Hidden Emotions
Everyone in the store stopped what they were doing and looked up when I
entered the store. //Damn, I hate it when people stare.//
What am I thinking. I know I'm going to loose. I mean Sylia hasn't even
agreed to this yet. I might as well get something that's not TOO girly.
I mean think about what would happen to my reputation if one of my fans
was to see that!
I flipped through the clossest rack I saw and helt a low cut pink dress
out in-front of me to see what it would look like.
"Ohh...well. If it's any more 'desent' Sylia wont agree and besides, I got
things to do!." I muttered softly to my-self as I went to find Sylia.
"How much does this cost?"
That was the last thing that I wanted to say to her at the moment, but ohh
well.
"Priss, are you crazy? What are 'you' doing with that?"
"I'm here to make a bet."
"Ok...shot."
"Here's the deal. If NeNe messes up again tonight then I'll let you take
pictures of me wearing 'THIS'" I said as I helt up the repulsove thing.
"And If you win?"
"Then you get off my back about her."
"Deal, but I got to have this in writing."
"Shit! you don't go easy do ya? Hand me some paper."
"As you wish."
//This is going to bite the big one.// I thought as I wrote
down the details of the bet and signed it.
"Ohh....and don't sell this as an autograph. OK?"
"Got ya! Ohh and Priss?"
"What?"
"Why are you doing this?"
//Cause I know how it feels to not be given a fair chance.//
"Cause I'm
a gambler." was my answer.
"WHAT THE HELL!!" I screamed as NeNe's suit went dead in the boomer's hand.
"Guess I lost this bet."
"What bet?"
My mind wandered to my earlyer conversation with Sylia for a moment.
"Priss, What bet?"
"Just forget it ok?"
"Ok."
"PRISS!!!! BEHIND YOU!!"
"SHIT! They don't give us many breaks do they?"
I gave him all I had and he didn't even flinch! Man...this guys tought.
All most instantly, Sylia apperead!
"Sylia! Just on time girl. What happened to NeNe's suit? It's like the boomer
drained all the energy from it."
"That's exactly what he did. Ohh...and by the way. I won."
"iknow....."
Dear Diary,
I don't know what's been up w/ me l8ly. I haven't been myself. I mean
I'm not the type of person to be taken advantage of. NeNe souldn't be Knight
Sabers. She's just not the right type for the job. I know it, Sylia knows
it, but I still arguee w/ Sylia when she brings it up. I mean It's NeNe's
dream. I can't take that from her. I know too well what it feels like to
be denied a wish. You think I wanted this life? Of course, I've got plenty
of danger and fame in my life, but I don't ever get a break. Everyone expects
me to be the bad girl and realy I'm not. Really all I want is to have a
relationship that's more than a 1 night stand or a wild weekend, but 'that
would ruin your rep.....' I want nthing more than to have a good family
life like Linna. Her parents love her to death and the stuff that she complains
about! I mean time stops just because her dad doesn't agree with her working
in the city. If I even had a dad to argue w/ I'd be happy, but I don't........
I never will........ SHIT!!!!!!! Sylia's coming!
--Priss--
"Come on Priss. Smile!" NeNe yelled in her squeeky voice as she pulled on
my cheeks as Sylia took the pictures.
"Priss, you really need to dress like that more!"
//I was wrong after all. I don't need a family. My home's here with NeNe
and the girls. This is where I belong. Finaly. It's not perfact, but it
sure does feel like it.//