Blind

Are you ready?!
There's a place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
To Burn, To burn, To burn 'cause I'm trying to
Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
I can never find no way to reach my inner self.
I'm staying low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to seek through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind!

there you are alone
with no hope of ever having something to be proud of
something earned without begging
yes, i know you're a person, a person close to me
who do you think you are? what more do you want from me?!

ball tongue!
you got the dykes off, i think they'll mind me
ball tongue!
the rag i'm on, we are justified
ball tongue!
congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit
ball tongue!
what have you done for me?!

why are you at home buried in your own self pity?
why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
yes, i know you're the person, the person that took time with me
does it give you the right to inspect your life from those around me?!

ball tongue!
you have come to take from your buddy
ball tongue!
you have never
you were my problem, where does the friendship end? (x3)
you were my... i'm not going to give in
you were my problem, where does the friendship end? (x3)
you were my... i'm not going to give in

how can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again(x8)

ball tongue!
they've driven right by my friends
ball tongue!
they've taken the take above me
ball tongue!
they're a psychopath
ball tongue!
they've come to enslave me
ball tongue!
they've jacken themselves onto me
ball tongue!
your fuck'n gangsta signs!
ball tongue!
they've come not to save them, but they take
ball tongue!
fuck'n death to fuck'n me

you're all psychopaths (repeated)

ball tongue!
berome's dead at the tecnodrome
ball tongue!
you're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
ball tongue!
it doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger
ball tongue!
can I die?! can I die?!
ball tongue!
and then, the man kept kick'n me
ball tongue!
he gets him on, they're cool
ball tongue!
he wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head
ball tongue!
just remember you're a dyke.

i, i am confused, fighting myself
wanting to give in, needing your help
skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch
outside don't know you, but inside I'm fine

can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
each turn confronted with what i have done
you pull me closer, i push you away
you tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain

i hate you
why are you taken?
i love you
i feel so helpless
why is it you?
ripping my insides each time i'm with you
why, do i cry
why, do i really need to?
why!(x4)
fuck you, faget
need to . . . fuck . . .
need to (x4)
fuck (x4) i hate you
why are you taken
i love you
|i feel so helpless
ripping my insides each time i'm with you
why, do i try
why, do i fuckin need to?
fuck (x7)
much

clown

there's life in my body
four clicks . . . alright go

four I just said, you faggot piece of shit on the ground
ahh! four?
four. four?

noooo!
oh, hey, what are you talking about ross?
hey ton ton
...ern!...ern!...ern!...
hey, are you saying so there's no clicks
hey, we're recording, now start
just fucking do it damn it!

i wanna get a twist. i wish we could put twist
on a fucking tape . . . stupid
wanna hear it?
fuck you! fuck you!
huh heuh
goooo!
okay . . . piece of shit!

anger inside builds within my body
why'd you hate me? what have I done?
you tried to hit me!

turn it to a beat in, if you like
|throw your hate at me with all your might
hit me 'cause i'm strange, hit me
you tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
what's with you boy? think hard.
a tattooed body too hide who you are
scared to be honest,
be yourself, a cowardly man!

i don't run around trying to be what's not within me
look into my eyes, i am free
you're just a wanna-be

turn it to a beat in, if you like
throw your hate at me with all your might
hit me 'cause i'm strange, hit me
you tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder than me
what's with you boy? think hard.
a tattooed body too hide who you are
scared to be honest,
be yourself, a cowardly man!
to come out

hit me clown because i'm not from your town, now hit me clown (x4)

clown you ain't shit. turned around got your face split (x3)
clown you ain't shit turned around can't you face me?

time, if you like
throw your hate at me with all your might
hit me 'cause i'm strange, hit me
you tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder than me
what's with you boy? think hard.
a tattooed body too hide who you are
scared to be honest,
be yourself, a cowardly man!

just a fucking mental (x3)
i'm just a fuckin mental (x4)

i hide, only to defy you
take away the only love inside you
i see your face through everyone
inside i've just begun!
you think i'm out to scare you
i'm only out to prepare you
for when you stop and turn around
your body's going down!

you're gonna waste your time,
your life will soon be mine,
you're definitely one of a kind, and
you're suffering 'cause of me is divine

tell me why you never liked me
tell me why it is you fight me
pull down and wait for the perfect time
to take what's rightfully mine
you think they're dumb to defy me
you said you don't want to defy me
you wait your dumber than anyone
oh well . . .

you're gonna waste your time,
your life will soon be mine,
you're definitely one of a kind, and
you're suffering 'cause of me is divine

well, fuck you!, i'm fed up with you! (x4)
i'm not as good as you? fuck you, i'm better than you! (x4)
well, fuck you!, i'm fed up with you! (x4)
i'm not as good as you? fuck you, we're better than you! (x4)

you're gonna waste your time,
your life will soon be mine,
you're definitely one of a kind, and
you're suffering 'cause of me is divine

did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?!
you try to see what you got
me ripping at your brain!

faget

him!
here i am defriended in this normal world
why'd you tease me? made me feel upset
walking stereotypes feeding their heads
i am ugly. please just go away
him!
i can see inside you fine
this blessing in disguise
him!
why'd you treat me this way?
made to hate to stay
a cell locked, i can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain
if you were me, what would you do?
nothing, probably. you'd just go on your way
i can see inside you fine, him
this blessing in disguise
why'd you treat me this way?, him
made to hate to stay

faget! (x3)

here i am defriended in this normal world
why did you tease me? made me feel upset
walking stereotypes feeding their heads
i am ugly. please just go away
him!
i can see inside you fine
this blessing in disguise
why'd you treat me this way?,him!
made to hate to stay
faget

i'm just a pretty boy or whatever you call it
you wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
it keeps going on day after day, son
you faget, can, oooh, if you don't want none
i'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
who gives a fuck right now i got something to say to all the people that
think things strange that i should be out of here locked up in a cage
you don't know what the hell is up now anyway
you got this prettyboy feeling like i'm enslaved to a world that never
appreciated shit
you can suck my dick and fucking like it

he might come, but he has a body mighty, any say
he might come, but he has a body mighty, any way
he might come, but he has a body mighty, don't wanna say
he might come, but he has a body mighty, any way
he might come, but he has a body mighty, any say
he might come, but he has a body mighty, going away
he might come, but he has a body mighty, don't wanna say
he might come, but he has a body mighty, any way

i'm just a pretty boy, i'm not supposed to fuck a girl,i'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world (x2)

all my life, who am i?!(x11)
all my life

i'm just a fagot!, fagot!(x3)
i'm a fagot!, fagot!
faget
i'm not a fagot!, what am i? (x3)
you mother fucking queers!

ring around the rosies
pocket full of posies
ashes, ashes, we all fall down

nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
into my childhood they're spoonfed
hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
look at the pages that cause all this evil
one, two, buckle my shoe
three, four, shut the door
five, six, pick up sticks
seven, eight, lay them straight

london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
london bridge is falling down, my fair lady

nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
into my childhood they're spoonfed
hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
look at the pages that cause all this evil

nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone,this old man came rolling home(x4)
nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone. . . this old man came,
mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow

mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
baa baa black sheep have you any wool
mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
mary had a little lamb!
yes sir, yes sir, three bags full [white trash crone]

go!
i can, in every way
distinct the pain i feel inside
it comes to me
evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
who are you to say that i can't speak what's on my mind?
it runs away
it's so predictable
i can, in every way
illustrate of something is left inside
to blind to see, in an essence, sorrow of a lie
tou run away to the cover of their pointless ties
you ask me?
it's so predictable

i'm gonna try
i'm gonna die
i'm gonna try

another day
silence overwhelms my mind
who is to say
if i have the time, oh why
should i pray
for all the hate to go away
another day
i can never break free
you wait for me
i call out to you
another day
i'll live forever!

fake

i can't stand the sight of you
i can't stand what you put me through
you lie so light, but you hide
is it debt to being you inside
i can't stand, oh, the thought of you
i can't stand all the things you do
what do you try to justify?
you were just too scared to be you inside

let!
it all go

i look at you, all i see,
is a man too afraid to let it be?

i can't stand what you put me through
i can't stand even the thought of you
your secret lies that you hide
is it debt to being you inside?
you try so hard to be wanted
false emotions tells you fronted
i feel being a person relies on one thing:
be yourself, let you come through
you're too afraid to really be
someone who isn't false advertising cares to be
be yourself, let you come through!

fake!
and we with at you, we with it

i would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide
what's the problem?
can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you
i smile, while you're afraid
you run, while you're so in pain

do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
thinking about your life thinking about your inner fears

i would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide
what's the problem?
can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

i want you to see the life you have disguised
the world of things that hurt you
the bother ceased it's smiles
i want you to fear the you wound up inside
one side suck you in
i thought you at this time

i tried, you win
my life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain!
go!

'ello, es tachajo
et el est cachajo
well, you know, you fuck'n call me tachajo, okay?

i keep asking, what's your lie?
it is disturbing
this isn't mine
days keep passing
a lot at a time
i don't feel right
please god let me sleep tonight

everyday confronted
something's giving in
i just wanna know why!

don't give it up
don't hit my stick

i keep asking
well, again, please try
it is haunting
this takes my mind
days keep passing
line after line
i don't feel right
please god don't let me die tonight,
die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

please god help me
please god save me
please god help me from my painful situation

please god don't let me slip in tonight, please god
oh, please god don't let me chip in tonight, please god
oh, please god don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die
please god don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die

daddy

mother please forgive me
i just had to get out all my pain and suffering
now that i am done, remember i will always love you
i'm your son

little child, looking so pretty
come out and play, i'll be your daddy
innocent child, looking so sweet
a rape in my eyes and of your flesh i'll eat

you've raped!
i feel dirty
it hurt!
as a child
tied down!
that's a good boy
and fucked!
your own child
i scream!
no one hears me
it hurt!
i'm not a lier
my god!
saw you watching
mommy why?!
your own child

it's alright

i didn't touch you there
mama said she didn't care
i didn't touch you there
that's why mama stopped and stared

i fucking hate you! mother fucker!
mother fucker! i fucking hate you!
fuck you!
son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
i wanted to die
i'm sick of it, mother fucker. . . oh

i hate you!
i fuck'n hate you!
i hate you!
piece of shit!
why?!
i hate you!