Why do I always finish last?

Why is it that I always finish last?
Running in track trying to win the race
Coming in first place
Like it's always a repeat of the past
I always finish last

I try to be good, and always honest
Never being greedy or selfish
Trying to live on merely a wish
Never sleeping not even a rest
I always finish last

With girls it's no different
I always be myself, yet it's always the same 
"I feel like you're my brother" so I guess I'm to tame
Maybe it's because I now pay rent
I always finish last

I go through life so far
With nothing on my mind
It doesn't matter the kind 
Feeling like I've been feathered and tarred
I always finish last

I guess I'm just unattractive,
Though I always hear the same lies
About our new found unbreakable ties
And I feel unsattisfactive
I always finish last

They try to understand what's going on in my mind
The torment of my soul
How now it's out of control
The answer me nor them can find
I always finish last

Maybe it's just me or my convictions of the past
Or my imagination running carefree
But I really doubt anyone can help me
Because I still always finish last.