cut me loose,
cut me free
can't escape
from these chains
that bind me
im not seeking attention
i want the opposite
don't want you to know
what i'm goin through
so i can't hurt you
there's a chain round my throat
but that isn't all
there's some in my room
and blocking the hall
they're all around me
i'm goin physco
wish i could break free
but im too low
i need freedom
but do i want it?
i want your love
but do i need it?
but not like i care
i jus sleep and stare
i'll eat all day long
then try throw it up
my life is a mess
but i hope i'll pull through
but when i do
you'll be gone
you wont be there
therefore, damnit,
i dont care
i'm sick of this melochany
sick of epathy
sick of being depressed all day long
i wanna break out
punch this closure out of sight
but evil will stand
and put up a fight
can i be stronger than it
if it's already got my soul
can i manage to make a hit
if my arms are chained to the wall
if i could shut up
i would
if i could stop this madness
i would
i jus wanna smile again
i jus wanna laugh again
wanna eat food
and keep it down again
but life's lost it's joy
it's nothin but a toy
so let's have a game
and near the end,
i shall forfeit.
i admit to defeat.