If I was smart I'd just deny..every scrap of it..
I wouldn't let him get inside my heart..completely..
And I wouldn't let it tear me apart..although it already does..
There's this thing called love..so I've heard..
In my mind its been thought of..every waking moment..
If I was sure this guy had affection for me..I doubt he does..
I'd tell him he's all in my dreams..every single one..
He takes over my thoughts..literally..
I wish love could be bought..it's so much easier that way..
Then I wouldn't have to deal..emotions suck..
With every damn thing that I feel..for him..