All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
It seems funny to
me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead
Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt
with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here,
standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day, is here
fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the
pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from
me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into
the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into
the ground
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and
round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away
from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
So
down
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into
the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into
the ground
Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into
the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating
me
Down, down
Into the ground
Trash
How did it start?
Well, I dont know
I just feel the
craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it's just there for the
taking
These little girls they make me feel so god damn exhilarated
I feel
them up, I can't give it up
The pain that I'm just erasing
I tell my lies
and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still
stay
So what the fuck is with you
Your feelings I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry I don't
feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry I just throw
you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I dont know why it hurts
me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I
have a conscience
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this
torment
All I want to do is fuck it away
I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So
I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you
Your feelings I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry I don't
feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry I just throw
you away
I just throw you away
I just throw you
away
I just throw you away
I just throw you away
4U
This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can
see.
You all think it's up on me.
I'm about to break.
This is my
fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate.
You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What
you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have
never lived.
If it wasn't for you.
Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me.
I can't get out of bed.
There
is evil in my head.
Everyone just let me be.
Because when I hit the
stage.
It is gone and I am free.
Goddam you say you'll get up for
me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me,
beg for me, beg for me.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come
on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me.
Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in shame.
And I
could not have my pain.
Everyone please let me be.
'Cause we're on
stage.
And it's gone and I am free.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come
on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come
on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me.
I feel the shame.
I'm not insane.
The things I feel
now.
Arent the same.
Who gives a fuck..
If my life sucks?
I just
know one day.
I won't give up.
Everyone just let me be.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come
on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd,
come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there
for me, beg for me.
Be there, for me.
Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so
much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun
and games (would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same (it's all the
same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
Its quite
decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
All I wanna do it look for you
And when I fix, you needed
to
Just to get some sort of attention, attention
What does it mean to you
For me its something I just do
I
want something
I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
Its quite
decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
Its quite
decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
Just made me bad
It�s Gonna Go Away
Ooh, fuck, fuck, fuck
I've gotta let her go (What
happened?)
(What happened then?)
Never let it up, let it up, let it
up
Ah! Let it up
I dont want this to go away (Go away)
I'm so scared
(Going away)
I can't stand what's going on (It's going away)
We all
crumble (It's still gonna go away)
(It's still gonna go away)
We crumble
under pressure (pressure)
Pressure (pressure)
I can't go
living on...
Wake Up
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck
up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the
fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Each day more frightening.
All of us wanna
die.
The pressure's tightening.
I don't even want to try.
Should I take
all the stupid bullshit.
What makes them think they can get away with
it.
I'm not happy.
I wish they just...
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck
up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck
up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my
brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the
heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
No more fighting!!
I swear I'm gonna leave.
Talking shit
to spite me.
I wish we just..
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck
up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my
brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the
heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my
brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the
heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for.
Remember what we
play for.
Am I Going Crazy
Am I going crazy
Am I going insane and dazed
Am I too lost
to face this
And what will it cost to escape
Nothing is right
I am
so scared
Hey Daddy
Let me see (let me see).
How my life has been
(taken).
Taken.
This demon (haunts me).
Haunts me.
They're waiting
(help me).
Help me.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me
up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without
them.
Hey, daddy (Daddy).
They are taking me
(away).
Biting.
Facing him (my soul).
My soul.
They're
eating.
Please help me.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am
down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
They carry this thing inside of me.
Wants to get out.
All
it does is scream and shout.
I'm trying not to let them out.
They tell me
to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt
myself.
But I'm not going to listen.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am
down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am
down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without
them.
Hey, Daddy (waiting).
Somebody, Someone
I can't stand to let you in.
I'm just watching you.
And I
don't know what to do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Feeling all the hurt
you hide.
Thought you were my friend.
Seems it never ends.
I need
somebody someone.
Can't somebody help me.
All I need is to be.
Loved
just for me.
Giving you this and that.
Giving gave nothing back.
It's
all related to.
All the things I do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Seeing
all the things you tried.
I am nothing.
I look I sign.
I need someone.
Inside to help me
out.
With what I'm trying.
I'm crying, I'm frying.
In a pile of
shit.
I'm dying.
I'm dying.
I'm dying
I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone.
I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone.
Someone.
No Way
Lately things won't go my way.
Lately everything is
grey.
It feels like something.
It feels like nothing
So I came to
find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way.
So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm
god.
Feeling there's no way.
So I'm angry for today.
Anger's the only thing I've
made.
It feels like something.
No it's nothing.
So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm
god.
Feeling there's no way.
To live this way.
Hating, feeling, falling to the
Place where people haunt me I
can't
Help but keep from falling to the
Place where people call me I
can't
Wait to give them these feelings of hating.
Deep down inside me to
all to take.
Ripping at me.
They're ripping at me.
Ripping at me.
So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm
god.
Feeling there's no way.
(Hating, feeling, falling to the
Place where people haunt me
I can't
Help but keep from falling to the
Place where people call me!)
Let�s Get This Party Startet
A man is crying, takes me to a certain place.
Which I don't
often mind.
You see a family walking.
Always thinking of being somewhere
else in time.
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out
of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
. It doesn't
matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't
handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You
make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party
started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself
sane.
Time is ticking, it makes me feel content.
With what I have
inside.
Constant paranoia surrounds me.
Everyone I see is out to get me.
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out
of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't
matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You
make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party
started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself
sane.
You make me feel insane.
You make me feel insane.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't
matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't
handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You
make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party
started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the
one.
To make myself sane.
I Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot
retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
I wish you could be me.
And then as
you would see.
How tired I am.
And how she kept the best of me.
At
least you couldn't lookin' at me.
While you are raping me.
You are taking
my life.
And sellin it tee hee.
Why should I complain.
At least it
helps my pain.
I am very cool now.
And it doesn't blot my fame.
I am
going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit
oozes out my brain.
Wish you could be me.
And then as you would
see.
How tired I am.
And how you kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're raping me.
At least you
couldn't look at me.
While you're raping me.
You fuckin pussy!
Counting
I can't bare to face what's growing in my head.
Please get
away from me.
Take advantage of what I still guess you do.
One day you'll
pay for me.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As
I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
You just see me as something you throw around.
You were there
for me (there for me).
Beating down to the ground, yes it always
seems.
You take more from me (from me).
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As
I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
It's funny how we get started.
They get their money from the
things on you.
They get your money and the girls and the fame.
I only do
it for the fun.
That's my game.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As
I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As
I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting.
Dirty
Keep knocking.
No one's there.
Pouring down.
Near be
felt.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I
hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
It
stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
Keep hoping.
Nothing to spare.
So my life.
Isn't quite
there.
Feel like a whore.
A dirty whore.
Such a whore.
Dirty.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head
off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my
eyes.
It stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
Into you.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You
dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck (I will take
it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck (I will
take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head
off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my
eyes.
It stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again...