JC was shaking. He had come with Anna to the hospital for her one-month
checkup. It had been almost a month since they'd gotten back together,
and they'd never been closer. After the affair with Amy, JC had learned
that he couldn't live his life without Anna. She was everything to him.
He was in the waiting room, waiting for Anna to finish up. After all that
happened, he knew there was a possibility that the disease could come back.
It did last time. But he prayed almost every night that wouldn't happen
again.
He was still angry at himself for what he'd done by leaving Anna by herself
and going to be with another woman. Though no one reminded him of his mistake
anymore, it was still always in the back of his memory, reminding him of
the pain he'd caused not only Anna, but himself. He had never been so miserable
in his life. But now everything seemed like it was back to normal. The
tour was starting in a few months. And everybody was happy. He just prayed
it would last.
It wasn't until his feet started to ache that JC realized he'd been pacing
the floor for the last hour and a half. He knew that Anna was going to
be fine deep down, but a part of him still worried that that stupid disease
would come back and try once again to pull them apart. But damn, this time
he wouldn't let it happen.
A few minutes later, Anna came up behind him and wrapped her arms around
his waist. "You really shouldn't do that," she said, knowing him well enough
that she knew he'd been pacing in the waiting room the whole time she'd
been in with the doctor.
He was startled by her touch. He had no idea that she was there until he
had felt her arms around his waist. "Don't scare me like that," he chuckled.
"Is everything okay?" He got all serious all of sudden, but it didn't alarm
Anna; she suspected he would ask right away if she was okay.
"Um..yeah. I think so," she said cautiously.
"You think so?" His brow furrowed. "What does that mean? Is it back or...?"
"I'm cured of the disease," she replied. "But JC..."
"That's all that matters." He lifted her in the air and spun her around
in circles.
"Put me down, JC. You're making me dizzy," Anna said, laughing. When he
finally put her down, he gave her a soft kiss. "But there's some other
news I don't know how you'll take."
"Other news?" He froze. God, no. Not something else. He didn't know what
it was, but he had a gut feeling it wasn't good. "What other news?"
"You know how we set up that baby room after we moved in?"
Her question confused him, but he nodded. "Yeah. What about it? And what
does it have---" He cut himself off when he realized what she was trying
to tell him. "Oh my God. Are you telling me that you're pregnant?"
She nodded slowly. She wasn't sure if he was happy about this or not. JC
was just standing there with an uncertain look on his face. But when he
grinned slowly, Anna knew that he was as happy as she was when she'd heard
the news.
He had only been surprised because he hadn't been expecting it. He'd been
spending too much time worrying about the fact that the disease might come
back, that the idea of her being pregnant never even crossed his mind.
But ever since they'd gotten married two years ago, he'd been praying that
they would be blessed to have a family of their own.
"Wow. Oh my God, we're going to have a baby!" he said excitedly. "I guess
it wasn't a good idea to spin you around." When he laughed, he realized
that he hadn't done that nearly enough lately.
A month ago he had lost his wife, and felt lower than dirt. Now, he had
his wife back and they were going to have a baby. What a month it had been!
Every night they made love, JC trying to prove to Anna that she was the
only one he wanted. He never thought that would bring them the precious
gift of their own son or daughter.
Anna pulled JC into her arms. "I'm so glad you're happy about this. I was
so excited when the doctor told me. I was afraid that maybe you didn't
want a family anymore," she admitted quietly.
"I always wanted a family with you," he said as they walked into the elevator
that would take them back downstairs, so they could go home. "We've always
talked about having a family. Did you really think my mind would change
in just a few months?"
She shrugged. "I wanted to ask you, but I was so caught up in having you
back again."
"Baby," he said, wrapping his arms protectively around her waist, "my feelings
never changed. Even when I was being a big jerk, I still loved you and
I still wanted a big family with you. And that's never going to change.
Ever."
"I'm glad you feel that way." Anna kissed him. "Now let's go home."
Elizabeth was going to be an aunt.
Since Anna had no sisters or brothers, Anna had asked Elizabeth and Justin
to be her and JC's baby aunt and uncle. Elizabeth had been excited ever
since Anna had told her just a few days after Anna had found out about
being pregnant. Justin was excited, too, but he had a more important thing
on his mind.
Justin shifted the box in his pocket. "Why am I so nervous?" he asked himself.
Elizabeth would be home in a few hours, and he had nearly everything set
up for the big evening, but he couldn't shake his jitters. After two and
a half years, he was finally going to propose to her.
The tour was set to begin in a few days, and he wanted to ask her before
he left. It wasn't that he was uncertain what her answer would be, because
she had said countless times that she wanted to spend the rest of her life
with him. She had to have known that they would get married eventually.
If it wasn't after they had made love, it was during those other times
when it was just the two of them alone and he was looking at her like he
was going to devour her. He knew that she meant every word she said, and
he meant it too when he told her he wanted to spend the rest of his life
with her, too.
Then why the hell was he so damn nervous?
His hands were shaking still as he tried to set the table. He cussed loudly,
and stuck his hands in his back pockets of his jeans. This is crazy, he
thought. She's going to say yes. Stop fidgeting!
"Come on now," he said outloud, "you can do this. You have to get things
ready before she gets home." He removed his hands from his pocket and went
back to setting the table. Within twenty minutes, he had everything set
up.
All he had to do now was wait for Elizabeth.
And she was taking her sweet time.
Justin glanced at his watch again for the fifth time in ten minutes. Where
is she? he asked himself. But before he could do anything else, the door
opened and Elizabeth stepped inside. Since the lights were out and only
candles were burning all around the room, she eyed him suspiciously when
she spotted him in the living room.
"Was there a blackout or something?" she asked, setting down her bag and
hanging up her coat in the hallway. She walked over to him and wrapped
her arms around him, giving him a quick kiss. She hadn't seen him all day.
He smiled triumpantly. "No, there wasn't a blackout. But I do have a surprise
for you."
"Oh. This is just part of the surprise. You're so romantic," she said,
giving him another kiss.
"You're gonna distract me," he whispered. "Later you can have your way
with me."
"Oh goody," she said, laughing. "So...what's the surprise?"
"You'll see." He grinned. He took her hand and led her to the kitchen where
there were more candles lit, two of them on the table by two plates and
two glasses of wine.
She covered her mouth. "You cooked dinner." It wasn't that she was surprised,
she just didn't know that he could cook. Or maybe he couldn't, she thought
smelling something burning.
"Don't worry," he laughed. "It isn't my cooking. I ordered in."
"Then what's that smell?"
He pouted. "Are you trying to say I smell bad?"
"No," she laughed, "I just smell something funny."
He pouted again. "Gee, aren't you being kind this evening."
She couldn't help it; she giggled. "I'm sorry, sweetie." Then she realized
that the smell wasn't the food, and it wasn't him, but it was the smell
of the candles. He had bought wood scented candles. She coughed. The one
smell she hated, and he bought the candles and had them lying throughout
the house.
Oh well, she thought. Who cares? "It looks lovely," she said, referring
to the food.
"Let's eat, then." He knew she would be hungry cause she'd been working
all day, and he knew she rarely went for a lunch break.
They ate the dinner in silence. She had to admit this was the best food
she'd ever tasted. Though it was just chicken parmasean, it was the best
she'd ever tasted.
"It was good," she said later when they were done and snuggled up on the
couch. He had his arms draped across her stomach, and his head was pressed
up against hers. It still boggled his mind how he ever lived without touching
her. Or loving her.
"Hmm," he said.
She laughed. Ever since she'd said that the first time they made love,
Justin always found a time to use it. He, who always tried to be romantic.
"Hmm?" he asked.
She shut him up with a passionate kiss.
That normally would have been enough to shut him up for the whole night,
but he had something he had to do. When he got up, Elizabeth looked at
him.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
He pushed her back on the couch when she started to get up. "Stay there,"
he said, as he got down on his knees. It didn't take long before Elizabeth
realized what Justin was doing.
She covered her mouth with her hand when he released the box from his pocket
and opened it, revealing a beautiful, 10 carrat diamond engagement ring.
"Holy shit," she muttered.
He stared up at her in disbelief. He had never heard her swear before.
He wasn't even sure if she knew how.
"Don't say anything yet," he whispered. He noticed her hands were shaking,
glad that he had her right where he wanted her.
"I love you more than anything. And I know our relationship hasn't exactly
been easy, and I know it will never be easy. But I know I could never walk
away from you. From the start, I knew you were someone special. But after
what happened with Meg, I thought I could never care about someone again.
But you made me feel things that I never thought I'd feel with someone.
You never treated me differently. When I would meet a girl, she would only
see me for being in NSYNC, she never saw me for me. But you did. When we
met, we were both going through hard breakups and we were trying to move
on with our lives. When JC first told me that we were having dinner with
Anna and her friend, I could have cared less if a building collapsed on
me. I tried everything to get out of it. But JC had been right. I needed
to get over Meg. And I know it was fate that I met you that night. If I
hadn't, I wouldn't be with you now. I wouldn't be the happiest guy in the
world. I know that being with me isn't easy, but I know that I won't ever
let you go. You're mine, and I'm yours, and that's never going to change.
This is it for me. What I need to know is if this is it for you. Will you
spend the rest of your life with me? Will you marry me?"
She took a deep breath and told herself to stop crying. But she couldn't
stop the tears. That was the most romantic thing anyone had ever said to
her. She knew even before he started talking what her answer would be.
She had been hoping that he would propose one day...but she hadn't expected
it to be so soon. She felt the same way as he did. When they first met,
she had been a little skeptical, too. But from the moment they met, her
life had been changed forever. She didn't know when she started loving
him, but she knew now that she would never stop. She was going to spend
the rest of her life with him. Who cares about what life threw them. They
could deal with all the bad and the good together.
"Yes," she whispered. "I'll spend the rest of my life with you. Yes, I'll
marry you."
He could feel the wet tears rolling down his face, but he didn't care.
He was happy. He could cry if he want to. The person he loved more than
anything had just agreed to be his wife. "I love you so much," he said,
pulling her into his arms.
"I love you." She started showering his face with soft, sweet kisses. Soon
he was laughing, and rolled them both to the floor.
"Wait," he said, sitting up. "Let me put the ring on your finger first."
Elizabeth sat up and watched in amazement as Justin slipped the engagement
ring on her finger. When he slipped it on, she took his hand in hers and
looked into his eyes. "We can get through anything. It doesn't matter what
life brings us, we'll get through it together."
"I know," he said, wiping the tears from her eyes with his finger. "You
made me believe in love again. And I'm going to show you everyday how grateful
I am for all the gifts you've given me."
"How about you show me right now?"
Justin raised an eyebrow. Elizabeth had never been this forward before.
But he loved this side of her. He felt his groin ache. Damn, that woman
knew exactly how to get to him.
And he was smiling wide as she pressed her lips to his, and dragged him
back down to the floor.
Yes. Life was definately going to be interesting having Elizabeth as his
wife.