| I loved you, you were like a sister to me when I found out you had a pain inside, it killed me. I wanted to carry you through I tried best I could to give you support, When you needed it most I prayed for you 24/7 when things got grim I never knew I wake to know you'd gone to be with HIM To learn of your death, to know of your pain greives my heart in so many ways. I wanted to help, Lord knows I tried I was there everytime that you cried You said you be okay,last night on the phone I wanted to be there, so you wouldn't be alone when I got the call of news, to my horror I did find You needed me, but you thought I would mind I dropped the phone when I heard the news, my heart on pause I thought of you If only I had stayed the night with you dear, Maybe today you'd still be here. I wanted to know what you'd be like when you aged 65 But I won't get to know, because you're no longer alive. I have a hole in my heart, and I can't close it up I lost my best friend, and I'm all broken up I told you I loved you, last night on the phone Not knowing it was to be the last So as I sit, with this pen in my hand, thinking about all the times we had I miss a little, a miss you alot I wish for a moment I have taken that shot. You'd still be here, and you'd be okay I'd give up my place to have around one more day Copyright � 2004 Dawn L. S. |