair
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Dear
From: Demo (1995 Unreleased)
Thought you and all your twitching pantomimes make your insights
You found a new shore, there's much more to life, soon you will find
Such as your mind, bright and alive
The truth will slowly unwind
I believe in the light, dear
Twitching all through the night here
This black cloud's just all our fears
Yield your body from the night
Soon you'll shine oh so bright
It must be hard when you've no sense of time
Things pass you by
Lately you have to fend alone in the night
It makes me cry
To think you could have died, my little bride
Time to put that shit behind
I believe in the light, dear
Twitching all through the night here
Truth is always in the mirror
Always knew you'd get it right
Burning all your inner sight
And you know in time we'll
Prove a life with no ills
Floating through all these round hills
Now that we're older
We're growing bolder, you and I
All those things in your past
They're away from you at last
Come dear, let us fly into the sky
Find our new high, gaze into my eyes
I believe in the light, dear
Twitching all through the night here
This black cloud's just all our fears
Yield your body from the night
Soon you'll shine oh so bright
And you know in time we'll
Prove a life with no ills
Floating all through these round hills
Please say you'll be my wife
Spend the rest of our lives
Pack your bags, dear, let's take flight
Together with all our might
We'll crush everything in sight
Please say you'll be my wife
Spend the rest of our lives
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Dreamcrusher (Demo)
From: none
The misty highs we climb
A search through fear disguised
These sudden facts can make you hollow
When checked this life derived
From barren scapes behind
Where he supposedly hides
In a place to waste, a place to wallow
With this precious time and the end being nigh
Saw the path leading back from a private notion
As winter blooms, the fall unmasks
Spring presides that the summer is mine
And as it goes sometimes you wake up...
Song ends, lyrics unknown
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The Elements
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), Commencement (1999 Unreleased), & Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
Through the mind we flee to space
As the shadows choose the place
Though afraid, my sleeper must awake
So I�ve used up all and left this time
Station
Towards where we�re falling
Faces
Glowing blue eyes upon me
Waste us
Or make us slaves �til death like the Paw-Nee
Or turn around and fake they�re proud
I�ve found my true calling
Well beyond the mortal place
Lies the place where one�s life can be exchanged
No more conscience, no more pain
The now, the past, the future stay the same
Taste us or make us slaves
�Til death like the Paw-Nee
Or show the world exists without the day
As the tall one tries convincing us to stay
And live far away
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Flowing Glower
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), Commencement (1999 Unreleased), & Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
Now you know
Places where I live
When I couldn�t grow
Downwards you�ll soon drift
On the sail-less boat
Nothing left to give
All I see is throat
Flowing glower
Witless knower
Seedless sower
If it�s all a lie
Will you realize?
Right before we die
My soul leads to the wrong
Changeling of the night
Now that I bleed a song
Purely based on fright
Sad with my face so long
I have this new sight
Flowing glower
Witless knower
Five steps lower
If I tell a lie
Will you realize?
Numb the pain
Way high and real low
Now it feels the same
Have love or feel so
Hollowed out with shame
Hoping to see the day
With my brand new name
Flowing glower
Seedless sower
I�m bipolar
If I die tonight
Will you be all right?
Then in time you�ll find
Thirst becomes boring
Lest your heart and mind
Now that we�re soaring
Over space and time
Done with exploring
All you are is mine
Flowing glower
Loopless thrower
Breathless blower
If I die tonight
Will you be all right?
Seek and you shall find
Everything in sight
Read between the lines
I�ll show you the light
Here in the afterlife
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Fox On the Run
From: Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
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Friends (Demo)
From: None
A friend should always be around
The kind that never lets you down
A friend should help to get the crown
Not badmouth you all over town
As you sleep sound
Why we need them
�Cause we�d laugh alone if we deceived them
And if they try to hide we always see them
Friends
Always ????? just another day
We�re friends
A friend is someone who is never far
No never so far at all
A person who can show you who you are
In ways you wouldn�t have known
And could not ????? have grown
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From Beyond (Instrumental)
From: Commencement (1999 Unreleased), Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
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Future Years
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), Commencement (1999), & Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
A morbid beauty
Glows in resonation
Mercurial signs they read
�Make real our minds
True fascination�
For now were rollin�
And kind of golden
As time keeps foldin�
We�re old when our poor souls depart
Whereas cold cruel jokes now make you cry
One day you�ll take them in your stride
All of the time we�ve resided here
You�ll see our chalices rise
With ever endless tears
And illusions they fly
But someday soon will clear
Just sit back and recline
I�ll guide you through the years
Through the future years
As they�ll soon appear
Someday all too near
Now the distance clears
Bad ways which rules the whereas we go
Through bright and the gloom
Consecutive days and plain afternoons
The things in life
They pass the time
While those all around are bored
So we�ve come down in real demise
Trekked through all of the feelings with no tears in eyes
Kept fear veiled so it hides
Life�s never forced or dry
So there�s nothing in side me
I just seem alive
Present�s lax as we rear
So its scars they sear
Just tie a silk sheet �roud your neck
And twist it �til your face turns cherry red
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Itty Bity Titty Girl
From: Commencement (2002 Advance) &
Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
Oh itty bitty titty girl
Where are you?
Oh itty bitty titty
Said our love was true
Oh my itty bitty titty
Is so young and so unused
Now itty bitty titty
Plays a mean hopscotch
As she does her little ditty
I can stare at her crotch
Oh my itty bitty titty
Little queen of double Dutch
Now itty bitty titty girl
Where are you?
Oh itty bitty titty
With those eyes so blue
Oh I love how itty bitty's
Little blouse is so see-through
So itty bitty titty
Now you're off to camp
But I bet those itty bitty undies
Still are damp
I'll be waiting in September
In the playground outside your class
Now itty bitty titty
Quit when I wasn't through
I found a place to keep her hid
Where nobody knew
Now my itty bitty titty
Lights up all of my afternoons
Oh itty bitty titty
As I came she blew
Still it doesn't hold a candle
To her black silk suit
As she clutches
Itty bitty titty
Now we're three from two
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Health & Theory
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
So first things first if you didn't know
That thing in the hearse is a fucking joke
The truth of minds that dwell above is a plan to kill the dove
But when they all appear to you
Then start to fade
Froze upon the path of all the names that we engrave
But closer to the moon, yeah across the ides of space
What if it only takes us back enough to save another day
And so for now I've been waiting in the waves of nescience oh
Gonna try to ride the lightning on my own
And never a demand to fill the soul
Which brings me back to find
The glue in a constant set of stones is a life all alone
Come father and know the use your sleeping son has had
His blood has dried upon the land
And still he's trying to wait for you
The series of drones abused by the nescience in your head
Only through the fountainhead you'll find the truths of Vedic
Paragigm, the ones we know were never meant to sell
To weather the bastions of infernal ties, indeed will measure supernal highs
Go and think as you may but the wind has filled the sails
And oh, with all the demons from behind my mind gone there's no sleepless hells
Oh the deepest wells I've climbed up tooth and nail
Under the tomb where every prince resides
The soil sours, seeds of lies
That'll soon mature to counterpart Kal-els
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Just Like Heaven
Originally by The Cure
From: Demo (1995 Unreleased)
Lyrics soon.
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Key To Gramercy Park
From: Commencement (2002) & Commencement (2002 Advance)
I got the key, key to Gramercy Park
Every night
Looking for a fight
Thoughts on the left
The action�s on the right
As you know, the id wasn�t meant to be starved
Face white
Revenge of the Hittites
When you�re inside
And thought to take a walk in the park
Think someone�s about to be carved
From the other side of the Underscene
To the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
To find a way to Gramercy Park
I got the key to Gramercy Park
Where it�s safe to be afraid of the dark
Maybe there was can fuck by the heavenly stars
But I might, might miss breakin� in through the bars
In the other time of mother speed
Through evil eyes and make believe
To where we bare the supremacy mark
And never look at the other place
Stay with what�s pristine that touches you
Beware the perilous Central Way
Something that would mean so much to you
Try to save a seat in the golden cage
The medium mass had yet to still say
�To simply pass, or rise from the grave�
Now I�ve got the key to Gramercy Park
But I might, might miss breakin� in through the bars
Now I�ve got the key to Gramercy Park
On the way I�m alone but not afraid of the dark
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Lake Waramug
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), Commencement (1999 Unreleased), & Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
Laid awake throughout the night
Today the school so loud
And now it�s all so quiet
I plan to pack light
Cause tomorrow we�ll fly
Taking off to place that�s not so far away
The boat above our heads for the walk to the shore
As feelings of dread soak the lengths of the oar
Connecticut hillsides surround, the clouds soar
Dazed to the signs
I think back to the times when gender crossed me
Miss all those Christmas�
And the once careless autumns
Though there�s space betwixt us which
Dissolves here, around when the fog clears
As we crept through the race
Old friends would line the banks
Cheering on, as they played
Screaming all the lovely names
Then they�d start to file away
Come dusk the time to rage
The boat above our heads for the walk to the van
As luncheon awaits us, while all the girls tan
And social engagements commence by the sand
Now our days complete
We faced defeat, but felt the cool breeze
Follow our dreams
And hold the lake in such dear regard
Against the best we�ve thrusted
But the justice came when the bow touched
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The Last Story Ever
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
Hold me with you for tonight
Something builds which is not right
It�s getting closer to the time
Where all shall be told in one last rhyme
This is the last story ever
The last story ever, ever again
The golden princess oh so bright
She turns and she says:
�Better check what you�re running on,
�Cause the lights,
They a gonna be turning off�
Her hands are rinsed of all mans crimes
How blind
But this is the last story ever
This is the last chance well ever have together
It takes form the past to forever
So this is the last story ever, ever again
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Le Cirque En Rose
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), & Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
Once far away
Through a dimension
Adjacent the day
Transcending azure surrounds
One more try to hypnotize
A true-life suspension
But to always remain
In league with Poseidon
Another chance to undermine
As the dead rose decides to come alive
We�ll see how low birds can fly
Still its yellow derriere the crystal eye
Come sign away
You can leave your worries behind
But like the winds we�ll pass you by
Fill your days with blandness
And now has come the time
To defame an ill divine
The how determines
A new regime and who�s the Constantine
Le cirque en rose
So crowned we still through life
Never quit, rain or shine
Never question what�s inside
�Til the last beat, end of time
So go fly away to that special place
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Mansion World
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), & Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
Once upon and once up high
A dandy dream, what means to die
What things to come as life goes by
The core of human equation
Tetragram presents a sign
A sign to save your eyes
Turn around
I�d like to know you
Everywhere and every why
The answer lay beyond the sky
Pass through the seven satellites
Pass on to the place we go to
Learn to read, to rhyme
To count your primes
And earthly education
Climb the tree of life
In hope to find
The mid-space time dilation
On a mansion world the roles reverse
A slave becomes a master
On a mansion world the souls converse
And life moves a little faster
We unify in universe to arrive in the ever after
In the mansion world
I might like to know you
Now and then it comes to mind
I draw upon a long lost time
(So don�t as me why
The angels don�t cry
�Cause you know what I�ve already told you)
Memories of Urantia girls
They race around my brain in swirls
(And you�ll never ask me why
The changes in the sky
Lead you upwards through the hole
That you go through)
So now you�re off
You�ve done your time
Prepare for divine invasion
As the spirit binds Morontia minds
Ascend to the cosmic nation
New Urantia girl
Everything�s below you
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My Only Friend
From: Winter Passing Soundtrack
Lyrics soon.
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Paint It Black
Originally by the Rolling Stones
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore, I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they�re all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby it just happens every day
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
Maybe if I look hard enough into a setting sun
I think my love will laugh with me before the morning comes
Paint it black
Black, black
Paint it black
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Phantasmagore
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
Lyrics soon.
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Razor Love
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
Here we are, here we are
Haven't we come far from the tragic things we knew?
Gone is the dark, at the scenic old park
In the mountains we've got no view
Close your eyes and realize that it's do or die
And be not quick to miss a move
The fee is low, the feature's passing
I hear a song of the truth I'm asking
Well, I don't know what the future holds
No, I don't know what's in store
All I want is another chance
To use life for what it's for
Overall, overall
I'll admit, and it's told
And I've got nothing to prove
I feel the throne, strained
The love is on
So drenched in the favorite mood
With the sound above the ground
In a world reowned
For the best place to sing the blues
The fee is low, the feature's passing
I know it's wrong, but it's all I'm asking
'Cause I know things that no one knows
And who needs any more
Can't you see that there's things in me
That nobody ever saw?
And I know that someone feels the same way too
I'm thinking that I'll never see the end of you
'Cause I know things that no one knows
And who needs anymore
And I'll go places nobody goes
I'll walk free through clamouring doors
All I want is another chance
To use life for what it's for
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Seagulls (The Macroprosopus)
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), & Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
Let us pretend love for the day
The life we live alludes to things away
Suppose in youth the soul depraves
But now suppose the truth�s beyond the grave
So all and all we laugh the same tears
Of how we met upon the River Thames pier
Two hearts of gold just for the while
Two parts to stroll the endless mile
To tame the world again
Let us keep resisting them
Defame your world, pretend
Let us keep existing
So I look up the night
And ponder the sky
As I realize the sign
Where the two points collide
Lead me safe towards the light
As the heavens decline
Space told the time
New let the planets align
Come dear, it�s safe
Were past the plane
So now this sort of life
The changc to change
Remember when we sailed along the Nile
Back then you�d turn your head
Gave me that smile
But through the systems flew the trine
And now at last the Nether�s made you mine
Only all because you stayed here
�Til pachysandra thins away
End summer winds, the leaves�ll change
We�ll grow potatoes, pass the days
And if you feel precocious, lead the way
Up and lift, sink the same
I begin to sift, sift through the shame
I realize the gift, feel the rays
As I start to drift, drift away
Only all because we fade here
When all the notes we passed you saved
All juxtaposed and rearranged
In through the night time, out the day
But now it�s gone forever, turn the page
To tame the world again
Let us keep resisting them
Defame your world, again
Let us keep existing
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She Likes Big Words
From: Commencement (2002), Commencement (2002 Advance), & Commencement (1999 Unreleased)
She comes from a land
Of Valencian winds
Deciduous daydreams
Dressage �round the bend
She�s sometimes Miss Maybe
The mistress of when
A triptych of new touch
From heaven to men
She likes nice cars
Invincible trends
She bites the head off
Her mutual friends
We dine at the table
She sits at the end
She likes big words
And playing pretend
Come now dear boys
How, where to begin?
She�s Ursula Major
Of the prism within
She�s always at parties
She�s plotting to win
Your sashes of New Ro
From psychic to sin
Let down your void
Your need to defend
So pseudo-mendacious
She�s cruel in bed
You�d think she was precious
Something like you said
�Cause she�s got the secrets
In which fate depends
She likes nice cars
Impossible trends
She bites the head off
Her mutual friends
We dine at the table
She sits at the end
She likes the boys
That meet her late by the glen
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Sleeping Angel
Originally by Stevie Nicks
From: (1995 Unreleased)
This is a mysterious disappearing track.
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Sleepy Hollow
Featuring Jonathan Davis
From: Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
Came to see him for you only might find
Gone take my lay for you and I will find
Form to see my fates I cannot ever find
Places I care for nothing in my mind
Bring me not far enough all lurking you'll find
Placing not far your every single mind
So fine can only for you and me will find
Basis all for me can you leave my mind
Bracing my fall my every single place
Your love travelled far some laying with my fates
Place some never far you're everything around
You say I'm a love and be mine every way
Under the sand, through the land
Find all I can and form a clan
That teaches to laugh, tears the past
Laughs at the rest, teach the best
Defeats the rest, forms the test
We passed all the tests
Evil in my mind
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Strength of Mind (Demo)
From: None
Lyrics soon.
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Teenage Wildlife
Originally by David Bowie
From: (1995 Unreleased)
Well, how come you only want tomorrow
With its promise of something hard to do
A real life adventure
Worth more than pieces of gold
Blue skies above and sun on your arms
Strength in your stride
And hope in those squeaky clean eyes
You'll get chilly receptions everywhere you go
Blinded with desire
I guess the season is on
So you train by shadow boxing
Search for the truth
But it's all, but it's all used up
Break open your million dollar weapon
And push your luck, still you push
Still you push your luck
A broken nosed mogul are you
One of the new wave boys
Same old thing
In brand new drag
Comes sweeping into view
As ugly as a teenage millionaire
Pretending it's a whizz kid world
You'll take me aside, and say
"Well, David, what shall I do? They wait for me in the hallway"
I'll say "Don't ask me, I don't know any hallways"
"But they move in numbers and they've got me in a corner
I feel like a group of oneNo no, they can't do this to me
I'm not some piece of teenage wildlife"
Those midwives to history
Put on their bloody robes
The word is that the hunted one
Is out there on his own
You're alone for maybe the last time
And you breathe for a long time
Then you howl like a wolf in a trap
And you daren't look behind
You fall to the ground like a leaf from a tree
And look up one time at that vast blue sky
Scream out loud as they shoot you down
"No no, I'm not a piece of teenage wildlife
I'm not a piece of teenage wildlife"
And no one will have seen and no one will confess
The fingerprints will prove that you couldn't pass the test
There'll be others on the line filing past, who'll whisper low
"I miss you", "He really had to go"
Well each to his own
He was another piece of teenage wildlife
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Texas Never Whispers
Originally by Pavement
From: Demo (1995 Unreleased)
Here comes the night
Here comes the night
Here we go
She's on a hidden tableau
Just a 2 for 1
And the 2 for 1 is right
Down my alley side
I'm just a wasting, behind
Don't you know
It's an easy thing when it's lost
Doesn't show when the ends are frayed
And it's tossed out
Lined with silver thread
I've seen you wasted, behind
She's so lackadaisical
Should have been a west coast bride
Back seat on electric glide
Pilots flying drive by fears
Don't hold your breath too long
It's time to lose your Texas mind
Callow teasing yellow eyes
Bleacher dates the second prize
Cherry pickin' favorites
My dash was locked
I guess I feel fine
The way the river bends
The woman's bending over me
Here comes the night
And this is how the message ran
Please tell my why my life is so bland
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This Goodnight
From: Deadsy (1997 Unreleased)
Cast in other grey
Trapped in hyperspace
Motionless we stay
Still we climb these ceilings, walls and trees
And we can't stop clinging on our knees
Oh so gently we fly by
Far from the sunlight
Dreaming of green skies
Burning with hindsight
Eerie with mean eyes
Solice the moontide
This doesn't feel nice
Burns like the light
Now I came to realise
On this goodnight
Frozen in a lake
Mystic covered space
All true thoughts erased
This will soon be over, old and new
You're the four leaf clover that guides me through
Look at this new size
Gross and divine
Now I finally realise
All that is mine
So we'll keep on breeding this huge woe
Because our wombs quit healing long ago
Now you sit on your throne
Smaller, yet you have grown
Used to be close to home
Now you feel all alone
Nothing left to call your own
Feeling pains you've never known
Take your skin dear, leave the bones
Now you feel real, all alone
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Time (I Am the Great Destroyer of Worlds)
From: Phantasmagore (2006)
Do you believe in the sand of time?
To bring it back in reverse, rewind
Yes, I believe in the sands of time
�Cause now they got me feeling like the world is mine
Is there a need in life for something clearer?
A sudden urge to reach beyond the mirror
But do you dare bring the darkest of things nearer
You�re embraced in a place encased in fear
So we were once of a world divine
Now we proceed towards the end of time
Ad we were once of a place sublime
Now were receiving the final sign
Or could it be that time is something real?
Another one of the forces that we feel
And he destroys the world with sacred wheels
Do you believe in the hands of time?
So you conceive that it makes the things go round
With intent to increase the mind, no doubt
In such a way to spread the love throughout
We were born to make an engine loud
Or were we brought here to die?
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Tom Sawyer
From: Commencement (2002) &
Commencement (2002 Advance)
A modern day warrior
Mean, mean stride
Today�s Tom Sawyer
Mean, mean pride
Though his mind is not for rent
Don�t put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the days events
The River
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the myth, catch the mist
Catch the mystery, catch the drift
The world is the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his skies are wide
What you say about his company
If what you say about society
Catch the witness, catch the wit
Catch the spirit, catch the spit
Today�s Tom Sawyer
Gets high on you
Within the space he invades
He gets by on you
Though his mind is not for rent
To any god or government
Always hopeful, yet discontent
He knows changes aren�t permanent
But change is�
Exit the warrior
Today�s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy you trade
He gets right on to
The friction of the day
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Winners
From: Commencement (2002) &
Commencement (2002 Advance)
Let's take the longest way
Through the hallways of your mind
Upon your knees, the phantom breeze
Of a shipwreck lost in time
Your envy mirror
The kelly fear
Adorns the walls in slime
Figure it out
Just like you used to do
In the absence of proud
That's when you're cursed to prove
And as the perfect wings�ll glide
Cleansed are men of all the mice
Past the pain we tend to strive
Or that's how it seems to beginners
Accept awards throughout our lives
To make young lovers intertwine
Perhaps the end will come tonight
So hooray for the winners
A vast abyss
Where we lie dismissed
Ideas of yours and mine
But brought to kneel
By the Grecian Seal
We join the family line
You'll never thrill the bold
Divisions in the sky
Of whom predestined you to always
Be the last in line
Let the heavens make it right
A warm and gentle breeze at night
For the saints and the sinners
Bereft, you are of plans to gain no mystery
You're no surprise
We're born to fight
Such the marrow of life
The winners forever preside