| Missing Purpose Everything is just so wrong, I don't know which way to turn. I don't know where I belong or for what it is I yearn. All day I feel so blue, can't manage just one smile. It's all that I can do to hold on a little while. I'm lost inside my head and I dropped my flashlight. I can grope along instead though I don't know if I can fight. |
| Days That Come It started out just for fun now I think I'm the only one putting in any feeling; that idea sends me reeling. It's not love, know this for real maybe one day love's what I'll feel but I don't want to be wrong; if I should fall I hope you come along. It will be over in a year, so far away yet my main fear, don't wanna trust or care too much if so soon we'll be out of touch. If your intention is to never grow, and you know for sure you still plan to go; if after that long you can just say goodbye then say it now so that day I won't cry. |
| Words and Actions What happened to you? Was it something I didn't do? Why is everything changed whe it's all still the same? It used to be so rare to not have you around... I'd never question that you care, now my conviction's not so sound. We barely talk anymore, I try to be a good girlfriend... now all we do is score, and all I feel is the end. Scenes replay in my head; pull her down with you, that night inside I was dead; looking back I wish I knew. I took your words for true, gave you all my trust... maybe not what I should do if you're in it just for lust. Everything I ever did was to keep you from accepting bids from any others; I hoped to be your only lover. Now I see I was mistaken, you've proved I'm not the best... I'll admit you've got me shaken but I'll deny the rest. |
| This is an old one from a few wks ago, just found it in my backpack, :p |