~Downward Spiral~
Why is it that I can't do anything well?
Pushed to the edge and I fel
I've fallen so far I can't see the light
Nothing but darkness fills my eyes
Can't I be spared this perilous flight?
Nobody seems to care at all
They sit and watch as I take my fall
Farther and farther into the abyss
I'm sure that I won't be missed
Tears stream down my face although I'm asleep
I can't find peace even when I dream
I'm plagued with a constant nagging
It's so bad sometimes I wake up gagging
I choke and gasp on my own spit
I feel like I'm physically sick
I think to myself as I cry
"This is happening to me for a reason, but why, WHY?"
What have I done to deserve this shit?
Nothing! That's what you stupid bitch
I'm tired of you and your fucking issues
You're on your own now and I won't miss you