by Cleo
I look out in the darkened room. My eyes are filled with tears.
My heart with longing
I wonder where you are, what you do.
If you miss me, or think of me at all
My questions are always left unanswered.
I never ask you......
I curl up in your favourite chair.
Lean my cheek on the soft velvet,
pretending it`s your skin.
I wear your unwashed shirt, because it smells like you.
If i close my eyes and think back.
I can almost feel your presence in the air.
In the back of my head I hear that soft melodic voice of yours.
I feel your hand brush against my cheek, when it does not.
And oh, how I want you......
I shake my head, I can`t keep on doing this to myself.
I listen to you sing crash and burn. But you`re wrong you know....
I`m all alone
I haven`t spoken to you in a week.
Last I heard, you were on the other side of the world.
You said that you missed me, and would be back soon.
I didn`t ask when. I know you miss me, but I can also hear
the happiness in your voice when you speak of your music.
It`s your life.....
I know.........
But I can`t help but feel like this sometimes. Like there`s just no room left for me.
Don`t get me wrong..
I`m thankful for the times we do spend together
One hour with you, makes me forget that you were ever gone.
I miss to watch you when you sleep.
Sometimes I sit like this and look at you.
The soft curve on your lips.
Your pale, soft skin...
Your long eyelashes draw shades of grey on your skin
In your sleep you reach for me and call out my name
I miss the way you say my name
It sounds like the sweetest melody, on your lips.
I miss your mood.
It can take me all over the world, and back home again, in one day.
You are uanble to hide your feelings, and so I join the ride.
I have travelled to the deepest valley of sorrow,
to the highest montain of joy.
I`ve been to the warmest part of Africa,
to the coldest side of Sibir.
And all for the love of you.
And I never once regret meeting you
I wouldn`t trade it for the world
This is the way it`s gotta be. But I`ll hang on, I`ll wait for you.
Because I know that in the end, the reward I get for this
Is a lifetime with you.
I open my eyes as a sound pierce my thoughts
My heart jumps at the footsteps in the stairs
I know those steps
I can`t move, I look at the door
It`s you.........
we lock eyes
you close the distance in one step
you hold me in your arms
together.....
at last
and the feeling is so incredible
I could not begin to describe it in words........
