| Wandering in emptiness I stumble and fall, There are these voices in my head, They tell me that I am worthless That I am a mistake,no one loves me. I sometimes believe these voices, But other times I don't Confusion and anger always seem to win the battles in my heart. I feel so alone all the time,so cold and worn Thoughts of why do I continue to live always go through my mind Sometimes I have reasons,other times I don't. I don't always feel like people care, Other times I don't care if they care I cry myself to sleep because I hurt so bad inside, Other times I don't. I feel so alone that I can't breathe, and everything seems to be dark I begin to feel like I am drowning, suffocating. I feel like I am dying a slow death at that Like a spear through my soul. Is there anything that can pull me out of this misery? How I wish I could go through life not hating who I am But it's all in my dreams, My hate,my fear Every last and single stray tear. Copyright � 2003 Dawn L. S. |