Kyle pushed his way through the dancers, trying to find his three roommates. He
wanted to leave before another fight broke out. He had come to Luna Moth so Obie
could check out the drummer in the new band Invent, but now Kyle had a bad
feeling. He had lived with Berto, Samuel, and Obie long enough to know they were
keeping something from him.
Another song began with blistering energy. Clubbers swept around Kyle, spinning
him into their dance. Slithery black leather gloves and gossamer sleeves grazed
his sweaty face and neck. He liked the carnival atmosphere here, and part of him
wanted to stay and party, but he didn't have time to join the fun.
Over the bobbing heads, he spotted Berto near the exit; Berto's strong features
looked tense under the pulsing red lights from the Christmas trees set up on
either side of the door. Samuel and Obie stood beside him, scanning the dance
floor, as if they didn't want anyone to see them leave. Kyle knew they were
going to ditch him. They had been trying to get away from him all night.
He should have known it would end that way, with the three of them turning
against him. He had tried to help them adjust to life in Los Angeles and stay
out of trouble. It hadn't been easy. They made fun of his fear of the
authorities, but Kyle understood what one official could do to ruin a person's
life. He had grown up in foster homes and had endured frequent upheavals as a
boy, living in strangers' houses, some good, some not. Except for Mrs. Caine,
there was no one from his childhood who even cared what happened to him.
A dancer collided with Kyle, knocking him into a girl with long black hair. She
whipped around. Her canine teeth had been filed into fangs and her dress looked
medieval.
"Sorry," Kyle muttered, trying to ease past her.
The metal tips of her finger armor dug into his arm, pulling him back. Her
boldness surprised him.
"I haven't seen you here before." She smiled up at him, flicking her surgically
sliced tongue. It darted in and out, forked like that of a snake. She grabbed
his hand and turned it, studying his palm as if she were going to read his
fortune.
"Were you in a fight?" she asked playfully.
He followed her gaze. In the dim light, the paint stains on his knuckles looked
like bruises.
"Oil paints," he said, glancing anxiously at the door. His roommates were
starting to leave. "I'm working on a self-portrait."
"I've modeled before." She caressed his hand and tilted her head provocatively.
"Do you want to paint me?"
"It would mean hours in one pose." He studied her, and then brazenly swept his
fingers through her glossy hair. His mind was racing, imagining her pose, but
then he glanced up and saw the door close behind Samuel. He had to go after his
roommates. "Sorry," he said. "But I can't."
She dropped his hand, his rejection seeming to fuel a rage in her. "Go back
where you belong."
"Where's that?" Kyle asked. He hadn't belonged for as long as he could remember.
Everyone called him a loner.
"Any place but here," she said, and she let her body fall back into the throng
of dancers. A guy caught her, then two more, and soon the clubbers had lifted
her and she was floating over the crowd, carried on a sea of hands.
Kyle pressed forward. He had gone only a short distance when someone tugged on
his shirt. He swung around and froze.
Emily stood behind him, looking lost and out of place among the more Goth crowd.
Her inviting smile confused him. They shared the same biology class at Turney
High School, but she hung out with the popular kids and was always too busy with
her friends to talk to him.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, but then he remembered her best friend,
Maddie. Samuel had told Kyle that Maddie believed in vampires, spirits, and
ghosts, and was determined to prove the undead walked the streets of L.A. Maybe
she had made Emily join her on one of her vampire hunts. "Did Maddie bring you
here?"
"Stop teasing." Emily gave him a shy look and slid her hands up his chest.
Her touch startled him. Lately she had seemed more timid than her friends,
especially around guys. He thought maybe it was because of her illness. She had
been sick for three months and had returned to school only in the last week.
She leaned in closer and whispered into his ear, "I like it better when you
don't wear so much cologne."
He shrugged, puzzled. He hadn't worn cologne for a long time.
"Let's dance." Emily took his hand and started moving against him.
He was tempted to forget about his roommates and let them fend for themselves,
but guilt kicked in, as it always did. "I'm sorry, Emily," he said, pulling away
from her. "You'll never know just how sorry. But I have to find my friends."
Her mouth opened, but instead of speaking she just stared at him. Kyle turned
and slammed through the kids behind him.
At the door he paused and peered outside. Fog curled thick and heavy around the
streetlights and gave the night a milky glow. Kids had gathered in groups, their
energy seeping into the air as if they were getting ready to riot. Security
guards patrolled back and forth, trying to keep order, but already, broken beer
bottles lay scattered across the road.
Kyle eased behind an old Cadillac hearse, and then crept down a path between the
building and a row of closely planted hibiscus shrubs to where his roommates
stood on the other side of the hedge. Through the branches, he could make out
Samuel's face, and in the ghostly light, he looked distraught. Obie and Berto
stood close to him talking, their voices flat and strange, as if something
terrible had just happened.
"Everyone's been talking about him," Samuel said. "Maddie told me he's been
playing girls, stealing them from their guys just to break their hearts." Samuel
had been dating Maddie off and on since he'd arrived in L.A., but their romance
was shaky. "Everyone's getting pissed off by what he's doing," he added. "Sledge
and his friends are out to get him if he doesn't stop." Sledge was the
quarterback on the Turney High football team, and he seemed to think it gave him
the right to dole out a kind of vigilante justice to students who didn't behave
as he thought they should. His best friends, Barry and Forrest, formed his
posse.
"Get him?" Berto snorted dismissively. "I'd like to see anyone try."
Kyle wondered whom they were talking about. Sledge and his crew could make
school life miserable for anyone who dared cross them, but something more was
worrying his roommates. Even from this distance, he could sense the tension in
their voices. They should have included him in their conversation. He could have
given them advice and needed insight; they didn't understand the ins and outs of
modern culture, and without his help, they never would.
"Allison told me the same thing," Obie added. "But I'm not convinced."
"It doesn't make sense," Berto agreed. "Why would Kyle do that?"
Kyle inhaled sharply, stunned to realize they were talking about him.
"He hasn't even dated since Catty broke up with him," Berto continued.
"But he was bitter about the breakup," Samuel put in. "So maybe --"
"He hasn't been interested in anyone, because he's still in love with her,"
Berto argued.
"I don't think so." Obie shook his head. "She hurt him too deeply. He doesn't
even talk about her anymore."
"Even if he is over Catty," Berto continued, "why would he hook up with so many
different girls?"
"He's on the rebound," Samuel said. "He's trying to escape the pain. No one
likes a broken heart."
"Maybe it's something more. Something we try to forget. Could he be planning to
. . . ?" Obie didn't need to finish his question; the others knew he was
referring to the darkness that lived inside each of them, a hunger waiting to
escape and take control.
Kyle shuddered, remembering the intense desire over which he had little control,
and even now, just thinking about it awakened an aching need for that first
sweet draw of breath from a victim's lungs.
"Girls have always thrown themselves at Kyle," Berto said. "He's never taken
advantage of it before, so why would he now?"
"I'm just telling you what Maddie said." But the solemn expression on Samuel's
face convinced Kyle that Samuel believed the lies.
"How can that be true?" Obie added. "Kyle's the one always lecturing us about
right and wrong."
"I know," Berto agreed. "But he has been up to something lately. This morning I
caught him stealing money from the box, and he's been taking my bike out late at
night without asking."
Kyle hadn't stolen any money. That morning he had added a twenty to their pooled
funds, and he'd never taken Berto's motorcycle. He didn't even know how to ride
it.
Berto raked his hands through his raven hair. "Mr. Keyes doesn't want Kyle
hanging around Club Quake anymore. He thinks he's been pushing meth."
Kyle's stomach tightened. How could they believe such lies? Guy Keyes owned
Quake, the most popular dance club for teenagers in L.A. Berto worked there as
part of the security at the front door. He called himself the gatekeeper; he
decided who was allowed to enter and who had their names placed on the
clipboard. But even more important, Berto knew how to make celebrities feel
comfortable.
"Nolo told me the same thing," Obie added. "And I guess he should know."
Kyle had heard enough. Nolo was the drummer in Obie's band, Pagan, but also a
druggie. How could anyone trust what he said?
Kyle started back down the path, determined to confront his friends. But when he
reached the last hibiscus bush, Emily blocked his way.
"Why did you ask me to meet you here if you were just going to ignore me?" she
asked, challenging him. "That's so rude."
Kyle stared at her, dumbfounded. "I'm sorry," he apologized. "You must have
misunderstood. I didn't ask you to meet me."
"I know what you said," she insisted. Her face flushed with a mixture of anger
and embarrassment.
"When?" he asked.
"Today!" She seemed to be trying hard not to become flustered. "In class. Did
you forget?"
"That's impossible," he answered, shaking his head. "I cut biology today. To go
to an audition."
Her eyes widened, and then narrowed into a glare. "Do you think this is the kind
of club I would go to on my own?"
He started to say no, but she didn't give him a chance.
"Is this some kind of head game you're playing with me?"
"What?" he asked, baffled, and studied her face to see if she was teasing. "Why
would I do that?"
"Other girls warned me about you. I should have listened."
He started to defend himself, then paused, considering. She seemed genuinely
upset, but none of what she said made any sense. Maybe she was crushing on him
and this was her weird way of letting him know she wanted to hook up. But Emily
could have had anyone she wanted. So why would she have chosen him?
"Well?" she said, interrupting his thoughts.
"You didn't have to make up a whole elaborate story," he answered, grinning
sheepishly.
Now she was the one that looked confused. "What do you mean?"
"If you wanted to go out with me, all you had to do was ask," he continued. "I
would have said yes."
"You asked me!" she shouted. "You practically begged!"
To his astonishment, she turned and walked away. He watched her shove her way
through the crowd, but before he could go after her, Berto found him.
"C'mon, we're going over to Cantor's for deli." Berto acted as if nothing were
wrong, as if he hadn't just moments ago betrayed Kyle.
"I'm heading back to the loft," Kyle answered brusquely. He couldn't have it out
with Berto, not here. Fights were starting to break out in front of the club,
which meant the cops would be there any minute. He didn't want to spend the
night in a police station.
Berto stared at him. "What gives? You sound pissed."
"Why should I be?" Kyle asked, and then something inside him let go. He needed
to get away before his anger turned into blows. He stepped around Berto without
saying anything more and jogged to his rusted Chevy Impala. He started the
engine. The tailpipe belched black smoke, and he slammed his foot hard on the
accelerator.
He hated the familiar emptiness in the pit of his stomach. It reminded him of
his childhood, when everyone had been against him. But he wasn't helpless now,
as he had been then. If his roommates wanted to get rid of him, they didn't need
to spread lies about him. His life would be easier without them. He'd leave them
behind and start over.
Kyle wasn't convinced he belonged with them anyway. Berto, Obie, and Samuel
believed that, together with Kyle, they were the Four of Legend, destined to
fight an ancient evil and destroy its empire. But the other three had mysterious
powers, while Kyle had none. Berto could go into a trance and leave his body.
Obie was a rune master who cast spells, and Samuel used totems to call forth
power animals. So far, Kyle only had the keen ability to pay bills and hook up
the Internet, and he'd never seen anyone ward off supernatural creatures with a
credit card.
He parked his car in the lot behind the apartment building as the metro rumbled
overhead on its last run through Chinatown. He headed toward the apartment and
rode the elevator to the top floor.
The light on the landing had gone out again, leaving the hallway darker than the
night outside. Kyle fumbled with his keys and unlocked the door, but as he
started to go inside, he was stricken with an odd feeling that someone was
watching him. He turned back and saw nothing that should have made him feel
uneasy. But past experience had taught him to trust his instincts. For the first
time that he could remember, he locked the door behind him and slipped the dead
bolt into place.
As a child, he had been afraid of the dark, because he heard things moving about
in his room. He had believed his toys came alive after the lights went out, but
now he knew the darkness hid greater dangers. Another universe paralleled
modern-day Los Angeles, and sometimes things from that world crossed over into
this one.
He and his roommates were Renegades, fugitives from Nefandus, where they had
been enslaved. Bounty hunters were trying to capture them and take them back for
a reward. Could one be stalking him now?
Kyle stood frozen, unable to move. Maybe one had followed him and was waiting
somewhere, hidden in the loft. It wasn't the first time he had encountered
creatures from the other side, but he didn't understand why this time his
courage had left him. He only needed to turn on the light to see who was in the
room with him, but his hand clutched the doorknob as if to anchor him in the
entryway. He began to tremble, suddenly realizing he didn't want to see what was
in the room with him.
A furtive whisper broke the quiet. "Kylie-Kyle-Kyle." Someone called his name in
a familiar, singsong manner, dredging up memories Kyle fought to forget.
"Who's there?" he asked, hating the stutter in his own voice.
Silence followed, and then footsteps thudded across the unfinished floor,
echoing in the cavernous room. Kyle recognized the uneven tread and was cast
back into childhood again. He had spent many nights nestled under his covers in
the dark, listening to someone pace back and forth at the foot of his bed.
His heart pounded, and his mouth went dry. He held his breath, listening, but
what had been there was gone. Had it only been his imagination? He stepped to
the light switch and flicked it on. Three bare incandescent bulbs blazed, but
the glaring brightness didn't calm his nerves. His palms sweated, cold and
clammy from panic. Then a draft swept through the room. Someone had opened the
back door. The bright orange electrical cords swayed, twirling the lightbulbs
and making shadows dance across the walls.
Kyle strode forward, nervously studying the corners and doorways. Bounty hunters
were also shape-shifters. They could dematerialize into shadows and float, a
black mist across the sky; but so could Kyle -- all servi could. That had been
the normal mode of transportation in Nefandus. He started to release his body in
case he was forced to flee, but stopped, sensing something else.
Beneath the smells of linseed oil and turpentine, he detected another odor that
didn't belong. He breathed the fragrance of bitter oranges. When nightmares had
awakened him as a child, his room had been filled with the same scent. He tried
to reassure himself that someone had brought home oranges, and rotting fruit was
the source of the pungent smell. But as he started toward the kitchen to
investigate, he glanced at the self-portrait he had been painting, and his blood
went cold.
Someone had altered his work, subtly shifting the expression on the face. Kyle
stepped closer to the easel, examining the wet paint and brushstrokes. He had
been trying to capture his loneliness and longing, not his rage. He couldn't
remember adding the furrows to the forehead or the angry lines around the eyes,
but even if he had, why would he have tried to make himself look so evil?
Maybe one of his roommates had been playing around with his paints, but he
doubted it. The artistry was too delicate; only a few brushstrokes had
dramatically changed the appearance. An amateur couldn't have done that, and the
style was clearly his. He rubbed his temples, trying to calm the throbbing pain.
He had no recollection of changing the portrait, but before he could consider it
more, the sound of a creaking floorboard interrupted his thoughts. Someone was
in the room with him.