Into your hands                       11-14-01

 

Amazing, simply amazing

Is this a stupid thing to wish for?

Am I throwing away my love?

God, I don’t know how I should be feeling

I don’t’ know if this is right.

What huge obstacles stand in the way

Yet you promise

“Nothing is impossible”

Echoes through my mind

“What ifs” circle my thoughts

“If onlys” are good friends

and dearly beloved to the “what ifs”

Lord, why are you torturing me so?

Why did you put these thoughts in my mind?

I can’t handle even dreaming this might be so

My very being screams for the answer,

NOW it must me now,

Everything must be known NOW!

My soul longs, and morns, I ask why.

I’m nearly faint with thoughts

Worries, hopes and dreams

Take all these thoughts Father

Clean my cranium of the confusion

Make me fresh and new

Into your hands, I lay my heart to rest.