I can't take it
Sadness is all there is
Light is ahead
Eric M 1981~
Loneliness
I was lonely, very lonely indeed,
Loneliness can destroy all living soul,
Longing to be free someday,
Written By Davey w .
Rose of Evil Beauty
Oh beautiful, beautiful, beautiful rose
I came just like the others and stretched out my hand
I'll never forget that horrible night
I sit here a ghost, mourning your death
by,
ARISE FROM DEATH, EXIST, AND ACHIEVE
Speeding uncontrollably down the highway of sin, screaming for
Repeated playbacks of salvation gone dry, witnessing
Unleashed daily from the corridors of death and insanity, the
Attacking maliciously, to feed the poison you so desire,
Psychosis infiltrates the minds weakened state, while terror
Most of humanity revels with jealous minds abstained, when spirits are
Succumbing to another�s words of negativity, breeds mass destruction
Death by Love
I take a breath I think of you
Didn't You Know
Cuddling and holding you so gently
Did I ever let you know how long I held back my emotions
And I'd sit and think and I'd think and sit
I never meant to make you cry
I would have gave the world to keep things at rest
So I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you
I Hate Your Kind
Your bitter kiss is not enough to keep me here
It's all Better when you Close your Eyes
I must admit I'm tired of all this confusion
The Woods and The Light
The woods are too large
With sound everywhere
And the light of morning so far away
Because happiness can't grow
No nutrients to survive
Barren wasteland
The sound so deafening is no more
A hand at the light
Takes mine and leads me through
I have no committed friends, whom I could,
Really trust and rely on,
I have friends, who only share the happy moments,
And would fade away when trials arise,
I often sing songs of loneliness,
I feel like I was the only person on earth,
No one to laugh with or cry with,
It is the cruelest tool for destroying lonely soul,
Here I feel the pain of loneliness,
Feeling of emptiness inside the heart,
Feeling of isolation,
Feeling of unexplainable pain in every parts of the body,
And the mind and soul, slowly torturing them in the cruelest way,
Making an alive human like me screaming in agony and pain,
To be in a place where there is happiness,
Place where there is no more sin, no war, no sadness,
Place of forever peace,
Place of uncountable wishes you could never have thought of,
Place where you could never be lonely,
As if loneliness never exist,
Loneliness how I wish it never exists in this world.
Why do you hurt me so?
You sit there so pretty, you sit there and wait
You appeal to your prey as you set up the bait
My beautiful, beautiful, beautiful rose.
And you stuck your thorns in me, claiming your land
The cut went right through my chest, clear to my heart
Where you gripped me and ripped me and tore me apart.
My beautiful, beautiful, beautiful rose.
When my blood ran red, and I saw fire
When you shook me to quiver, and quiver with fright
As I called my beauty a liar.
'Cause I'd hoped that we'd never part
But you took me to depths that no one else knows
And you stomped on my heart
My beautiful, beautiful, beautiful red
My beautiful, beautiful rose!!
Amanda R. Miller
By: Mark R. Sosa
closure from past scars within, frantically searching for a light,
longing self preservation in this life.
personal failures, desperately trying to regain the sky.
Prince of Darkness arrives, to devour and decapitate
your mental capacity and your will to survive.
castrated visions of carnal hysteria lead you right into the fire.
consumes the spirits willingness to change, by overcoming ones
oppression within, depression slowly fades as light regresses back in.
crushed and slain, overcoming daily strife, striving to survive in this brutal life.
on ones mentally stability, there�s no limit with a mind focused on endless
possibilities, arise from death, exist and achieve.
by Nathaniel Aaron Bryant
As if you consume everything that I do
Now I feel like you're water surrounding me
And every breath I breathe your drowning me
If only there was some way to get you out of my mind
Some way to erase all that past time
My memories only play back my mistakes
A vast album of my heartaches
The way I felt for you was like nothing before
And when I lost you I swear my heart tore
I know theres some way, and I will feel better
I just wish it would come alot sooner than never
by Nathaniel Aaron Bryant
Did I ever let you know what you meant to me
To try not to hurt you, refrain from breaking these devotions
Not a time in my life that I've felt more pain than this
You thought I loved you, well so did I
I wanted to love you, I tried my best
The closest to love I thought I knew
by Nathaniel Aaron Bryant
But more then enough to drive me away I fear
And I'd run away everyday if I knew I'd be closer to you
And I'd give up my all my days on earth if
together we could spend a few
So my ghost may ascend but only after that day
Float into the heavens a weary travelers way
An arm I'd give to make you mine again
but only your arm such a worthless limb
To give all that I have and you betray me once more
Your words only spread disease like the love of a whore
by Nathaniel Aaron Bryant
you put me through
Yet somehow I'm still not tired of you
If you'd just allow me to be a something
then maybe I could understand
Right now I'm not even sure if you want me
as your friend
But my heart still remains yours for the
taking
And not sure of your descisions I pray not the breaking
Is it that you want me to stay
Or am oblivious to your hints I should go away
Give me some clue so I know how to act
Am I your friend? More? Or should I know
that all hope is lacked?