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| El Shadai... |
| many times ive prayed to You.. but not in ages. my lifes jus been such a mess... and not askin You for help is probably the reason why. these walls that surround me, they hold me captive, they are full of pure evil. but You, You could set me free.. but i'm afraid i shall turn from You yet again and have to be saved all over again.. my life is not only goin down, but spiralling in downwards circles. You are so near.. can feel You watchin ova me.. yet, something... satan... is stopping me from reaching out to You. Please, i beg of You rescue me, turn me from my sin.. take away this pain that's affecting my friends, family, grades, and making me physically sick. there it is again, those strings, tearing at me, telling me not to love, not to care, not to talk with You... i'm crying out to You now, before it's too late.. but don't lead me to my death oh Lord, at least do it later.. or let me do it myself. i'm sick of all this.. cut me loose. |
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