ive left you for
death and destruction
although i'm down here
and not up there
i shall always worship you
i think
i refuse to give into satan
i hate him, despise him
i'd spit in his face
but he's got a hold
of my throat
he's choking me,
and turning my head...
tempting me,
intriging me
i wish i were dead
what do i do
where do i gO?
>foul play<
ive become a mistress of foul play
im being worshipped each day
i now own a kingdom
but the stone walls
they dont make me feel forfilled
i traded my sanity.. for this?
what over took me
over threw me?
my beauty is fleeting
pale skin but scarred
because i can't handle the pressure
i cant do it anymore
i dont care about this kingdom
it doesn't need me
i'll go to a better place
anywhere but here
this is too depressing
upsetting
i shall soar
above flames
like a blood stainded dove
as i run looking for help
looking to above
i see a faint light
ive smiled for the first time
my world is about to change, i can feel it
the light is now blinding
but as it comes into view
i see itwas all a trick
itwas fake
just like those stone walls
when im alone
it consumes me
i can't think straight
i can't see straight
and who knows if im still breathing
who cares
i can't hear it
i can only hear the screams
from the underworld
calling my name
what is my name
who am i
im lost
in myself
where do i turn?
i need guidence
so i follow those screams, those howls
right into the depths of hell