I'm about to go freakin psycho
But nobody's here to talk me through it
Sometimes it seems to me
I'm standing center stage under the spotlight
My life isn't a reality
My life is like some effing play
Except nobody thinks to pay
Me that is for the looks I endure
And the pain for which there is no cure
They sit and stare as if I'm a freak
I'm the free show of the week
I seek consolation from my friends
All I find is silence on their end
Not so much as a single word
Ingnorance from friends makes me disturbed
Instead I'll have to resort
To doing stupid things
With which I never used to consort
More entertainment for you folks
Sit down and watch me
My life is one terrific show
Suddenly everyone is concerned
"She's gone crazy!" is what they've learned
So what if I dress a little bit punk
Who really gives a fuck?
This is my life, certainly not yours
Curtain's closed now, the show is no more