Dreaming
by Joy Myrn R. Gitamondoc
I know you'll never be mine
Till the end of time
But why do I have to feel this way
Too confused and bothered each day
Why won't you get out of my life
And bring back my peace of mind
You caused me some sleepless nights
Which I think was never right
I never thought I'd go this far
Like reaching a very distant star
I wished I never knew you
So that I'd never feel blue
But I know you've brought me happiness
No one can ever guess
I'm now thankful for the time
When I dreamed that you were mine
It was a nice feeling
But quite habit forming
Now I'm trying to stop this thing
So I won't be expecting anything
I'm fond of making illusions
That made me think you're not a delusion
That's why I kept hoping
We won't have a sad ending
But now I realize
That it would never be
And you'll never be mine
Poor thing! I hope I'll just be fine
I know this is just an infatuation
Which started from my stupid imagination
I know you're not the right one
Still my heart longs for you to be the one
I know we'll soon be apart
One thing's sure, you'll always be in my heart
And I'll keep on dreaming and dreaming
Till you say to me it's a mutual feeling