"I trust you, Lord, even though I don't know how to trust. You can help me. I believe You. Help my unbelief. I admit it, I don't know too much. In fact, the more I learn, the more obvious it is I hardly know anything. But I want to know You, and learn about You. Please lead me in my search. Help me to know You, more and more. Help me to know You more perfectly.
"Keep on asking, and you will be given what you ask for. Keep on looking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened." Matthew 7:7
"Sure, I feel stupid, coming to You, God. I was never even sure if You existed. I mean, pretty much everyone says You don't exist. That You're like Santa Claus. But I sense this is not the case. I really do feel You revealing Yourself to me. And, surprise of surprises, it's NOT stupid. You're not stupid. You created me, You created my mind, You have an intelligence I cannot begin to comprehend. Ok, I give up. You win. And I realize that this is how I win. Please, give me knowledge, Your knowledge. Fill me, Lord, reveal to me how to know You better, how to love You better. Help my unbelief."
"Draw close to God, and God will draw close to you." James 4:8
"I'm sorry, Father. Can I call You that? I'm sorry for ignoring You all these years. For pretending that You don't exist. Or for allowing people to trick me into actually not believing in You. I DO know You exist. I'm so sorry for the life I've led, but I know You are so big, so kind, and so gracious, that You have room for me in Your heart. I now know that I've always BEEN in Your heart, even though I haven't allowed You into mine. I want to do that now, Father. I want to do that now. I accept You, God, Father, Lord and Savior. I thank You, for forgiving me, for loving me, for revealing Yourself to me."
"For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten Son, that whosever believeth in Him, should not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16
