by J. Estelle Newlin
Dedicated to the one in my life, who I loathe with all my soul. You disgust me, why can't you leave me alone?
Why do you think that you matter to me?
So what if you are finding new happiness..
I really don't care, just leave me be.
Why do you find pleasure in beating me down?
In defacing my name and tainting my image,
You shouldn't fucking care, because I am no longer around.
Yet you continue on with this ridiculous mission...
Could you break my heart anymore?
Or will you not give up until I am nothing?
You have got to stop before I am ruined,
Why do you have to continue with this torture?
I don't want you, and you never wanted me,
So why do you want to make me shatter?
My heart is not yours, my life is my own,
Your lies are over, my tears are all gone...
So but the fuck out, leave me alone....
Stop trying to break what is already frozen.....
(copyright 2003 J. Estelle Newlin)