Some Days
Some days I hate myself
I'm not worth dust that collects on the shelf
I stare in the mirror and nothing looks right
Thinking, "That looks ugly, this is too tight"

Some days ugly is all I see
Others say I'm wrong, but I see nothing but nasty
I notice all my flaws
Trying to fix them is a lost cause

Some days everything hits me at once
All my friends do is complain and fuss
Everyone comes to me with a problem
They all expect me to solve them

Some days I get tired of hearing things
I don't want to do all the counseling
Not necessary to do this or that
Everyone needs to get off my back

Some days all I seem to do is cry
Frustration builds up until I break open wide
Emotions from memories past pour out and won't stop
Need to be left alone with the feelings I've got

Some days I don't feel like talking
She asks, "What's wrong?" as we're walking
Can't deal with the world sometimes
Let me be silent and go off in my mind

Some days I need to be held
A little love is what needs to be felt
Make me smile or laugh and I'm yours
That's all I needed, a little support

Some days I wish I wasn't me
Someone like a superstar or celebrity
They seem to lead the perfect life
Maybe they can teach me to be just alike

Some days I think a lot
I realize everything I've got
Even though my life may suck at times
I wouldn't trade it for anything because it's mine

A Dorkless World
My Poems
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