I was tired of waiting for him, knowing I wouldn�t win,
So I ended it.
I am sorry for what I had to decide.
My decision was infinite... nothing will change my mind.
Not until later when my old feelings are left behind.
Rain falls on my face
But he asked the question in the first place,
I shouldn�t have to make these choices
I�ve used all of my voices
Nothing has worked,
And I still hurt.
People don�t understand the pain I go through
Just to try to talk to you,
Nothing that I say will ever go away
My own words haunting me even today
Walking through the empty halls
Looking at the blank faces on the walls
Thinking up ways to get out
Ways that I should shout to the world,
My breath grows deeper my chest feels tight,
I just pray to God everything�s all right,
I�ve been through this battle long enough
People always say I am tough
I feel intoxicated,
I am hated,
Running through this world I know so well
Being this person I don�t know from hell,
I wonder when I will get out
Every time I see a light I shout
I wonder if they�re stuck here too
Or if it was their fault� or could it be you?
Well whoever it was, I don�t care
I just wanted to get out of there
So I took it into my own hand
To get out of that land,
So I did it I took the last choice
I used my heart, and not my voice,
I thought of what life would be
A life without him or me,
I am dead now, and this world I still walk
I will always stalk
The life I had
Nothing will be as good, too bad I was just too sad.