JC was shaking. He
had come with Anna to the hospital for her one-month check-up. It had been
almost a month since they'd gotten back together, and they'd never been closer.
After the affair with Amy, JC had learned that he couldn't live his life
without Anna. She was everything to him.
He was in the waiting room, waiting
for Anna to finish up. After all that happened, he knew there was a possibility
that the disease could come back. It did last time. But he prayed almost
every night that wouldn't happen again.
He was still angry at himself for what
he'd done by leaving Anna by herself and going to be with another woman.
Though no one reminded him of his mistake anymore, it was still always in
the back of his memory, reminding him of the pain he'd caused not only Anna,
but himself. He had never been so miserable in his life. But now everything
seemed like it was back to normal.
The tour was starting in a few months.
And everybody was happy. He just prayed it would last.
It wasn't until his feet started to
ache that JC realized he'd been pacing the floor for the last hour and a
half.
He knew that Anna was going to be fine
deep down, but a part of him still worried that that stupid disease would
come back and try once again to pull them apart. But damn, this time he wouldn't
let it happen.
Anna came up behind him and wrapped
her arms around his waist. “You really shouldn't do that,” she said, knowing
him well enough that she knew he'd been pacing in the waiting room the whole
time she'd been in with the doctor.
He was startled by her touch. He had
no idea that she was there until he had felt her arms around him. “Don't
scare me like that,” he chuckled. “Is everything okay?” He got all serious
all of sudden, but it didn't alarm Anna; she suspected he would ask right
away if she was okay.
“Um..yeah. I think so,” she said cautiously.
“You think so?” His brow furrowed.
“What does that mean? Is it back or...?”
“I'm cured of the disease,” she replied.
“But JC…”
“That's all that matters.”
He lifted her in the air and
spun her around in circles.
“Put me down, JC. You're making me
dizzy,” Anna said, laughing. When he finally put her down, he gave her a
soft kiss. “But there's some other news I don't know how you'll take.”
“Other news?” He froze. God, no. Not
something else. He didn't know what it was, but he had a gut feeling it wasn't
good. “What other news?”
“You know how we set up that baby room
after we moved in?”
Her question confused him, but he nodded.
“Yeah. What about it? And what does it have---” He cut himself off when he
realized what she was trying to tell him. “Oh my God. Are you telling me
that you're pregnant?”
She nodded slowly. She wasn't sure
if he was happy about this or not. JC was just standing there with an uncertain
look on his face. But when he grinned slowly, Anna knew that he was as happy
as she was when she'd heard the news.
He had only been surprised because
he hadn't been expecting it. He'd been spending too much time worrying about
the fact that the disease might come back, that the idea of her being pregnant
never even crossed his mind.
But ever since they'd gotten married
two years ago, he'd been praying that they would be blessed to have a family
of their own.
“Wow. Oh my God, we're going to have
a baby!” he said excitedly. “I guess it wasn't a good idea to spin you around.”
When he laughed, he realized that he
hadn't done that nearly enough lately.
A month ago he had lost his wife, and
felt lower than dirt. Now, he had his wife back and they were going to have
a baby. What a month it had been! Every night they made love, JC trying to
prove to Anna that she was the only one he wanted. He never thought that
would bring them the precious gift of their own son or daughter.
Anna pulled JC into her arms. “I'm
so glad you're happy about this. I was so excited when the doctor told me.
I was afraid that maybe you didn't want a family anymore,” she admitted quietly.
“I always wanted a family with you,”
he said as they walked into the elevator that would take them back downstairs,
so they could go home. “We've always talked about having a family. Did you
really think my mind would change in just a few months?”
She shrugged. “I wanted to ask you,
but I was so caught up in having you back again.”
“Baby,” he said, wrapping his arms
protectively around her waist, “my feelings never changed. Even when I was
being a big jerk, I still loved you and I still wanted a big family with
you. And I still want one.”
“I’m glad you feel that way.” Anna
kissed him. “Now let's go home.”
---A Few Months Later---
Elizabeth was going to be an aunt.
Since Anna had no sisters or brothers,
Anna had asked Elizabeth and Justin to be their baby’s aunt and uncle. Elizabeth
had been excited ever since Anna had told her just a few days after Anna
had found out about being pregnant.
Justin was excited, too, but he had
a more important thing on his mind.
Justin shifted the box in his pocket.
“Why am I so nervous?” he asked himself.
Elizabeth would be home in a few hours,
and he had nearly everything set up for the big evening, but he couldn't
shake his jitters. After two and a half years, he was finally going to propose
to her.
The tour was set to begin in a few
days, and he wanted to ask her before he left. It wasn't that he was uncertain
what her answer would be, because she had said countless times that she wanted
to spend the rest of her life with him. She had to have known that they would
get married eventually. If it wasn't after they had made love, it was during
those other times when it was just the two of them alone and he was looking
at her like he was going to devour her. He knew that she meant every word
she said, and he meant it too when he told her he wanted to spend the rest
of his life with her, too.
Then why the hell was he so damn nervous?
His hands were shaking still as he
tried to set the table. He cussed loudly, and stuck his hands in his back
pockets of his jeans.
This is crazy, he thought.
She's
going to say yes. Stop fidgeting!
“Come on now,” he said out loud, “you
can do this. You have to get things ready before she gets home.”
He removed his hands from his pocket
and went back to setting the table. Within twenty minutes, he had everything
set up.
All he had to do now was wait for Elizabeth.
And she was taking her sweet time.
Justin glanced at his watch again for
the fifth time in ten minutes.
Where is she? he asked himself.
But before he could do anything else,
the door opened and Elizabeth stepped inside. Since the lights were out and
only candles were burning all around the room, she eyed him suspiciously
when she spotted him in the living room.
“Was there a blackout or something?”
she asked, setting down her bag and hanging up her coat in the hallway. She
walked over to him and wrapped her arms around him, giving him a quick kiss.
She hadn't seen him all day.
He smiled triumphantly. “No, there
wasn't a blackout. But I do have a surprise for you.”
“Oh. This is just part of the surprise.
You're so romantic,” she said, giving him another kiss.
“You're gonna distract me,” he whispered.
“Later you can have your way with me.”
“Oh goody,” she said, laughing. “So...what's
the surprise?”
“You'll see.” He grinned. He took her
hand and led her to the kitchen where there were more candles lit, two of
them on the table by two plates and two glasses of wine.
She covered her mouth. “You cooked
dinner.” It wasn't that she was surprised, she just didn't know that he could
cook. Or maybe he couldn't, she thought when she smelt something burning.
“Don't worry,” he laughed. “It isn't
my cooking. I ordered in.”
“Then what's that smell?”
He pouted. “Are you trying to say I
smell bad?”
“No.” She laughed. “I just smell something
funny.“
He pouted again. “Gee, aren't you being
kind this evening.”
She couldn't help it; she giggled.
“I'm sorry, sweetie.”
Then she realized that the smell wasn't
the food, and it wasn't him, but it was the smell of the candles. He had
bought wood scented candles. She coughed. The one smell she hated, and he
bought the candles and had them lying throughout the house.
Oh well, she thought. Who cares?
“It looks lovely,” she said, referring
to the food.
“Let's eat, then,” he said.
He knew she would be hungry cause she'd
been working all day, and he knew she rarely went for a lunch break.
They ate the dinner in silence. She
had to admit this was the best food she'd ever tasted. Though it was just
chicken and some cooked vegetables, she thought it was good.
“It was good,” she told him later when
they were done and snuggled up on the couch.
He had his arms draped across her stomach,
and his head was pressed up against hers. It still boggled his mind how he
ever lived without touching her. Or loving her.
“Hmm,” he said.
She laughed. Ever since she'd said
that the first time they made love, Justin always found a time to use it.
He, who always tried to be romantic.
“Hmm?” he asked.
She shut him up with a passionate kiss.
That normally would have been enough
to shut him up for the whole night, but he had something he had to do.
When he got up, Elizabeth looked at
him.
“Where are you going?” she asked.
He pushed her back on the couch when
she started to get up. “Stay there,” he said, as he got down on his knees.
It didn't take long before Elizabeth realized what Justin was doing.
She covered her mouth with her hand
when he released the box from his pocket and opened it, revealing a beautiful,
10 carat diamond engagement ring. “Holy shit,” she muttered.
“Don't say anything yet,” he whispered.
He noticed her hands were shaking, glad that he had her right where he wanted
her.
“I love you more than anything. And
I know our relationship hasn't exactly been easy, and I know it will never
be easy. But I know I could never walk away from you. From the start, I knew
you were someone special. But after what happened with Meg, I thought I could
never care about someone again. But you made me feel things that I never
thought I'd feel with someone. You never treated me differently. When I would
meet a girl, she would only see me for being in NSYNC, she never saw me for
me. But you did. When we met, we were both going through hard break ups and
we were trying to move on with our lives. When JC first told me that we were
having dinner with Anna and her friend, I could have cared less if a building
collapsed on me. I tried everything to get out of it. But JC had been right.
I needed to get over Meg. And I know it was fate that I met you that night.
If I hadn't, I wouldn't be with you now. I wouldn't be the happiest guy in
the world. I know that being with me isn't easy, but I know that I won't
ever let you go. You're mine, and I'm yours, and that's never going to change.
This is it for me. What I need to know is if this is it for you. Will you
spend the rest of your life with me? Will you marry me?”
She took a deep breath and told herself
to stop crying. But she couldn't stop the tears. That was the most romantic
thing anyone had ever said to her. She knew even before he started talking
what her answer would be.
She had been hoping that he would propose
one day...but she hadn't expected it to be so soon. She felt the same way
as he did.
When they first met, she had been a
little sceptical, too. But from the moment they met, her life had been changed
forever. She didn't know when she started loving him, but she knew now that
she would never stop. She was going to spend the rest of her life with him.
Who cares about what life threw them.
They could deal with all the bad and the good together.
“Yes,” she whispered. “I'll spend the
rest of my life with you. Yes, I'll marry you.”
He could feel the wet tears rolling
down his face, but he didn't care. He was happy. He could cry if he want
to. The person he loved more than anything had just agreed to be his wife.
“I love you so much,” he said, pulling
her into his arms.
“I love you.” She started showering
his face with soft, sweet kisses.
Soon he was laughing, and rolled them
both to the floor. “Wait,” he said, sitting up. “Let me put the ring on your
finger first.”
Elizabeth sat up and watched in amazement
as Justin slipped the engagement ring on her finger. When he slipped it on,
she took his hand in hers and looked into his eyes.
“We can get through anything. It doesn't
matter what life brings us, we'll get through it together.”
“I know,” he said, wiping the tears
from her eyes with his finger. “You made me believe in love again. And I'm
going to show you everyday how grateful I am for all the gifts you've given
me.”
“How about you show me right now?”
He felt his groin ache. Damn, that
woman knew exactly how to get to him. And he was smiling wide as she pressed
her lips to his, and dragged him back down to the floor.
Yes. Life was definitely going to be
interesting having Elizabeth as his wife.