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| In Lust, Yet In Love The memories fade As time passes The tides of existence Scream with fury There is no help for Survival There is no more Space Colliding with infinity A pardoned lore In lust, yet in love A child like cry from Within a forest Death is my only Salvation Fear is my only Emotion Hatred is my only Consequence Guilt is my only Love In love, yet in lust... JP |
| Falling Into the past I go Tormented Tormented into being someone that I am not, Someone that I cannot choose to be, Someone that I will not be. I cannot confide in anyone, With the trust that I hold inside My heart and mind. But yet not in my soul, Being in fear is not the way to live. Nevertheless, I am. I choose not to be this way, But yet my mind keeps me In this state of existence. Is there anyone that can clear My dignity. JP |
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| Content I am aware Of the world around Me. I am perfect within My surroundings. I fade away into my Mind. The white caverns Of my existence Concaving in on Themselves. Leaving nothing but Pain & ruin. I want to be Free from this Content. To just sit Alone with No worry No voices No pain. Can I feel pain? Do I need to feel this Pain? Why am I surrounding My self with awkwardness With voices With pain With worry I ask myself the questions Of darkness Of depths in time Eternally falling. Gliding towards Infinity, Fighting for air Running to darkness� JP |
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| Sanity From within the cold i cry weeping for salvation. destiny unto myself given. my minds awash with fury yet i stand still and calm pooring from the outside on my knees i fall wish for more wish for less tears well but dont seep fears concocted from the outside. pain on the surface only shows a portion from within JP |
| Living Within the Depths of My Own Fury I chase the wellness away fear within fear light from within the shadows of my pervailing dreams cowardness is my only other mask of protection having no power over the future JP |
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| life within death, Light into Darkness finding a place of peace, only to be shadded upon the fragments of my own self pity. pulling my self to just live, Need not the time or day of death, for I am a balencing act, Fears of falling with in myself. JP |
| I have loved and Lost in and instant, For Myself I can not bare. Within the Shadows I fly, For my Forsaken Past. Dead are the memorys of old, swept away by time. Picture Fade and Tears are shed. Pain is left to unwind. Leaving only a quivering mass, to find a Heart, Mind, and a Soul. Searching for a Truth Within, But only Finding Loss. Blood is shed, and emotions are fought. Death itself is Binded, in an ever changing maze. For When Death is Needed, It will Be Called Upon. |
| Fear Fear is my only hope. emotions are thrown away. feeling of pain down deep Swells like the rage'ing sea. a cold hand surrounds my soul. Passion seeps from every poor. to be continued......... |
| Waiting but I staind alone and cold waiting for this night to end. waiting for the knife to bleed. waiting for my skin to cry. Waiting for my blood to burn |