ANGER

Thoughts.. Of rage fly through my mind

And I look within myself to find

Some relief from this world of pain

Delusion and self doubt rise again

Its so hard for me to have to deal

With all of this I'm forced to feel

Sometimes I just want to turn away

But what more is there to say.

Sometimes I just want to scream

I feel like I'm not here, that I'm not seen

What can I do to make myself heard

People look at me like I'm absurd,

That I should never have even been

Or at least that's the way to me it seems

Sometimes I just want to go to sleep

But the pain runs far to deep.

I will not let them get to me,

My pain I won't let them see

It feels sometimes like it isn't real

The emotions make my mind reel

Sometimes I just need to explode

I'm not strong enough to walk this road

Somehow I know that I will survive

Even when its a fight just to stay alive

I suppose in a way I've come out stronger

But I was weak and vulnerable for far longer

No one should have to feel like this

People don't even stop to see things amiss

Their too busy living in their little minds

Far to ignorant to see the ties that binds

Now I know I've got to make things right

Ever stronger I feel the pull of the night

There's no more to say.

Now I know I feel this way.

I know what I have to do

And once more I run to you.

The true love that we share 

I still feel it s warmth everywhere

IT seems their touch taints so foul

And once more to the moon I howl

I beg for hope, but there's none in sight

Once again I disappear into night

But know thee now ,I shall return

The humans still have to learn.

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