Hannah was very upset
when the purser informed her that neither he or any of the other crew on
ship had located the missing ring.
“I can’t believe I lost it.” Hannah
was sitting on the second step of the staircase, her hands covering her face.
She sighed. “I lost my mother’s wedding ring. Damn unbelievable.”
Lance put an arm around her shoulder,
trying to make her feel better. This ring was really important to her. But
she must have dropped it somewhere, but where?
With her face still covered, she let
out another loud sigh. “Maybe I’ll go out to the boat deck and look for it.
Maybe they missed a spot or something,” Hannah said, finally uncovering her
face. She saw Lance smiling at her.
And now he was extending his hand.
“Come on, I’ll go with you,” he said.
“You don’t have to do this…”
“I want to, and I’m going to. No buts
about it, okay?” Lance wasn’t going to take no for answer. Hannah had no
more time to think about it because he had her by the hand and was pulling
her towards the door that led to the boat deck and the gymnasium.
Hannah was checking out by the ladder
that she had been standing by earlier that morning, but could find nothing
around it but a few hair pins. She picked those up anyway, and stuffed them
into her jacket pocket.
You never know when they would come
in handy.
Lance was busy inspecting the spot
in and around the many scattered deck chairs. “What does this ring look like?”
he asked. “Is there anything on it that might help me know what I’m looking
for exactly?”
Hannah picked at the side of her pants,
trying desperately to remember the description that was on the inside of
the wedding band. “It’s gold,” she said. “And…”
She paused to think again, and the
big smile that appeared on herself a few seconds later gave Lance a clear
indication that she had either remembered where she’d dropped it, or she
remembered something significant that was on the ring.
“There’s an inscription on it,” Hannah
told him. “My father had it carved on the ring before they were married.
It says, ‘For my love, my life, my wife.’ And there’s a little heart after
the word wife.”
“Small diamond, big diamond?”
Hannah rubbed the back of her neck.
“It’s not big, but it’s not small, either.”
“So where was the ring when you lost
it?” he asked.
“Well, I was standing behind that ladder
this morning. The last time I saw it was this morning before I met you guys
for breakfast.”
“And where was it?”
“In my pocket,” Hannah told him. The
possibility of her losing it during breakfast was impossible because she
had been jingling it with her finger while she and Lance had been talking
earlier on the boat deck. “I lost it out here, I know it.”
They looked for over an hour around
the large space of the entire deck, but neither had any luck.
Hannah groaned and rubbed her face.
“I lost it. I can’t believe I lost it.” And the fact that Lance was rubbing
her shoulders wasn’t helping at all. It was only making her more tense.
“I’m sure it’ll turn up,” he said,
trying to reassure her. But now he wasn’t so sure.
After all, if someone found an expensive
ring, what kind of person would turn it in? There were just too many people
on this ship. If anyone had found it, they probably intended on keeping it
without trying to find it’s owner.
She stared at him almost in disbelief.
“Are you always this positive?” Hannah asked. “I’ve never heard you say a
negative thing since I’ve met you.”
Lance shrugged, he had never really
thought about that before. He tried his best never to be negative. “I’m not
always positive, you know,” he told her. “I had myself believing that after
this morning you would never talk to me again. And look at us now.”
“You’re the one that wanted to help
me my mother’s ring,” she pointed out. “I’m only talking to you because I
have to.”
“Does that mean you’re not going to
talk to me after this?” Lance asked her. “Cause I’d be rather disappointed.”
Without much luck, Hannah tried not
to smile, but she failed. “Did you mean what you said to Joey?” she asked
quietly. “Because if you did….”
“I didn’t.”
“You were just mad at me, weren’t you?
For saying all those mean things to you earlier.” Hannah nodded her head.
“I’ll admit that I didn’t exactly choose the most appropriate words.”
“I’ll say,” Lance muttered. “Is it
so hard to believe that I want to be your friend?”
Instead of answering that question,
Hannah asked a different one about an entirely different subject. “Whose
Janine?”
Lance tensed, his entire body froze
in place. “Just a girl.”
“From back home? A girlfriend, a friend,
an ex-girlfriend?”
“Ex,” he replied coldly. “And I don’t
know what the fuck she thinks she’s doing. I don’t want her around, and she
should know that after our last conversation.”
“What happened?”
Lance sat on the closet deck chair
and ran his fingers through his hair before placing them back in his lap.
“We’d been together for about four months,” he started, shaking his head.
“No wait, it was six months. I came home from work one day. You see, I used
to work for a courier company.”
“You came home and found her gone?”
He laughed. “Not quite.”
“Then what happened?”
“I walked up to my bedroom, and found
her in bed with one of my co-workers, who also happened to be a close friend
of mine.” He closed his hand into a fist and looked straight out at the lifeboat
in front of him.
“Oh.” Hannah felt for him. Though she
had never been in a serious relationship with anybody, she knew what it felt
like to be lead on and lied to. “I’m so sorry,” she said softly.
“It’s been a long time since I’ve seen
her.”
Lance looked back over at Hannah and
realized she really felt bad for him. It was in her eyes. It was nice that
someone cared. Not that his friends hadn’t, but they just didn’t understand.
They had always disliked Janine and had felt like they had been proved right
by her actions.
“Then I guess that explains why you
looked so uncomfortable with her around tonight,” Hannah said. “It wasn’t
just me being there?”
He smiled. “I was glad you were there.
I wanted to apologize for earlier. I did kind of blow your head off.”
“I shouldn’t have criticized the way
you live your life,” she said. “I have no right to tell you who you spent
your time with and how you spend your life.”
“I got to admit it that after a few
hours of thinking about it, that you were right,” Lance admitted.
Hannah smiled smugly. “I was, wasn’t
I?”
“But it’s the way my life has been
since Janine and I broke up,” he told her. “And if that’s the way I want
to live, I don’t want to criticized about it, okay? You shouldn’t be worrying
about me, anyway. Concentrate on yourself.”
“So you can worry about me but I can’t
worry about you? That makes a hell of a lot of sense.”
“I guess that doesn’t sound fair, does
it?”
“Not at all.”
Hannah looked up and him and they both
looked into each other’s eyes, looking lost. When had he come to matter so
much to her? Why did she care so much about him? Why couldn’t she just forget
him and walk away?
He broke away from the gaze when Lance
realized he’d been staring at her. “Let’s go down to the lounge. I’ll buy
you a drink,” he offered.
For the first time, Hannah agreed without
having a but or a complaint. “Okay.”
And as they walked back inside, Lance
wondered how the mood between them changed so quickly. A few hours ago, she
was mad at hell at him. And he had managed to convince himself that he never
wanted to see her again. And now here they were, and Hannah was even willing
to let him buy her a drink.
He didn’t want to question it, so he
just went with it, enjoying the moment. Little did he know, it would only
be the beginning of a dangerous road.