I love people. I know what your thinking, that's not bad. Well it can be. See I ....okay let me start this another way.
I was at Perkins the other night with a good friend of mine. And we were discussing fetishes. So the time came to say what mine was. Do you know what it was?? Innocence. Is that not fucked up or what? What atracts you to guys? Maybe their eyes or their car whatever. For me it's the unexposed minds or bodys..it just draws me to them. Not saying I want to go out and fuck virgins or anything. That's not what Im saying. I like, no love good old fashion christian boys. Men who have their heart and soul in a good place. Men who don't drink, dont smoke, don't have sex, ect. But once I get them...all I can seem to think about is makin' them take just a sip of wine, just a drag off a cigg, or make them want me so bad they forget about their god for awhile. Like they give me a purpose. To show them the things they thought they didn't want. Granted I don't ever prsesure them into anything if they resist that's fine. But on the other hand, it drives me even more.
Here I will give you a couple of samples:
My first boyfriend,Karl, as good and wholsome as they come. He was completly straight and naive. God I still love him. Anyhow, so what did I do to him. Well for one, one day he asked me what movie I wannted to see. So I took him to see "The story of two girls in love",{a lesbian movie} He was like the only guy in the whole theater. it was quite funny. To see his face durring the sex secens. Oh god, he didn't know where to look. It was cute. Karl is married now, she's one lucky girl.
Secound:
I worked at a grocery store at one point in my life and there was this sacker boy. Always talking about going to church, waiting for his wife, how he was home schooled. So on my breaks I started to pick his brain. I was so impressed with his values I told him I was going to test them one day. His face lit up and he was immedatly hooked.He asked me to go to church with him, so I did. The next night I took his virginity.
But like I said before, it's not all about sex. I never had sex with Karl. I respected him too much. So I guess my point is. To everyone. Keep hold on your innocence. It's a beautiful thing.
And girls, don't try this at home.
And boys, ever make out in a water fountian at 12am? It's fun....damn it. Im so fucked up!
The End
